Faith is taking a step
even when u cant see
the stairs case infront...

TeeHee!

hi. haha. today wake up.
damn angry...
with my sister...
nvm, went bathe. then WTF du zi tong,
then ya...
hmmm, took 106. the 852.
then ya. k bye bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today stayed at home.
then 3 plus go out.
go bukit batok.
then meet nelly.
then arcade
FCUK sia...
wa kao very angry and pc...
freak it man...
nvm , only nelly knows y.
then went off to find my aunt and ahma.
then took 50.
then return back 20
haha.
then home, my aunt ask me y mac cost u 27... haha.
then watch tv.
tao hua xiao mei...
then ya.
then ya, i eat the dono wat.
damn funny for me...
i eat the juice squeeze out.
lol. nvm, i just found it funny.
then ya, now using com.
k la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wake up.
then ya. go west mall agian
then slack, kana gan.
then go walk walk.
then slack agian.
then oso kana gan.
then go woodland.
then omg, the dog so guai.
i think is mixed breed.
then go walk walk.
then eat the breeks?
sorry for throwing away the reciept :P
then took bus home, leg cramp.
then slack.
home.
k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!





The smile on your Face
Can't be erased
No matter what we go against

memories will fade
Our Love remains
Steadfast through the rain

Only tears of Joy and Laughter
Only you and me believe
that this love will last forever
through the storms thats growing stronger

Can't be denied the chance
to fight for what feels right

Cause baby I promise you
that we'll make it through
I'll be there for you
build a world around all the things we said
we want our lives to be

And will you promise me
You'll stay strong with me
keep that smile for me
all I want to see
Yes I know that we can pass the test of time
till forever you will be mine ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!

♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today woke up at 9plus
went i suppose to meet nelly at 10
planning to wake up at 830
heard my dog bark so i wake up.
bath, took my time...
go csh, waited...
very long.
then nelly came, went in slack until 1 plus. lols.
then took 14 to valley point.
then slack.
then ya... raining.
went tiong. slack, very tired...
home...
eat, tv.
now blogging...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wakke up.
bath.
slack.
my father scolded a person on the phone.
cos he / she called the house phone 2 time and did not say anything.
serve u right. haha. orhbi! haha
after that that person didnt call le
go BV mrt
took bus 111
then 132
to amk hub, walk walk wlak.
saw bc.
then 166
to clementi. all the way. 1hours plus almost 2 hours.
home
out to far east.
bought the dress, eh pk! hu say i no wear dress i will wear and let u see.zzz
took bus to ppl, OG.
lols. carrying so heavy and raining so heavy.
but no kick for me... hehe
then home.
then ya, make some rubbish and eat.
now blogging.
k bye!
i guess i will be wearing very formal.
bye!
-
lalala.
leave u.
right choice? bad choice?
i dono, wait for olvl finish bah...
i dono. feel like knowing the answer now ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
i just realisr that, i am very emotional.
actually long time discover.
but only dono emotional until so jalat.
just, tears. FCUK! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today woke up at 530, when is suppose to be 6.
took 145, tgt with lingyi wait mandy.
take report book.
go tiong.
lucky plaza.
ion.
tang.
far east.
cinelesure.
home.
fall asleep in bus, like idiot.
slept all the way.
didnt meet , cos damn tired.
then ya. don feel like eating.
i now eating chocolate.
bye!
-
was like listening to

李聖傑-最近

should i? haiz.
shi bu shi you she me shi ran ni bu kuai le.): ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today went sch,
walked henderson wave, saw nan hua ppl
smsed my cousin to ask if he were there.
he in sch. lol.
walked back to watch enchanted.
STUPID! ):
then back class. i dono y. but. haiz.
went tiong.
thai express.
then slack...
then went to holland buy cake...
then home.
fall asleep.
then 7plus wake up.
then eat cake.
then bathe.
then now com.
then ya k bye!
watever ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
went temasek poly.
slept...
blah, quite lot of objects.
back sch
went ps to catch the meatball.
damn cold.
then saw sing wai. lol.
both tio shocked.
walk to conelesure.
then to far east.
damn lot chio bu, but no objects.zzz
took 105
home, bath. OG, ppl park
walkaround, eat kfc. so long nnever eat le.
home.
now blogging. k bye.
-
i ask him to wish u good luck.
cos i know u wont reply me, dso wat for...
only making myself even sader.
i just hope u would do well in the exam.
but i just hope that u tell me the truth, don waste my youth.
i don mind waiting, but if ended up wasting my time...
i cant take it. i wish and hope u r not this kind of person.
10 more days,.... wait is my onoly solution. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd slept at 4plus.
wake up at 5plus.
was in the bathe room at 607.
rushed.
took cab...
history, do do do.
then, ha. inter game?
was damn pc, but ok la, i never angry
played, captain ball.
then sudoku, lols. first?
then after sch chionged history.
then never eat, go far east,
saw a group of SJI ppl. damn funny
then ya, walk to cinelesure.
then ya, i wan watch movie...
poker king, 2012, the cartoon. then blah blah blah
took 111 home, haiz.
then walked home
saw mama and papa at the chair there.
then walked, saw mario.
home, com. slept.
then ya
hahah
now blogging.
k bye!
tml go TP. will it be fun? i don think so.
eat one box of chocolate, photato chip, crackers, ice cream
i am going to fat to death, and hes not gonna to care.
i am sad, does he know?
he don even care me.
can i sleep well tonight?
i hope i can
haiz, watever,
hu care
... wat i need now. is just love.
some love from u...
i don dare to ask u the truth, cos i am scare that it came out to be bad.
i am scare.... i don wan it to be over so soon.
even ur friend treat me bettter then u do.
i doesnt wan to care.
if u wan to end it, just tell me, it will be better for me.
i don wan to think anymore.
HURT. nvm, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wake up with 16 message.
watever
slacking with com whole day.k bye!
haiz ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today, woke up two times.
haiz. didnt meet eunice.
wake up, eat, alot.
bath, went to imm.
eat swensens ice cream, earth quack.
wlak in the gaint.
blah. k home.
sms, tv. com.
ya now is 2.08am
-
is look really so important?
if it is, then i got nth.
good look bad look
still human, still got 2 eye 1nose 1 mouth,
its hurt ful to know that one person said or giving cules that u r ugly.
i am hurt. but no one care.
-
misses u, i didnt sms u today, i think, i cant take it anymoe.
ppl having olvl, u oso olvl. but ppl still can go out with their "friend" but y u cant
u cant even sms huh?
i saw ppl de blog., the friend is either in their house or studying with them but y?
nvm, i am just not the one. too stupid.
haiz. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now is 252.
tml got to wake up at 1030
hahah. cool!
k la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wake up, sch.
trg, tired.
home.
bath
out meet ruiqing...
jp.saw edmund.clementi.home
-
wat i wan?
someone is just so sweet but some are just....
i have been giving attitude to some of my friend..
i am sorry, but i know by saying this they wont clear the misunderstanding.
haiz. forget it. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
was early.
went sch.
chionged amth during ss.
the mrs goh, -.-
then recess.
the miss dono hu... zzz.
don like her, she tot she wat, sucker.
trg...
blah.
walk to opp.
took bus to inter
home.
slept.
8 wake up tv.
sis back. sux. cant bath.
now haven bath yet.
k bye!
-
imy, i dono hu r u.
i slash myself and u don know.
is that all u can give?
wat i wan can u give?
nvm... i guess i will have to wait. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today didnt go sch
rotting
FCUK!
-
olvl...
31oct
1nov
21oct
11 dayz?
hate it.
ILY, IMY
i really do, dono wat to do ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
went sch home.
meet nelly.
saw bin wei.
home.
tml will be home alone.
if anythinghappen to me, if u don see me. means.queenstown pri sch outside is really dangerous.
thx bye!

wat am i?
i felt so helpless.
just so totally not into this world.
hello! can anyone hear me?
i hate my life, not cos i had problem.
is just hu am i in this world.
useless freak.not even one person can hear me.
at home, finding my spect, i just felt so frastrated after smth.
but just no one help me find.
i feel like crying.
tears are welling in my eyes.
now i felt so helpless really.
no body care.
i have no body to tell my problem with.
just tot that keeping everything to myself is just so simple, best plan
but, now then i realise, i cant take it anymore.
tot smoking can clear everything, can? abit.
once i smoke, think, abt those things. making me tired.
maybe i can get to bed earlier. but can i sleep well?
happy things for me are just like dream, anytime will be woken up.
wat are all these jokes. just went i tot, evrything will go right. but it just the begainning of the nightmare.
forget it. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
nth to say
so tired
giving up life
feel like vomiting

SUX!
BLAH!
BYE! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, ytd slepp at 3plus
then wake up at 7plus.
lol. wait for nelly de sms.
she say she is tired so m i ... haha
then ite no meet
then watch tv...
play with barley
then bath.
then out. k bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today was sick.
ever since wednesday get back result i flu until now
so far so bad. i fail all except my chinese which is not very high too.
sadded. hope wish i can go 4e.
i never go sch, cos i took the med drowsy.
ya, k. bye
today i not very happy
today my mama de bday, i haven wish her yet
dono how to say.
nvm then don wish lor
ha k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
>wake up >sch >got result for emath, phy, chem, history, ss. >went 18 chef. >tuition >home.
fail all those subject. sad. down with flu. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
>wake up >jurong point >pepper lunch >home.
cut my hair, i doubt anybody will notice. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hi, short post, i promise, SHORT!
>wake up >jurong point >SUBWAY! >Home >buona vista cc >SnS >ulu pandan cc >huiying house >home.
reached home cook myself noodles. i swear i am going to gain 2 kg in no time. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
k, first i have change my blog to all black and white
i am sad.
bye!
stuffinf myself with chocolate , potato chip
i didnt go for running today , i was lazy.
sorry nelly
k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
so long no post.
sianz ar, exam period, found out and realise smth.
forget it k? i hope so.
hmmm, today go QTcc, then vivo. then bukitbatok.home.
Blah, lazy to write.
just edit some things in my blog.
i guess nobody will care.
k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
tml first day of eoy
wish everybody good luck!
jiayou jiayou! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
HEY PPL! 8 days
Its been eight days since i last post.
Firstly, just now i was staring at the com, wonder if should i post.
Then i asked TH, k i post.
All these while, ever since i know TH, firstly tot he will be some normal on9 friend.
Cant last as friend so long, but i was wrong.
since my bday, he never fail to entertain me, although his reply was SO LONG and i will still get bored but better then nth.
I lied to him smth(shhhhh, don ask me wat), but i trust him, even though we are not really real friends?
Really greatful to have u as my friend.
Scared to lose u...
-
These few days, i hope and wish i could go mia.
Exam is in 2 days time.
Chinese(30Sep wed), my Chinese has drop. how? i am worry.
But what can i do, i am just so lazy. blame hu? me, yes.
My mam ask me to study, but, she is just to good.
She don force me, y? i felt so... guilty.
i am sorry, really writing this part i feel like crying, tears are really welling in my eyes.
all i can say is, i am sorry , u had a bad daughter.
next is English(1Oct Thu). i have to pass it! no matter wat, but wat can i do with my suxy English.
some simple words i still have to ask my friends. eg, exact. i dono how spell it. i asked my friend, such a failure.
s.s (2Oct Fri) i am listening in class but nth go into my mind. Thinking, DAS students. y am i one? y can i be normal? maybe i wont be so down abt all these?i just to stupid in my language, i just cant think.
poa(2Oct Fri) POA? wats that. i regret for not listening in the first lesson. cos i don not know wat the teacher talk, my English sux, i don understand the words. but she never explain the meaning. hu can i blame. myself. for being so stupid. why didn't i work harder, maybe i could understand, i didn't i start listening?
Chinese oral(2Oct Fri) i hope i can score for this.
science, phy(5Oct Mon) i am sorry, i know u are trying ur best to help, but i am not trying how could u help me right. i wanted to try studying, but i just don have much determination. i am sorry if u will feel disappointed in me. really sorry. but those words, i just don understand the meaning. but i am lazy to find out the meaning, my fault.
Math pp1(6Oct Tue) this was one of my sure win subject, but that was the pass, ever since i got amath, i stop... learning. thinking that, its so hard to cope 2 maths, now... i gave up on my amath. concentrate on my emath. but i cant catch up. i am just to slow. i really hope, i can pass like last time without any doubt.
history(7Oct wed) I just gave craps all the way, i just cant rmb the points. all blame my stupid brain. i must buck up! i know i shouldn't say this. cos i wont, cos of my weak determination.
Amath(7Oct wed) I gave up, sorry Mr chui, i know u have try very hard to teach the weaker students, but i am just hopeless.
science, chem(8Oct Thu) i was quite alright with this but, i said i gave up on studies, and i really stop learning. i even forget abt those that are teaches in term 1 and 2. i hope i will have the determination to study.
math pp2(9Oct Fri) last paper. for the whole exam. y must it be the last? i hope it will be starting of the exam but. sad. i really hope, i could do well.
-
u told me to blog abt u.
there, CPK, haha. hmmm, English i hope u wont take my cow and threaten me say will draw on it.
sometimes i will get angry. don try me. ya...
k la, enough bah.
-
today abt stress relieve? should be.
am i stress? haha.
no one give me stress, as i told mei yee, not my parents not my teacher but the society.
this kind of stress is really... i dono wat to do.
sometimes, went i didnt do my hw, i cant sleep. i feel scare. i just i don feel like going to school.
but, nvm. its just not stress. not stress. haha, i anyhow think de. no body will think i am stress. i am so carefree. right? yes.
- i scare whenever go poa. cos, i am just scare. FORGET IT!
bye!
such a long post.
and, ya, these 8 days many things happen, up and down. i lost friend and adding friend.
But really, i am not happy in those 8 days.
i am sad but hu cares forget it.!
bye peeps. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now is 553 am...
FORGET IT. oh thats suck!
not very good tooo!
hahahhahaa, it suck!!!!!!!
hiaz! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Today is 20 sep 2006.
its been so long, 6 days...
Wat have i been dooing?
No other then racing with the time.
Its been so, wooo. lack of time, or maybe i just cant catch it.
NOOB!
Seriously, my mind, nth, everythings's gone.
Just now i webcam with, bryan.
I cant believe that i actually showed my ugly face to him.
oh shars!
Now is 2:37am.
i know his mei mei, sinyi.
I am like thinking to my self, y do i do this?
FORGET IT!
I am now just blogging, staring the com.
Y, cos he is doing smth. and now? 2:40am do u think ppl still awake?
I dono wats my feeling now.
I totally messed up!
Reallly, now is 2:45, i stare at the com for 5mins.
Jiaxi offline le.
His mei offline le.
now is 2:53am really my mind is totally blank for 8mins.
SHARS!
my flu is back, cos i am dating the night, lols. random.
OH YA, i used my sis lappy.
OHO, my aunt is nagging.
haha, i am lao zha bo. thats wat she said.
But no choices.
Oh ya, talk abt choices, yes. difficult choice, btw my hw haven do. ahaha.
i try control myself.
i know it wouldnt happen.
so y not? HEhe
k la... got to do this if not, i will injure myself.
oh my god!!!! y am i so bad, i am not thinking to have a ________ at this moment i think.
oh sux.
lala lala hey! lala lala hey! elmo's world
bored, now is 3am 3:01am#
ARGH!, y am i still thinking,
this anint a game! WATEVER!
haha, i am like thinking how long am i going to write?
i am like writing craps right? oh, my tian.
breaking my heart, te..ing my eye, take away my soul, i love u so, nth but lies.
lala, oh ya. haha, i accidently delete my saved message.
all my sweet sweet message gone!
k la. hmm, just now went to clementi, eat sushi!
then go arcade.
then go imm, walk walk. then home.
i am a ugly duckling.
moo~moo~
haha, i have delete lots of ppl de contact. cos my contact list full le. as in sim card de.
now is 3:09am, my pimple poping out!
woohoo! pop pop pop!
k, find find find. found u. k i am in my lala land
now is 3:21am i am hungry.
oh shars! diet!!!
FRIEND FRIEND!
find find!
Found found!
finish finish!!!!
lalalalalalalalalalalala, baby, is him, not me.
stupid!
haha, mama, i anint going home solo'!
down down down. RYAN HIGA!!!!"
LADY GAGA!
AHGA AHGA!!!
i am nuts u r peanuts!
i am his u r mine!
sianz, lala.
forget it u see.
yes, forget, live like ytd!
go sleep baby. haha.
ok mommy!
good dog. haha.,
k nites, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
this may be my last post.i mean for the mean while.
cos my com got problem.
haha, today wake up.
blah. sch... chiong hw.
lalala, tired.
after sch sent lingyi home.
went eat subway.
home.
tired.
k bye!
HW, fcuk! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
PPL!
haha, fellow ppl...
LETS FORGET THE PASS!
WOOHOO, the future is coming.
isnt it?
hehe, haorong ah haorong.
haha, see ur name appear.
if u got read my blog de, u should know wats going on.
indeed wat i told u, wat if _______? is true.
haha, now i learn to let go.
thats a great thing isnt it?
but if u got problem wanna share, feel free to call me or sms me.
i will be good! hehe
last but not least.
GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmmm, i got to go do my hw le.
actually i will be STARING at them, with my small tiny eyes
hehe.
Amath. (hehe)
Emath.(the worksheet)
Chinese. (see know how do not)
Chem. (haha)
Phy. (see see look look)
English. no hw
History. (on9)
Ss. (tml go copy question)
k la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
like can u even trust a person?
oh pla, i mean trust a boy.
thats sux...
FORGET! FORGET IT! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wake up. saw message but didnt reply.
went to sleep again.
wake up on phone. then com. k now waitingfor my food.
hmmm,.
ya
k la. gotta chiong hw.
i don even know will i do it anot.
haiz. k la bye.
-
don come spam my blog, really. this moment, not really in the good mood
don make me hate u...
-
y do u bother to care if something bothering me.
can u help? i don think so.
ended up i mess it all.
i lied. abt theres nth bothering me.
ya. fine, ignore all u wan. i didnt message u, isnt that great.
watever, u always dono wat i wan.
haiz. k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, orhor, u didnt wake me up.
hehe, but its ok, i am not angry.
i so good why will angry sia.hah
when out, zzz. JX saw FISH BOY!
k, nvm
took 100.
then ya. blah, do finish first question don wan do le.
then sleep awhile. wake up watch anime.
lols. when vivo, FOR SUBWAY!
b4 that i eat chocolate.
then ya, walk around.
then ya. arcade. blah blah.
went to food court. saw pk, kl, jf.
then go walk walk. didnt talk.
then up to sky park.
then home. took 145, walked. slack at play ground.
then walk home. ya.
watch scary movie4, and little nicky.
hey, u know y i ask u to go bed. cos i am sad. not bcos i mood swing, is bcos of wat u said. i know u dono wat u said. but ya i sad is bcos of wat u said. fine actually.
then went to bed. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm. today gonna post abt u again,
wake me up at 946?
haha, its way too early le. in the end i wake up at 10plus.
saw hr message... (happy?nvm.)
went bath.
meet jiaxi.
eat.
took mrt. tiong.
movie, G-force.
the MICES!!!! so cute.
, went vivo with shirleen.
in the train asked shirleen how spell outram.
then reached outram we still talking. until the door close. oh shit, miss stop.
haha, took back.
meet chwen and G.
then movie, alien in the attic.
then walk around. find QT present.
then ya.
go play water.
then ya. pei shirleen go tiong
walk her home
then walked to bm inter.
got geitai.
then 198 very long.
then until camman wealth.
then took 100.
saw P. thenb ya. talk for awhile.
then walk to sns .
then meet mama. buy things home.
eat, tv. blog. com. blAH. K BYE.
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saw his msn nick.
i... sudden saddness.
i am sorry to feel this way friend. but i am really ok.
friends, so i say anything to him
i know he haven forget abt the michelle.
but.
nvm, i am not related to him in anyway .
so just FORGET it. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today my friend didnt call me
but i alr awake just waiting for him to call.
i am going to be late so i texted him, arent u calling me?
haha, then he replied alarm didnt ring.
lols. then bath.
blah, was kana scolded. cos my aunt was late.
went mac.
was not as down at tuesday.
sched, change shoe.
train.
last was sprinting.
my mind is full with hr.
thinking abt how he did his break that time.
i did not slack even tot it was slow.
but he made me, never give up.
oh watever, heck care.
aftersch wanted to watch huan hun but M18, sucker right.
then eat at giller.HA.
went slack. was so fun. nvm
then left me mandy and jiaxi.
slack. went popular.
then homed.
bought wanton mee.
homed.
then bring barlley go walk walk.
then went bball.
wa, was tired.
homed. bath.
now blogging. k bye
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tml activity:
meet jiaxi Breakfast.
meet peiyu shirleen cherlyn Movie.
meet chwen take bus.
hmmm. ya.
k bye!
-
nah, this is special for u.
orh hor, u never wake me up on time. lucky my aunt wake me up
haha, i never blame u, just wanna write something abt u on my blog.
i nice right. i know. hehe
tml wake me up again hor. (: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
y am i feeling like that?
y? hearing that u say u r not in love.
really, but. nvm...
My felt that my heart was broken.
oh, nvm.
in the first place, i DLU.
yes, i dono.
so y bothering u in love anot.
SUX! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
iF oNe DaY yOu FeeL LiKe cRyiNg.... CALL ME! I cant PrOmiSe tHat i WiLL MaKe yOu LaUGH, BUT i CAN cRy WiTH yOu.
iF oNe DaY yOu WaNt tO RuN aWaY-- DONt bE aFRaiD tO CALL ME. I cant PrOmiSe tO StOp You......BUT i CaN RuN WiTh yOu.
iF ONE DaY yOu DONt WaNt tO LiStEn tO aNyOnE.....CALL ME. i PROMiSE tO bE tHeRe FoR yOu BUT aLsO PrOmiSe tO REMAiN QUiEt.
BUT ONE DAY iF YOU CALL......AND THERE iS NO ANSWER.....COME FAST TO SEE ME CUZ i MiGHT JUST NEED YOU.<3 ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
I went to ur blog/ live journal everyday, just to see if u got post anything.
I really hope, nvm, guess i am dreaming.
So, wat for i still bugging at u like a irritating freak.
u scold me for slashing, but u dono wat am i going thru.
u scold me for smoking, but really, u dono...
i know u don like but, i am sorry if i did it again.
i know u have got smth bothering u too.
So y not just, i wont pester u anymore we live our own life.
i know i cant just let u go so easily. but i have to.
Doubt u will read this so, FORGET it.
Got a called. at 716.
i told u to wake me at 730.
but in the end sleep until 810.
bathe. meet jiaxi. eat.
reach just right time.
tired.
finish, didnt take bus.
went home instead.
com.
lonely freak living in a lonely world.
k. tml got trg.
k bye!
lonely.
thinking of you,
CHUASIXUAN, stop it. sucker! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
50 Little Secrets. (Tagged by HO XIXI)
Be honest no matter what.
Then tag at least 10 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
- Jeffrey.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
- ? Hmm, commonwealth.

03. Your relationship status?
- Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend? What is close friend?
- Close friend?
Someone can trust? IDK

05. What is your current mood?
- Not that good?

06. How many siblings do you have?
- One elder sister.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
- Chua SiHui, CSH = clementi sport hall.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
- Heaven.

09. Have a crazy side? What do you think?
- Ha, ask my friends.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
- No.

11. Something you do a lot?
- Thinking rubbish? SUX!

12. Angry at anyone? Angry at whom?
- No, just disappointed. Many people.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
- IDK.(looks, aiya WATEVER)

14. When was the last time you cried?
- Must I say the truth? (5.09.09)

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- IDK.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
- SMTH?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- TH?

18. What is your favorite song?
- IDK

19. What are you doing right now ?
- Quiz, sms, msn.

20. Who do you trust right now? (Name all of them)
- IDK, I don tell anybody anything.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- sch uni. IDK where.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week ?
- No -_-, no friend.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you ?
- Jiaxi, khaixin, huiying, cherlyn, helmi, …

24. Describe your life in one word ?
- Sux.

25. Who are you thinking of right now ?
- Shh.

26. What should you be doing right now ?
- Homework?

27. What are you listening to ?
- T-shirt

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug ?
- G, actually no. very long ago, since I last hug someone.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
- I don really care.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Depends.

31. What is your natural hair color?
- IDK

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- Laugh? Real laugh? Monday, when we going to jurong point to see…

33. Who was the last person to make you sad ?
- Sad? Hr.shhh.

34. What do you hear?
- Nth.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
- IDK, depends.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
- No.

37. Do you have a best friend(s) ?
- IDK

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days ?
- ? like shi zhi jiao kong? No. but got touched. I mean, hold the wrist only.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- Depends.

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Yes, young that time.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
- IDK.

42. Are you jealous right now?
- IDK, maybe, aiya whatever.

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing ?
- None.

44. What were you doing on Friday night ?
- Forgot.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
- IDK. Do I have a heart? I don think so. Sucker.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart ?
- IDK, can I?

47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
- Yes, but blame to myself.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- My siaoness. Hmmm, Fever, cough, flu. I forgot.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why ?
-10 plus? On phone, and no friend so I slept early.

50. Tag ten people?Anyone can do it . :)
- Anyone feels like doing , you can . ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Things will never be the same again
I regreted wat i did.
But i told myself, i just judt really forget it.
i still can live happily, isnt it?
-
sch, slept in bus, ytd i was. nvm.
mac, eat.sch sleep.
trg.
blah.
after sch home. ite got peiyu and ruiqing.
then ade called, telling me that they are near.
so they came too.
then bring barley , we go play bball.
blah.
asked jiaxi to come.
blah
home. back again.
played.
now home.
k bye!
7 got tuition.
bye!
only me at home.
sis not at home parents not at home.
sianz.
nvm.
i am not emoing.
no. if i emo i go buy penknife loh, which is going to happen very soon
bye
tuition! argh! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
):
)':
my tears, i told myself...
not to drop.
but do u know its so hard to control when it alr welling in ur eyes.
forget it.
let it over man ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wake up, blah.
sched. walked to t-net and back to sch again.
cos of the Principal.
waited, sleeped.
slowly one by one came.
hear the talk, tired going fall asleep. at times there are funny parts.
to success:
-time table.
-time adjustment
-priority
walked to t-net alone.
changed shoe, warm up.
blah.
after sch took 198.(:
jp, walk walk.
went to bball court.
homed.
slept in bus. like moron.
alight. buy stuff home.
i am sorry if i really did that.
tml. k? still thinking if i should
y don i have to fake out a smile when i am not even happen?
forget it.
wat for? it doesnt matter to ... ya. so y? ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
just thinking that y am i living in this world?
to waste resource?
maybe.
-
today auto woke up at 1137.
i was like dreaming, then i did smth, was to find my phone in dream, and i woke up finding my phone.
smsed.
prepare.
csh.
home.
clementi.
bugis.
home.
WTF,
was to buy bag, ite no bag but spent 30 plus.
mrt home.
was angry with many ppl currently.
my fault.
me sux.
me bad.
me orbe.
me...
hiaz.
k bye!
-
my life was like...............
FORGET IT! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
first. i M using my sis com.
scare she suddenly come back i die.
so just a fast update.
sch, tired.
wait for lingyi, went tiong. eat subway. SUBWAY!($8.60)
accompany lingyi go tuition.
waited for shirleen
went tiong again.
walkw alk see see.
accompany shirleen home.
i took 147 home.
oh ya, penknife in popular $0.55
random.
homed. cant on com.
so used my sis.
k la. bye
oh ya. got to see principal, mon, 9am
KCUF. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
sch.
tired.
poa, sux.
chinese, suxer
recess, siew mai.
5 periods of mr chui.
lunch, fried maggie
english, writing.
pe, trg
trg.
mac.
homed
tv.
bathe.
com.
on phone. k bye!
tml report book. die le, piang! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
oh ya, for those hu are hard woking.
nah, this is for u.
Don look where u fall, but where u slipped.
understand this?
its simply very easy.
something like.
hmmm, its hard to explain.haha ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
mac.
SUX .
OMG. i keep on saying sux/ sucker
walked to sch.
s.s, guai, no sms.):
recess, no eat. with lingyi damn funny.(:
chinese, haiz. wat the hell am i thinking man. ):
english, went to class with not happy face. fileing.:
emath, erm??? copied?):, no mood to do. Properbility leh, i know de... but. haish.):
lunch, eat mee goreng. am i trying to numb myself? watever):
amth, sleep. i am SAD! )':
reading, was doing rubbish. drawing and writing on my hand book? HIASH):
after sch go opp. disappointed.
32, reached. emo-ed.
today class quite slack.
home.
tv, bathe.
bye!
HAISH!
FORGET IT!
thx. bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Dug out my pride just now to msn you. (mandy see?)
wat i get was just like that
wat more can i expect.
i just cant expect more from u, thats y.
i know i shouldnt be such an ass to ask u those question.
its too much i know.
Actaully, thats it.
Its a chance. to let me try.
Smth i never try b4.
i cant, but i will try. yes. thats it...
(: sixuan, smile.^^ ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today woke up at..... 9plus.
12 messages?i cant rmb.
went to tiong after bathe.
slack awhile. cycle for like 1h?
went tiong for subway.
slack at the exit.
homed. walked to bm inter.
WAOH!
reach home at 738 plus 45.
blah, here comes the teacher.
blah blah. finish.
eat.k blah.
now, i dono...
cant find bag.
SUX!
its ok actually.
FORGET IT. I M GOING TO TRY TO FORGET IT.
WE SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS.
LEAVE IT. SORRY.
ITS JUST NOT RIGHT.
U OSO WONT SEE THIS.
i dono Wat's my feeling, frustrated?; sad?; all kinds of feeling.KCUF!
All thx to u.
get i know my answer le. thats it.
if u know i am purposely anot. TRY IT! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
up in the morning.
bathe, clothes.
took cab.
reached.
blah, go hall.
blah...
finish, walked to.... TIONG.
ended up took the bus at next stop.
then alight at the swing there.
played, sweated.
walked to tiong.
KPTed
slack.
waiting for the hu and hu to come.
watched.
after that went different way.
LYnQT went KPT.
MEnRQnShirleen.
HUnHU go great world.
after that.
went inter.
WAITED!!!
then took 198 to jurong point.
walk walk.
down the escalator, i rise my head, i saw HAORONG
OMFG.
then ya. took 198 back...
went fifth floor.
slack.
then 10 plus leave.
took 111.
walked.
reach home at 11.
-
i was so shocked.
OMG, i am scared!
sorry. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today woke up at 9...
raining cant go running.
so slacked.
aftrer that bathe and meet RQ n QT at jurong mrt.
walked to imm...
then go far east.
shop.
saw lydia and jiaen
go shirleen house.
took cab home.$7
tv, com. ya...
k. bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, k. now i am drinking wine...
haha
today i went to bear bear house to make...... COOKIES!
first i was like. late? no early.
took 105. waited for her.
then go find tung.
then go eat subway, i just sit down khai xin came
so ya. eat until half.... we go daiso.
i was still eating la.
then ya. walk walk. walk around.
then go her house.
tung and me were being left in the house.
so we mix the butter. woah. hand pain.
then thay come back with michelle.
then then ya.... bake bake bake.
i burnt my hand. nvm. leave at 5 plus.
then i think i got lost...
then ya. i went up the 78 i was like sweating like hell.
then go to jurong east .
took mrt.
then homed
blah blah.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
i wan to stand with u on the mountain
i wan to bath with u in the sea
i wan lay like this way forever
until the sky falls down on me.
today... raining???
wore jacket to sch.
was like laughing in the bus bcos of khai xin....
then go class copy poa.
POA, slacking, infact, all poa lesson i m slacking.
Chinese, 60/100, news in class.
recess, NMK
Phy, slack.
Emath, go trough paper, 7/20 haha.
haft way, i tot lunch le, so i pack my bag, then found out 1230 only. haha
lunch, chicken rice.
english, miss tan never come.do ws, (copied)
trg, hmmm. ya sianz. clean court. not feeling very welll damn tired.
after sch, 198.
homed...
bathe eat tv tuition.
now blogging. k bye!
tired! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
oh hell, its just so hard for me to get into studies.
my dark rings, came alive. stupid!
all day night, using phone.
cant imagine, one day without my phone, i will die
sucker ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
First, i woke up bed at 530
bathed til 6.
think that i wont be late. yes, i am not.
Walked to bus top, it was raining, drizzling...
saw khaixin.
But waited for jiaxi.
took100? or 111? forgot.
took 147, to mac!!!
bought 2 sets of 2.50 meal, jiaxi oso same.
nelly came, mandy came.
walked to sch, copied s.s
s.s, Mrs pang didnt come. do ws (copied, hehe)
recess, didnt eat.
chinese, doing rubbish.
english, got back test paper. 18/30, 29/50
emath, got the test, CT. sux. i didnt know. but i do finish, ppl were still doing.
lunch, prata.
amath, i know how do, but lazy.
me and mei yee was like saying some phrases. damn lame.
-faith is taking a step forward, even u don see the stair in front.
-heart is the only broken instrument that works.
-there are many things in life that will catch ur eye, but only afew will catch ur heart.
-love is a decision- not an emotion. choose to love- not wait for love to come.
-the greatest treasures are those invisible to the eye but found by the heart.
-would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak, then a heart that cannot love.
reading, doing mind map, i write title stopped liao.then was like talking some sick stuff. haha
after sch, opp, chicken rice.
walked to tnet.
took 32.
reached, waited.
fall asleep, while sitting.
blah, got test.
blah, tired. did comprehension.
finish, go order cake.
homed. eat. tv.
k now blogging. going to bathe!
k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today woke up.
as usual.
raining
phy, go com lab.
poa, blah.
recess, siew mai.
history, in elan room.
emath, become amath, oso at the same room.
lunch, cai fan.
amath, blah.
chem, test.
after sch, homed.
homed, sleep.
wake up, bathe.
tv, haven start hw. now is 10...
SHIT MAN!
ok la bye!
-hey, u stupid. ):
call me pig... haha.
na, i blog abt u le. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wlao eh. walao!!!!!!
sucker... angry lor, angry all u wan...
stupid idiot... go die la... zzz.
kp me... pissed then pissed la.
i should be the wan pissed!!!!
FDHW, no standard. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Firstly, let me post about yesterday night.
It was so enjoyable, fish boy.
For people who do not know who is fish boy let me tell u the story.
Last year, 2008, i was in sec 2 then.
I met fish boy. that's all folks.
If u should know the story, u should know.
So i don bother to explain it on my blog.
Just let me continue, i wore a pink polo tee and a jeans with slipper.
Its was so different from last year, still remember i wore a shirt with button and a mini skirt with heels.
I waited for the event to start, it was so boring.
But suddenly, i saw fish boy.
I scan him, top to bottom.
I saw his leg, PASS!
I smsed mandy, and jiaxi.
I was so high, all i didnt was smiling to my phone like an idiot.
He was sitting at the right angle.
I was really high, for that moment, i am aunty lucy.
Awhile later, he changed sit, and he changed again.
But happy moment pass very fast.
I left earlier then him, i look like an retared.
I was bitting my ice cream, and carrying a bag of 10 kg rice.
End of my enjoyable moment.
Khai xin, this sat i will show u who is fish boy k?
(:
-
TODAY! 240809
i dream of fish boy.
details, i think u all should know.
went sch, tired.
emath, slacking, go thru corrections.
chem, copy notes.
recess, eat the nasi lemak.
chinese, got sihan test, is it? idk.HXX damn XL, haha.
english, corrections, writing. fun, and slack.
Alife, DRUGS!
after sch, vivoed, homed.
at home, now blogging.
lata, histroy hw, amath hw(on9)
lata at night, shhhh...
Sleep, k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd had tuition early in the morning.
hmmm, actually was awake but fall back to sleep again.
my friend called me. no use. haha
tuition, went out. went to MS
asked JL if he got work , i walk pass there, he say no work then i go off.
didnt know he oso there.
went home. ya.
today my mama called, my friend called, thenn my alarm rang.
i asked my friend to call 5 mins lata, then ya, i was. not awake yet.
so cold, ache.
then hmmm, my friend put down, i go bathe.
reached at 837.
weiqi come at 9, huiqi come at 9.05?
go opp. took 147 tgt with weizhen.
then ya. 1045 then start. we reach abt 930?
haha, slack.
then ya. blah. continue next time if got time.
i gtg. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
k one more
* Xuan says:
i'm superman
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
o.O
* Xuan says:
i lost my eyeball
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
LOL
* Xuan says:
oh my gosh, i heard abt ur fish
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
LOL
* Xuan says:
r we best buds?
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
nt sure
* Xuan says:
can i tell u smth?
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
sure
* Xuan says:
i'm on drugs.
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
LOL
sure bo>
* Xuan says:
did u just lie to me?!
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
huh?
* Xuan says:
how could u?!
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
-.-
* Xuan says:
i love you.
[c=9]A[/c][c=1]h[/c][c=9]H[/c][c=1]ao[/c] says:
-.- ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
k, hmmm. one more.
* Xuan says:
i'm superman.
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
Haha .
Superman is ?
Sorry
can't really remember.
* Xuan says:
i lost my eyeball.
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
Haha
?
huh ?
* Xuan says:
oh my gosh i heard abt ur fish
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
my fish ?
haha
why leys ?
* Xuan says:
r we best buds?
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
why leys ?
* Xuan says:
can i tell u smth?
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
Yeah ?
* Xuan says:
i'm on drugs.
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
Why ?
What drugs ?
* Xuan says:
did u just lie to me?!
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
Silly,
lie to you about ?
* Xuan says:
how could u?!
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
What are you talking about ?
You sure you talk to the right person ?
I'm oscar leys
* Xuan says:
i love you.
- [i]9, DOUBLE8, TRIPLE6, FIFTY-FOUR.[/i] [b][i]orsicaa@bs[/i][/b] [c=4]ORSICAA![/c] says:
Huh ?!
Sorry,
but i think you're talking to the wrong person
who are you talking to ?
who are you talking to now ? ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
k, i pranked one more person.
i tot it was fun, cos the starting. but... nvm
* Xuan says:
i'm superman
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
oO WRONG
superwomen
XD
haha
unless u ahem
* Xuan says:
i lost my eyeball
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
Oo
eyeball
OO
diaoz.....
-_-
* Xuan says:
oh my gosh i heard abt ur fish.
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
huh ?
dotz.......
LOL
* Xuan says:
r we best buds?
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
oO ???
confuse
* Xuan says:
can i tell u smth?
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
??/
what thing ?
* Xuan says:
i'm on drugs
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
-_-
* Xuan says:
did u just lie to me?!
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
????
* Xuan says:
how could u?!
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
dotz.......
-_-
what did i do ?
* Xuan says:
i love you
††~...†-ßíinWeiì-†...~ †† Friendly Is My Style Think Too Much Is Your Problem Cos I Dont Live In Your World Newbie XP says:
-_- ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
u know wat?
hmmm, long post will be back. haha.
just thinking that will i have the time to post everyday or even write long post.
last time was like thinking, wat for write long post?
waste time and ___(some reason that cant say)
when to sch with CXX, HXX, LLC & LLC.
see this LL & XX
haha, me is XX too! ^^
k nvm, random.
took 147, when yiren is inside,
mario took the 147 b4 our bus. haha.
reached sch, i sat at shirleen's place, chat with QT and LY
then ya, michell ask me go back to class, lols.
of course as a GUAI kia, i will sure listen de. hehe
then ya, the sun was so big? or isit ytd one? i forgot le.
then jiao lian haven come so we change shoe,
then the mr he ask us to run the field. wat the du~!
then ya, hmmm, run run run.
jiaxi leg got hurt. so ya.
finished, walked to t-net SLOWLY(really is slow)
everyboby was like sweating la. all thx to????
haha. hmmm, then trg, pair with LY.
-2 ppl kuai gong.
-2v2
-3 person passing.
-figure 8
-5 ppl passing
-shooting
-phyiscal: run, open step and blah, i fogot.
-blah.
go back sch....
change shoe.
go sit table. then pei ling yi go toilet.
OMg, i found out i am getting more and more childish.
do correction.
go back class.
blah, then ya. finish.
waited with DDL, CXX
for e4 , then ya. with jiaxi , waited for LY.
then ya.
went to tiong eat LJS.
Hey u, yes u!
go tiong no tell me. stupid.
k, nvm.
took 16 to ps then change to 111?
to suntect.
then ya. go the city link mall. eat ice cream.
then walk around.
then ya, hmmm, went TrU
wooohooo! ha ha, k nvm.
then went CF, show jiaxi de very cool Muffin maker.
then go ROYCE to buy chocolate.
nice leh, u all should try.^^
then ya, $45 gone
then go lucky draw so i write my name.
just found out is go other country .
lol. then ya, walk to convention hall.
took 111.
then ya, blah blah.
meet mother at SnS
then ya. go home.
cooked.
tv-ed.
ya. now bloggiing.
OMG, i think i blog too long le hor. haha.
k bye!
sianz, my knee hurts.
-the feeling is just not right.
Wat am i thinking, FDHW. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
sched. trged.homed.bathed.k, bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
still got one more.
HAORONG!
* Xuan says:
i'm superman
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
er?
* Xuan says:
i lost my eyeball
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
....
* Xuan says:
oh my gosh, i heard abt ur fish
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
wad talking you
* Xuan says:
r we best buds?
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
wrong msg
* Xuan says:
can i tell u smth?
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
yah
* Xuan says:
i'm on drugs
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
ohkay..
* Xuan says:
did u just lie to me?!
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 just sent you a nudge.
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
HELLO
i am HAORONG.
* Xuan says:
how could u?!
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
zz.
you need me to call you?
* Xuan says:
i love u
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 just sent you a nudge.
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
OI.
* Xuan says:
sorry
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
you want me call you not.
* Xuan says:
nvm its ok.
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
i demands your number now.
give me.
* Xuan says:
933794265
木ノ葉の黄色い閃光 says:
good
i am calling you
got one extra number
* Xuan says:
no ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
blah.
k bye!
the prank thingy
-
Question:
1. i'm superman
2. i lost my eyeball.
3. oh my gosh i heard abt ur fish.
4. r we best buds?
5. can i tell u smth?
6. i'm on drugs.
7. did u just lie to me?!
8. how could u?!
9. i love you.
-
TH-
1-huh? wat u mean?
2-huh??
3-wat the hell, you talking what?
4-oh ok..
5-ha what?
6-hmmm wth.. don bluff la..
7-what did i just say??? r u mad.. Go eat drugs..
8-wat r u talking abt.. u r really mad.
9-ha ya ya.. you take drugs?
after that still got smth, secret.
-
kopi-
1-woman not man
2-huh? wat eye ball
3-huh? wat toking u
4-ya? no?
5-wait, u noe i who 1st?
6-lol?
7-huh?
8-knn, wat toking u la cb
9--.-?
he was sick, he say i still got disturb him
-
ignatius-
1-O.o
2-lame.lol.
3-huh. wat fish. lol. random
4-O.o
5-what
6-lol. lame -.-
7-lol. u prank me ah?
8-i didnt ley. lol
9-lmao, i love you too.
-
shaun-
1-huh?
2-What?
didnt reply until this morning.
said, wat happen to u ytd.
-
jason lim-
1-siao
2-huh
3-what thing?
4-then?
5-no
6-hahas :D
7-love u too :D
i think i forgot to ask some question. haha
-
Zhipng-
1-wonderwoman suits you more
2-huh?!
3-eh. u siao ah.
4-if u're not siao then yes
5-yeah
6-lol. sure anot. nice?
7-eh. u siao ah. i just ask nice anot. o.o
8-what the hell man.
9-who r u man. i wan full name. address. dot.
ahha, he say like that oso fun ah. lols
-
teng foong-
1-lol
2-really
3-wad fish?
4-i like cupcakes
5-k
6-wow... wad kind?
7-?
8-when did i lied 2 u?
9-o.o how come so random? u have changed de topic 5 times... lol. i love u too
-
darren-
1-huh?
2-...
3-huh?
4-yes?
5-huh why?
6-wad r u trying to tell me?
7-...
8-wad happen to u?
9-... u crazy ah? ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
sch.
bused to hougang.
xl/kp someone.
train,bus to comman wealth.
ljs, home.
sleep,9pm, wake up, bathe
hw.now blogging. k bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
blah...
out with eunice.
homed.
tv.
com.
HW, haven start. haha
k bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
go sch. almost late, ps.cca. go tiong.
wait for jiaxi.
say bye to lingyi.
movie. wooooo~
walk to tiong bus tops took 16 to inter.
took 198, took 100 walked home.
meet jiaxi again, to eat dessert.
walk around, went bball court saw helmi.
bought donuts , homed.
tv, bathe. now com.
bye!
-the feeling is here today, which i don like.
its, so... i cant even enjoy myself.
with my friends, i tried to forgetthe feeling but, its just so hard.
hmmm, nvm. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ya. today go sch cip.blah.das.homebathe.eat.hw.com.blogging. k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wake up.
ya.
then eat . tv. com.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wake up.
eat . tv.
lata going out . k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today go sch.
after sch go watch movie.
after that meet jiaxi, go clementi.
then go home
tv, eat. tv. bathe. now blogging.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hey wat are friends for?
for FCUK! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
HEY!
thx!
TYVM!!!
Sucker... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today i sleep until 1plus.
i dono y i so tired.
so ya.
i spent one hour plus to edit the blogskin.
ended up. from 3, i started to sit down infront of the com.
now is 4.07 pm.
fedup.
ya, mandy went to sch.
erm, ok... ya, good.
bye!

Labels: not my game.

♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
oh, seriously i like my blog song, the first song damn much.
so peaceful yeah?
haha, these few days just don have much strength.
just now bathing, out of breathe again.
my temper become very hot.
i was very pc when cant even stand for one mins.
so ya... all i did was, get angry.
i was kping.
i cancel my tuition, cos i don feel like having, and i oso feeling not well.
i sleep damn lot, with and without aircon.
my cough is killing me...
find one day i am going to change my blogskin.
oh ya, morning,
jiaxi and nelly reported sick.
lols.
then ya, mandy asked wanna go abc market anot.
i say lata i half way faint.
then so never go.
at home. feeling down. sleep the whole day.
ya k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Firstly, i hate my current feeling. It is not any other feeling, it is the feeling of sickness. The feeling include giddiness, out out breathe, no strength, there are too many to list out.i almost faint in the bathroom. actually meeting jiaxi they all but i suddenly giddy
so didnt. sianz.
ya, and just now totally no voice. now got le. haha ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today never go sch.
3plus wake up.
then back to sleep again.
then ya...
ok la. was so bored at home. but better.
then tml going back to sch i think.
then ya. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sleep at 2 plus.
1plus jiaxi smsed me.
liols then sms until i sleep.
then this morning, 7 surpose to wake up but inthe end 9.
watched xiao ding dang.
then eat med, tired.
then sleep. until 1plus, then wake up sleep again.
thwn ya... tired. feel like vomiting.
then until 5plus eat med.
now really, i am tired and feel like vomit again.
ya,
reallly. i told myself.
u said it was all my fault.
ok fine its mine,
then don sms me.
thx. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd 1 pplus sleep.
then today very early wake up.
then sleep/
then wake up again.
ya, then down stairs.
then go home.
then sleep.
then pi pi kissed me.
he tang zai my blanket.
lols. then con tinue sleep. until 1836.
wake up eat.
then tv.
now blogging. ok bye!
(: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today go csh.
LEG PAIN.
then ya. 5 leave travel to vivo.
go take 145 went i can take 100, 97.
then walk to... bm inter.
took 153. to queensway .
my leg...
then kp, dl, pc. kcuf sia.
then go home. blah
then now blogging ok bye.
tml going some where very early.
sianz tired ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now at home.
knee pain.
going CSH- chau si hui- clementi sport hall
then morning damn tired so sleeped.
then trg, changed.
walked to t-net
blah.
pain!!!!
then go back sch.
FT, damn fun.
then after sch with lingyi go tiong.
eat cup noodles
then took bus back
i took 132.64.111
reach homg. ache-ing.
then ya. now blogging. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!

♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today.zzz. tired
poa, hmmmm..... copied.
then chinese.
recess.
5 periods....
emaths test haha...
then go lunch, FCUK sia.
chia...
kana skirt, kana nails, kana stud.
then ya.
then wa in class.... the dinosuar hit my head.
then nvm. do test. then pe.
trg.
knee pain
tired leg pain.
then ya...
go sch.
homed with nelly.
erm, the bus uncle dion let me get down the bus ):
then took all the way to clementi inter.
then took 147 back...
then ya.
then buy food back.
then reach home.
eat. then now blogging
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today go sch sleep.
then ss. no sms.
recess, lingyi got come.
then bought thermometer
back class chinese. BS someone. actually not BS la
then english, summary test.
then go f1 thingy, damn high.
then going to reach that time, i stand up, the bus got bum. i mean watever.
then i bound up, hit the top, pain sia. then damn funny, keepp laughing all the way
then until the sit, FKCU la. nvm.
didnt talk much, see see, Dunman! or watever.
lols. so bai chi sia, b4 go in, i still ask that boy, u wat sch . lols.
then ya. sleep after i see our sch de. then hungry.
then go toilet with lingyi they all.
lingyi give me her pinapple pie. then from dono hu, got 2 mashed potato, but no spoon. losl.
still eat until very shuang.
then tired. go home.
eat. now blogging.
k bye!
-michelle u watch out.
-i did not expect this, do u kow thta? ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, WTF.
i.... grow fatter!
~!@#%^&
idiotic...
got to lose weight.
!!!!!
i totally like one shui tong.
omg, really seriously, i GROW VERY VERY FAT!
haiz. ok la bye!
tml go NP, for F1 thingy k bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, today ya,
go sch, saw a big soft toy on my table.
then ya. ok la.
then blah.
blah...
blah
play with the fake phone after sch again.
then took 145 all the way go ntuc,
don have wat i wan.
nvm,. anyhow buy,.
walked home.
with the stupid big soft toy
i walking, a little girl was like looking at my soft toy haha
thenya.
reach home. tv.
now blogging. k .bye!
got tuition
haha
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!

this is michelle phoe
mandy, and co.
ya. she is the one.
http://www.tagged.com/profile.html?uid=5398674061
na, heres the link to her tagged profile. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today go sch.
blah,
alife, meiyee took my sweet box.
make into a phone
lols. we(mandy and me) was like playing with it.
then was like laughing like hell
then mr chui came over to conficate it
ahah
damn funny.
go buy food with lingyi
then go KFC with nelly and mandy
then go ps.
then ^^, i like it.
then walk around.
took 111 home.
then wen to take cake
then ya, SNOOKER de k...
then eat.
then ya.
now blogging.
ok bye!
got hw.
got test. die le
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, ya. out ...
saw sushi.
then ya.
didnt go find my cousin, too lat e le.
then wanted to go suntect. but zzzz
then go home,. alone.
stupid. reached home got my sister friend.
thinking to myself. should i cut short my hair?
nvm, then. eat.
tv. cant sleep. sms ZJ, it has been so long since we last sms.
then hr, good for u, JYJY
went to sleep.
then 5plus, darren smsed, i replied.
then say i going to sleep again. haha.
then ya. until my sis phone rang, i tot is mine wake up.
see
lols.
then ya, wake up got message.
then blah. eat.tv.
now blogging,. ok bye!
so bored. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, sleep.
today wake up. lols recieve the message from john. haha.
then ya. 11 wake up. called mac.
then try the wasabi fish burger.
not bad.
then bathe.
now blogging.
i changed my blog song.
nice. will cry leh.
nvm. haha
going out.
ook bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
go sch sleep.
trg.
after sch go great world with lingyi
eat sub way.
bring lingiyi "home"
go vivo.
go bugis
go suntect
go marina square.
homed.
ok bye!
):, u seems so cold. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
go sch.
blah mr chui took my phone, didnt care much.
sleep. then poa, chinese.recess. amath...amath...phy...lunch.
english, PE= TRG until 6
ok ok la.
haha, can take it. ya.
go vivo.
damn stupid. go henderson wave, walk?
just found out vivo and henderson wave not connected
idiot right,
then wlak wlak wlak, took bus. stupid.
ya, go op. seee. seeee.
then took bus 100.
tired slept, i think.
then called my mother come down.
buy things to eat.
don feel like eating actually.
then ya, saw ernest.
lols.
ok ... go home.
blah , tv.
now blogging.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
yo hi!
today raining.
after sch go queensway. buy contact.
go subway eat.
go home. bathe now blogging
sch got olvl so i 130 finish sch le
now at hiome.
going for tuition.
ok bye!
lots of hw.
bye bye
tml trg start ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sms until sleep.
today wake up.
go sch with jiaxi.
thenn ya. tired!
after sch took 132, took 64 took 111.
go market.
buy food for barley.
SO CUTE!
go home.
eat
now blogging
ok bye
lata tuition.
ok bye!
tml 130 finish sch.
ok bye!
* Y my life is full of CUTE things?
mandy hor! haha ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wake up
go sch.
blah blah.
oh ya, my amath retest got 11 over 15
happy for me bah.
blah, after sch pei lingyi eat.
talk talk. then ya. took 14 to clementi
ya
then slack. until 7
go home.
reach home
now blogging
k bye!
sianz hw
ok bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sleep at 2plus.
today wake uo at 730, 8, 9.
bathe, tuition.
go vivo.
then ya, go soka thingy.
then played pool.
then ya. go home.
alone. then reached home.
now blogging. ok bye!
hw all haven do.
sianz ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, ytd fall asleep.
then never charge handphone.
then morning wake up and charge.
continue to sleep.
in the end. 1 plus wake up i think.
then bathe, tv. then head to ccab.
i was like , alone? zzz-.-
then ya.... got netball, basketball, soccer, and others.
lol. then after that take 153 to queensway .
i tot 855 got go vivo, then took it. found out , wrong. haha.
then alight, took hmmm, i forgot the bus.
then reached.
walk around, in the end eat sub way.
then ya. blah.
then stay until 11 plus. walk to wait bus.
then took 145. walked home.
reached home at 12
then ya. now blogging,
ok bye.
tml gouing out again. ya, and hmmm go to my 16 july post read damn funny, it has been edited. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
HEY, did anybody found out smth has changed in my blog?
lols. damn funny can but i like... hu ever change this thx ar...
go see my desire.
turn to a fatty (mean i am not fat now, thx!)
single all my life (hmmm, oh. if i can, i would like it.)
$2000 by this year
Bball noob (haha, meaning? i am pro, but wanna become a noob. haha)
Be in 4E next year
DIE in 2011, 17 years old (i hope and wish i really can die)
Out to work in heaven/hell in 2011 (^^ love it man. i hope is heaven la...)
hu ever did this. all i can say thx.
but should i change? i don wanna leh.
omg, damn funny.
i read , then i think. did i even write this. haha.
omg, THX.
i think, u r the one hu did this. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sleep.
today wake up
then ya, sleep. then at once i loss 2 friends.
then ya, me and mandy was like, asleep?
then sleep, found out go chem lab.
then mandy walk damn slow. i alr walk very close le, she still behind me.
then ya. she went home. recess. blah.
then ya. after sch retest.
travel to CSH.
blah.
went to devils bball.
then ya, walked to 147 inter. then ya. homed.
now home blogging.
there is smtht in my heart but i guess i shouldnt post.
ok bye!
tml ya. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sleep.
today wake up, i controlled.
then go school sleep.
blah, poa.i got 12/100
chinese, hmmmm. lalala. writing rubbish.
recess? ya, damn stupid.
5 periods of mr chui(cui ah) again.
blah, 2 teachers behind me, i still dono . keep on taking out my phone. stupid teachers.
thn test, cmi.
then go science lab.
go lunch.
english, hmm, did the singapore thingy, backside pain sia.
pe, lols. damn funny la. i laugh until i roll on the floor, haha.
wa, then after that , they eat then play lor, i dono how to eat and play meh.
i eat and play and let u see ar. lols. finish get changed.
then go inter.
took 147, went to his house. lols. nothing to play.
so went to imm, bought food to eat.
then go clementi eat again, walk in saw my sis.
WA sianz. nvm.
i eat 80 plates. lols.
freaking shiok and nice.
then took 147 home. chionged home cos i wan to talk to other guy, online.
DAMN FUNNY.
rush in time. haha. then ya...
really damn damn damn fu0nny.
"wo mei you chuo yan hor, ni na li you kan dao wo POR POR POR."
hahah, lols. ok. then ya.
Chua poh kiat, wan peace ar, I then dun wan.
i am going to delete your number. Hate then hate loh!
Hu cares! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd 11 plus sleep
today raining
go sch, sleep.
s.s, different teacher but mrs pang sit behind which means i cant sms.
recess, seperate table, lonely.
chinese, did some worksheet.
english, mrs pang. and 2 other teacher, sitting behind, but i still continue use phone.
emath, mr yang, waiting for answer, but no time. so only did one question.
lunch, sit tgt.
amath, mr LIM, sit behind still use phone.did smth unexpected, but is mr chui give the steps.
reading, the new ss teacher, bored. but watched video. ya.
after sch, go opp eat chicken rice.
t-net, throw away my peace box.
32 missed. 145 go. 32 came, went up. mandy wait for 64.
reached, waited. tuitioned. got like abt 10 message for some stupid idiot.
angry with my mother, walked very fast. took 111.
blah... ... ... ...
homed, tved, bathed. now blogging.
CPK, i hate u.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd wtf.
was on the phone.
then he the other side fall asleep.
WTH right.
then 1230.. then putdown.
then go sleep.
today 520 wake up damn tired.
then ya, blah. go sch. blah.
then after sch go queensway.
suddenly. i dono y i got this feeling.
nvm, after peace-ing, i feel much more better.
took 100 home.
then ya. haiz...
eat, then make the prawn salad
then now bloggin.
ok bye!
lata 845 got tuition.
got to do hw!
ok bye!
dan shi you he nai. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd slept at 2 am.
choinged chinese and english.
in the end today never pass up chinese. KCUF.
go sch as usual, sleep.
then ya, tired. mrs low didnt come.
then ya, sleeped.
then hmmm, chem. ok la, starting was blur. then see the experiment.
nice colour. then recess. then chinese. no banding. was like totally sian diao.
english no banding to... haiz. then don have alife.
become the career thingy.
lame -.-
then ya, wanted to peace but didnt.
so gave one to nelly.
then wait for ma ma.
then go ... Freak it, went back home.
then ya, go again.
blah blah.
then go clementi.
then go westmall eat mos burger.
then go the bball court there do hw.
then ya, nelly over there thats y.
then i only do math. which i haft dono how do. haha.
then xi zi done , chem any how.
then go home.
then took 189 to clementi.
then haha, go inter wait for 147.
but i just yan zhen zhen de kan 147 go. double deck de.
nvm
then next bus come is single deck de. 147. wanted to wait for another. but. no choice.
wantewd to peace. but so dark liao i scare. haha. GUAI KIA.
then walked one wole big round just to avoid the coffee shop.
then ya, saw er gu, so shouted er gu. haha
then walked back.
then ask ma ma cook the thingy.
then ya, eat. then ok la.
then go bathe. then ya. now blogging.
hmmm, POA sux!
nvm, its for me only haha.
tml die liao lor.
haha,. ok la bye!
(: today was, hmmm i like it. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wake up awhile and the tv was on, got cartoon, like very nice. but i too tired to get up.
so continue to sleep, i think was dreaming. haha
then hmmm, got message.
wake up, thne a phone call.
totally awake.
then ya, blah, eat.
tv. com. change blog song.
then now blogging.
ok bye!
got damn lots of hw.
chem,
chinese compo.
english compo.
s.s
poa test.
history.
phy.
math.
shit. die le lor.
lata going to clementi to eat. ya bye!!!
good that u r feeling better^^ ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now is 313AM
i am offing my com now after i blog finish
ya ok, damn cold. bye!
alot of hw still haven do and i am sleeping so ddamn late tml sure die!
nvm ok bye!
anw GET WELL SOON! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
yes, i went to safra.
but b4 that i went to meet nelly and nelly at vivo.
cant believe i just... nvm.
5plus leave vivo to safra,
on the bus mandy told me she reached vivo.
then i was like huh?
haha, then meet her and safra.
me and nelly go slack, and peace huh.
walk in, waited.
pk reached, follow by mandy.
then kenley, so went in.
after that, me and nelly go henderson wave slack.
peace on the way up.
walked , sit down. see sky.
saw one chi hwa hwa.
cute neh, b4 we leave nelly went to sayang the dog.
then walked, went in, kenley was like so damn funny.
walked to bus stop.
went to vivo.
decide very long wat to eat.
don wan white dog.
in the end, huiying walked away, mandy go home.
left me and nelly, kl and pk.
we went subway.
haft way saw some kr ppl.
ya, then ya...
IDIOT pk.
left subway to slack.
pk and kl go.
then me and nelly go slack, peace again.
then walk to arcade.
then go home, saw the kr ppl again.
then ya, saw willy and wilson.
they took 145, i didnt.
then nelly de 61 come, so say bye bye to her.
saw 166. so i took it.
all the way to clementi.
then saw 147 go, so waited.
then ya, so lonely.
then came, broaded.
went SnS
then 7-11
then home.
tv, now blogging.
end of my day, reached home at abt 10 plus.11
ok bye!
GET WELL SOON!^^ ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd fall asleep.
then ya, today wake up, mandy sms me at 1plus.
then wake up she sms me and ya.
then ya.
then slack on the bed. cos only 10 plus.
nth to do oso, so ya.
then ya, lata dono wan go anot.
maybe going but go there..... bai mei, haha.
then ya. ok bye!
get well soon. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today, return phone, got a note book. (:
then go sch tired.
then ya, blah DTZ ever since i wake up from my beauty sleep.
zzz, no mood do the work all go home and do.
then ya, chines change place cos to noisy.
eh pls la, u move me to where i oso can shen huo. haha.
then english. wa, hmmm,. don think will do so soon.
then finish, went to say hi to mandy they all, but ended up...
haiz, nvm.
then ya meet YC.
go bm, took 16.
actually wanted to go tiong but never, so went to GWC.
then wanted to watch movie but... no time slot.
then too bus to delta. wanted to go ppl's park.
ended up taking 970 back. haha.
then ya reach, cant find anything to eat...
walked to central. walk walk. no tme le.
so just eat the ya kun toast?
ya... then took 147 to SGH.
then ya, go make ... GREEN. i saw PINK!
lols. but choosen green.
then ya, tiring.
blah, saw cui jian on 970.
then one again, i PC-ed my mother.
then at jetlita bought damn lots of things, costs 90 plus. haha.
i bought some useless stuff.
then now reach home.
ya blogging.
i currently friendless.
ya, but nvm.
i like today , but abit don like oso. ya.
ok bye!
btw, i think i will be lonely for this week.
ya ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today, wake up.
blah. tired.
POA, i can go die le.
starting sleep. in the end, dono wat i writing, so i recopy.
correction type finish.. zzz.
then ya, chinese.
sianz. suddenly. wat a joke in the girls.
ha. ha. ha
very funny hor, actually ok la.
then ya. recess.
then 5 preiods of MR CHUI lesson.
lalala, a math go air con room didnt listen, packing file.
then ya, copied.
then go lunch.
then english. blah.
pe... hmm, throw the soft ball.
haha, then ya. once again. nvm.
go tiong with mandy.
bought some things from popular.
then ya, mandy took mrt.
i walked. walk walk walk, while eating the hotdog roll?
then ya, heavy bag. walked to comman wealth.
leg pain. so took bus. then on bus...
ya, then found a phone i took it. tml returning to that person.
i am kind ok... haha.
then ya, now using com.
blogging. DZT.
then ya, i wan go bathe le,. bye!
don like today. nvm... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
080709 was...
zzz, i dono is it attitude not good or wat.
just, father went for wake.
so i wanted to go out, i don wan to stay at the ... ew family.
so ya, ended up my mother follow. so i ask her don follow me.
reached clementi, i find my friend and do hw, guai right?
my mama, go walk wlak.
then do hw until 11... hehe.
then meet mother go home.
sleep. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now is 11pm.
i am tired and sick.
haven even started to study for my ss and amath.
i wan to sleep, but just cant fall asleep.
i dono wat i thinking.
i just cant get myself to the bed.
my friend sleeping alr...
i cant be possible don let my friend sleep right...
i cannot be so bad.
i didnt tell my friend i cant sleep, cos my friend oso feeling unwell.
nvm, i just try to get myself in to bed first.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd once again.
not me that sleep.
nvm, then morning wake up.
neither meeting jiaxi nor ade.
took 147, sf. chionged poa,
ite no collect , FTW.
reach sch started my copying journey.
smth funny happen.
i walk to yongteng, which this is the first time i talk to her.
and i said, jing ying can lent me poa?
she look at me, said i not sure correct anot.
then i walk back. copy.
suddenly, i heard someone called jingying, OH SHIT, i called the wrong name.
haha, lame sia.
continued, then phy.copy.
then hmmm, ya. start lesson.
phy... i forgot do wat le. oh, we went to lab.
do the reflection thingy.
watever.
then POa, hmmm, go through hw, which i copied from YT, haha.
then ya was talking to mandy.
then recess, eat LMK.
then ya, hmmm, was... history.
go hum. room. bored.
i was like going to sleep. got air con, but sianz.
then emath, test!
see the first question ,SHIT!
think think think. do... then answer so funny.
then continue. wa, KCUF, whole question 2 wrong.
nvm! then do the circle thingy..
lunch, sew mai, and milo!^^ hehe i know i eat alot.
the chilli shiock, but... hot! haha.
then Amath, blah, finally, i know how do. for that question. hohoh.
then chem pack bag, go lab.
do experiment.
do the chemical, mix thins put this, i still got fobia.
that time the glass broke, cut my finger, then was bleeding profusely.
going to faint. haha.
then ya... do do do.
raining. b4 that i was highing with mandy, or should i say i zi high.
lols.
i was like playing with the fire thingy, then suddenly i say bomb!
didnt know it was so loud, laughed. ya.
then walk out, want to take 147. but raining.
so 145. i knew it would happen so i hate taking 145.
and ya, i alight at queenstown.
then khaixin call. say she wait for me. then i say ok i go commanwealth.
so ya, took 145 again to commanwealth.
haha, then alighted, behind is 111. took.
then ya, then alight at the one stop b4 the inter. then waited for 92.
wait wait wait. come. take. think think think.
reach walk home. cooked pasta.
erm, ya, any how mix.
no ketchup, so added tuna.
haha, then cheese.
then ya. hmmm. not bad.
carrot too much. abit too er..
then ya, now com. blogging.
lata 815 gt tuition.
tml got ss and amath test.
tml go chinese english and reading.
ok bye, i am tired.
today , was... lonely.
i will be lonely for next few days. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd. hmmm, ya, sms with nelly.
then sleeep.
then this morning wake up.
then blah.
go eat.
then tv.
then bathe
then ya, raining.
ask my maid follow me take umbrella.
then ya, i reach mrt ask her take back.
then ya took 196, go suntect.
then think wanted to go bedok.
but in the end still go suntect.
walk walk.
walk to then dono how spell. durain head, whatever.
then ya, walk around, then took 97, hmmm i say wan go vivo, but he heard jurong.
haha, then took all the way to jurong east.
wanted to go imm, but too late...
then ya. took 105.
then to clementi then take 147 home.
then i meet mother.
then go buy things eat.
then go home tv.
then on9.
ya. now blogging.
on phone, ya, and i attituded...
hw, haven do.
ok bye!
hmmm, love today. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
tuition finish, 830?
then cooked and eated.
tved. played. now, comed.
haha,
oked byeed.
-.- ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmmm...
ya, spam ppl until fall sleep.
then today wake up.
continue sleep. then ya, wake up. sms.
then on com, but aunt used.
then ya, blah blah.
eat. peneng laksa.
i like the word peneng.. i dono y.
then on9, freak man, my com. idiot.
then restart.
now blogging.
ok lata still got tuition, idiot. cos is for the test.
erm, wth. then ya. ok bye!
tired. missin you. lols. by super junior.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd once again .
fall asleep.
today alarm rang, but didnt wake up.
then YC called then i go bathe...
then ya, cant find anything to where so ya...
then walk to mrt, took 106.
lol. long one man
go gv see. watched the ghost of girlfriend past.
erm, wlao. nvm.. hungry. haha
then ya, go eat.
go home change. then go imm.
then ya, walk wlak. then go clementi.
then meeted nelly.
erm, wa... sianz.
then gym-ed.
then ya.... wanted to go sunset way but didnt.
so meet my sister.
while waiting, went to the exit slack, ALONE! and ya, miss smth... nelly and mandy ar... bo jio.
then ya went toilet.
sister came. went to eat. order the tomyam ramen.
er, not bad... but ya, didnt eat much cos du zi tong,. haha.
then went arcade. fuck la.
actually. its ok. haha.
then ya, played. half way i bue song.
then ya, shouted. then ok back.
then walked home, actually wan to to the west cost there de shopping center de.
but, u know la, my sister, say this but don do.
then ya, walked home.
1hour?
ya, foot pain. then go shop and save saw bryan and his mum.
ya. wlak back saw him again.
then homed, father not at home. went to drink again.
then ya, quite peaceful.
i like it.
watch tv, play barley, sms.
went bathe. come out, called mandy.
ya now blogging.
ok bye!
tml i will be lonely...
unless i wan follow my sister go study. but no thx.
haha.
than ya...
I like today! ^^ ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd... sms until sleep. didnt charge my phone.
ya, then morning wake up, 630 meet kx.
then ya, no sf. its ok. mandy on same bus.
went sch tgt. was tired, chionged chem.
then take temperature. then sleep all the way with my hp on the table.
then sleep... sleeep.... mei yee woke me up. then awake . suddenly phone vibrate.
scare me, faster put it under the table.
then... blah. tireed.
chem. tired.
recess.
chinese, wrote rubbish.
english, sianz.
then finish. walk out with ling yi.
walk to bm with jiaxi and huiqi.
meet YC.
lols, my guai look.
i never wear spect, it not. wa...
haha.
then walk go opp.
took 14 to orchard.
then ya, walk walk.
then walk to ps.
walk walk, i wanted to eat subway so go cinelesure.
wa. walk until. some more bag damn freaking heavy.
then ya, walk around. and around.
then to takashimaya.
then walk walk.
then ya,go wait bus.
106... didnt wan to take.
111 single deck oso don wan.
106 came, i oso don wan.
so waited for 111 double deck.
ya, sorry to make u late for work.
then home, went down to find jiaxi.
buy bubble tea. walk to ulu cc.
saw helmi.
walk to east sussex lane.
wanted to walk to clementi.
but since bus came so walk back and took bus.
on bus so lucky, we didnt walk. if not walk forever.
then alight. went to the shopping center.
then devest. then ya, saw...
so went cc.
toileted. walk , wanted to play swing but cant find.
so walk back cos alr 6plus, jiaxi de show start at 7.
so ya, took 147. walk back.
reach home. blah.
bathe, now blogging.
ok bye!
ya, and i love today. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmm, sleep at 12plus.
haha, did some work.
then ya.
today wake up,
tired.
never meet jiaxi.
meet ade.
147,sf.
wanted to sleep, but KX keep di siao me.
nvm, then go class,
copy phy.
then ya, blah. is... poa, mrs mark didnt say anytihng.
as usual, i was asleep.
thenya, blah. then chinese.
oso i i think i slept.
haha, then recess,
then phy,
blah was not sleepy.
then ya, mr chui left cos his father in hospital.
watever it is, uncle, get well soon ^^
then emath. ok, know alr. but i know i will forget. and i do fiinish my hw,
so i left my emath book under table.
then lunch.
then english. erm...
was like talking abt
teenagers nowaday are too pampered and take things for granted.do you agree?
lols.
then ya, blah, the pk , idiot la... stupid!
tot is hall so walked.
then found out is ne square... zzz
they shouldnt put english b4 pe lor. all go different ways.
no brain, jkjk.
haha.
then pe, pumping, sit up.
only don have sprinting.
haha, then played dog and bone.
erm, was very bai chi.
haha, but ok la.
then was, knee and hand, red red le.
nvm.
then go clear locker.
pass thereport slip to miss sek.
then when miss sek ask my y didnt i remind them, i straight stunned.
haha, then she ask agaon, i stunned again.
lols. then go mac with ling yi.
eat ice cream, homed alone.
ya. then tired fall asleeep.
then ya, bathe, watch tv.
then now blogging.
ok bye!
today? total sux.
actually ok la, not bad.
but don like it quite well. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ha, today wake up.
prepare.
was actually no late de, but my mother lor.
but nvm, then half way, forgot to bring the termometer.
then went back take, then took my report book, but inside don have the paper, WTF right. nvm.
then ya, so hot, so sf ...
today didnt sleep in bus, but chatted, damn funny.
then reach sch, sianz.
in class, i forgot le.
oh ya, chatted with RQ, and jiawen.
lols. then ya, mrs low came in... blah.
then ya, i dono y i so tired.
then erm, go to NE square, idiot la. nvm.
walked slowly. then ya. waste my time only.
go up, ss. lols. tird, i was like dozing all the way, then the my keep on disturb.
then wa, pass up ss, sure die de... so short, but nvm. haha.
then she was like scolding ppl, asking ppl to stand up one by one.
then i try to stay awake, then she ask question then i was like telling meiyee thats not the answer,
then she called me. zzz, i answer her question but she didnt let me sit. nvm, 15 mins only.
then ya, recess. hmm, ate LMK.haha.
then went back to class. i think they should put the canteen in the middle of the class room lor, so don need waste time walk. haha, random.
hmm, was chinese... lala. same as usual.
then english, go to e4, idiot right. but nvm is ms tan^^
then ya, not use to her teaching.
then finish, go back class for emath.
erm, shit, was like down there sleeping. OMG, and i didnt listen.
then ya, mrs low didnt say anything.
went for lunch, eat cai fan.
then walk to class again.
then err, amth... dono anything at all. shit it. nvm.
then reading, erm, downt here copy amat work. sianz. nvm...
then didnt do my reading agin...
haha. then finish... went outside sch...
then mandy they all come. wait for them de bus to come.t hen i walk to BM inter.
then ya, went to tiong.
then to great world. then lucky plaza.
far east, takashimaya.
went home. then ya, tired man...
then fall asleep. then ya...
tuition...
never fall asleep. haha...
then ya, finshed.
then now blogging.
ya, ok bye!!!
haven do hw..
i go bathe then i do.
ok bye!
I LOVE TODAY! ^^ ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
erm, all i wanted to say is.
i dono... seriously ...
nvm, let it be.
tml i will make it the day.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd 3 then sleep wat the police damn funny
then ya, today got miss call from mr chui so i called back.
then set alarm at 1130.
then ya... bathe...
blah blah blah.
eat, blah.
tv, now blogging. ok bye!
tml, sianz. will be tring man
ss,chinese,english,emath,amath,reading.
until330.
DAS 4 to 7.
tuition 8 to 930.
lols. sianz.
ok la bye!
I LIKE TODAY.^^
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
things went through my mind.
thinking that, should i just...
i dono, but... i will try to hold.
until the day, infact i don even think the day will come.
seriously...
and wanted to say...
i cant control myself,
my heart just hate my body so much .
until it keep on making my body falls.
getting injures.
ok, is just a bi yu, i ntht o write.
if u are, same standard as me, u should understand...
i wan things to remain,
really. nvm.
BWG, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today wake up.
dono y i so clear.
ya, mr chui called again, tot he wont call.
then went back to sleep.
erm, then sms until haft sleep.
then wa, blah.
blah. today de tian qi , cmi.
eat.
now blogging.
ok bye!
i enjoyed today. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now is 336 am...
just chioned all the hw.
YES!
of couse some is anyhow do de.
hehe
then ya, so tml no need do hw le!
yay!!!
haha
ok i am tired and hungry.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now i am stuck infront of the com...
cos i dono how to do my work.
shit man, all those stuff, they write until so chim.
how i understand.
go click oso don have...
then they say don need print wor, but then will be messy leh.
i dono. really. dono...
i must really start my work, tml.
but tml i really don feel like doing...
feel like just tell him, i don wan do le...
or help me do all. but i cant.
nvm... haiz... so bored. tml wake up early and do bah...
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today is sunday...
tml is monday...
ytd is saturday...
ytd i sleep at 2 plus.
cant sleep.
today wake up at 7, waited. mrchui 816 then call.
set alarm at 930, wake up at 10.
blah. blah.
cooked pasta.
it was nice. i dono is i hungry or really nice. haha.
then ya, i tried to put lots of carrot.
cos is the only time i will eat carrot.
played with snoopy. lols. cute but naughty.
then play with barley, omg, so cute... and guai ...
then ya,
tired. now blogging. ok bye. once again i must wait until...
10... hmmmm, 10 faster come!!! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
here are some songs that will make me cry.
-可不可以愛我
-陰天
-記得
-我知道
-瘋子
-夜空
-葉子
-你是愛我的
-你是我胸口永遠的痛
-是否我真的一无所有
-為何夢見他
-我只在乎你
-被爱的女人
-城里的月光
-後來
-對不起謝謝
-他不准我哭
-一了百了
-下雨天
-原來你什麼都不要
-很愛很愛你
-其實你懂我
-舊情也綿綿
-爱我别走
-Breakaway
-Bleeding Love
-我會好好過
-想太多
-When There Was Me and You
-不,完美
-带我走
-你不是真正的快樂
-突然好想你
-Dou Shi Ni
-Back at One
-不只是朋友
-好心分手
-安静了
-说好的幸福呢
-天灰
hmmm, will list until here
cos i am sad now.ya and feel like crying.
i just ruin smth... )': ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, y 10 pm is so long!!!!
omg, sianz... 10 pm pls come fast
lala, snoopy is here, scratched me again...
):
nvm, hehe.
i will still like u.
(: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
just now damn funny.
cos my aunt they all bringing snoopy to come.
then i tot barley going to my cousin house so i ask.
i said: barley going chua chu kang ar?
they said: huh? no.
i said: no no, barley going bbq(long term) ar?
they said: bbq ar, u eat ar?
i said: no, bukit batok ar?
they laugh and said no...
lols. damn funny, i think la.
maybe not to u all. lols.
sianz. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
i dono...
i very luan...
nvm. haiz..
btw, guess wat i dream of...
i dream that...... .... ... .. .. .. . .
but when i wake up. its just a dream.
haiz... nvm... i was like so happy. but . haiz. nvm
this dream will nevr come true...
haiz ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, once again, mr chui called.
cant sleep.
until like erm, 6 plus.
wanted to sms . but nvm, i will soon fall asleep.
i am little tea pot short and fat.
haha, so random. nvm.
so today. try to find my chinese worksheet bah.
and my amath, emath...
i thnk i lost all. nvm. phy, shit.
ss, omg. history!!! omg, haven even do my test yet. nvm
chem, shhh. ^^
poa, waiting for answer. lols. (:
english sux, don even know wat i did wrong, i did wat i usually did wat, lols.
not i dono wat to do.
wat hw i done? NONE! OMFG.
haha. today is sat.
tml is sun. tml de tml is monday, sch reopen, i don need go sch.
YAY! wednesday then i go sch, one sad this is , by the time they all hand up their hw le. lols.
nvm... hahah. sianz. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
OMFG, my damn fcking mood swing came to me again...
wat can i do?
just friends, ok... i know.
i cant... cannot get further anymore.
stop, at friend.
some times this is oso how i treat my FRIENDS.
so sweet, so nice.
hiaz. nvm... i got to stop this... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
la la la ...
haiz...
confirm,
haiz...
anw, i enjoy my day ... (: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd 2 plus sleep...
jiaxi smsed, and i think zhipin called.
i gong gong, lols.
then ya.
7 am phone rang.
730 mr chui called. back to sleep.
set alarm at 8...
wake up at 830. haha,
bathe finish 9.
blah.(:
blah.
ya, i will blog lata. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd ... lost a friend.
nvm, then on phone. until 3...
then sleep. morning. phone rang at 7 to wake me up.
mr chui 7 plus then call me.
then ya, of course speak to him the nice way.
then went back to sleep.
then tired. then ya...
blah blah. whole day i never eat...
then ya...
then eat... viwawa-ed.
then ya... song-ed.
now blogging.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, just again...
my bad habit is not holding the phone without talking.
is actually, watching video that make me cry purposely.
omg, and yes, i just cried. nvm.
b4 that mr chui called me.
so shocked.
was like erm, hes going to call me every day 7 to 730 am.
omfg, i got to wake up so early...
then i went to the sch website which is the diff de.
then i emailed mr chui say i cant find.
then after that i go in agaion, i saw it.
then found out i got in to the wrong webside. haha.
ya... ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd... wa. sianz.
today wake up... actually wan go running. but...zzzz
then use com. idiot. syuck at home...
hw ar!!!! nvm.
ya ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
went to cousin house.
blah, i really cant play audi.
eat. go home. com.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
yo i am back...
hmmm, in fact i am back few hours ago.
firstly i got to say some thai ppl is really ... (:
hmmm, didnt sleep much, tired but just cant sleep.
i cant go out today, my father say must sleep.
i mean is like pls, i am not even sleeping now.
wats the diff.
-
travel to thailand... on the bus cant sleep.
reach hatyai cant sleep. watched tv.
went for shark fin, and bird nest.
at night, oso cant sleep, watched tv.
morning wake up at abt 6 plus go pai pai.
then recieve some gift from the monk.
THx, anw ur birthday i dont think we can go, if go oso only my father.
31 july, so close my birthday (:
back to hotel. tv, finally fall asleep.
after that massage. wao, shoick.
bought stuff to eat...went for bird nest.
then sleep. next day wake up for breakfast.
erm, the breakfast was like. eeeew.
back to hotel tv.
went for foot massage,ok ok la. tot was painful but its not.
went back hotel. went to eat... tian chu... hmmm. er.... we booked the whole place, lols. this is to clelebrate father's day. -_-'
then back, walk around.
bought stuff to eat. then sleep.
wake up for breakfast.
back hotel, watched tv... slack.
bathe, prepare. hmmm.
left a puma bag wich cost $120 in the hotel!
pack, go down eat mac.
hmmm, wait for the bus. sit. so sianz.
blah, wohooo. wa got solid .. not bad...
one only. then ya. he is thai go sg study.
then back. omg, so throw face.
nvm. in the bus cant sleep..
then back home, 46 smses.
34 from desmond.
so little...nvm, desmond called.
talked, while eating.
hmmm, i dono wat he mean...
nvm, he put down and went to sleep.
i go bathe. FUCk, zzz.
nvm, then now blogging...
hmmm. ok la.bye!
didnt plan to sleep. but tired. so goodnight...
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
MY BLOG WILL BE DEAD!
UNTIL 23 or 24 june...
(: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
yo hi, i am leaving.
ytd slept at 2plus.3?
then today wake up see phone got 5 message.
went back to sleep.
then 12 plus, desmond called me to wake me up,
ended up went back to sleep.
then got 3 message.
then got one person called.
said hello then put down le.
i went back to sleep. then think is 1plus 2.
desmond called , i slack on my bed.
then see the time, i should pack my bag.
lols. then got one miss call.
lols. then blah, go eat. bathe.
on phone. prepare. now blogging...
ya...
hmmm, i will miss.
someone(s)
ok la. gtg. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
You know what? I was right.
Am i so clever? I think i am.
I can just predict the things without thinking.
You said it wont happen, but it did.
(: it was just alright.
I can take it after all.
^^ le guan yi dian bah...
ANW, i am happy cos i saw him.
yes i am... ^^, wc. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sleep at 2plus. today wake up at 1plus.
then got 5 message. none from him.
smsed. hungry. decide to meet nelly early.
but she meeting friend but i joined.
bathe, blah . vivo-ed.
then ya, slack. went to buy a short pant.
wa, first time so short... nvm. cost me 39.90.
go blah, then blah. then travel to eunos.
then watch. woohoo, saw WC. ^^ haha.
then ya. watched. then watched.
then go home... puff puff...haiz. nvm, its alright.
then go home.
reach home,. eat...
then blogging.
then ya, on phone...
then haven pack bag.
haiz. my hw... nvm...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
really. i scare...
i scare the same thing happen...
haiz, nvm. just let it be bah,
if really this going to happen, i cant do anything to stop it.
no point.
let it be!!!
hmmm, really...
am i like crying for no reason.
i dono. but i feel totally change...
haiz ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
haiz, once again, i am sad.
just now in the bus, a sudden tot...
i felt sad, cos i am leaving ... to a country far far away from u.
and i came talk on the phone with you...
but is this the real reason?
i dono...
maybe after tml, i will be leaving sadly...
really. i dono ... really, wat i think, it will definitely...
haiz, i know u don wan me to think this way. but i just cant help it...
its showing, so obvious... i am just scare, thats all.
anw, i wont change a single thing in ur life ... only wasting ur time, sleep and sms...
i am so damn freaking useless.
haiz... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmmm, on phone until 5plus?
lols. 2 person siao de. actually is me la...
really ma, at that moment i not tired.
on phone for 3h plus, my prepaid!
then go to bed, i cant sleep...
wanted to sms but don feel like. so just force myself to sleep.
then abt 7 i wake up see the phone.
then when back to sleep. 8 phone rang,didnt care.
then 830 got sms, wanted to reply but fall asleep. then got call.
omg, 840 plus le, i am late. so went bathe.
come out 922. he actually don wan go trg de but, still go. lols.
then blah , i reach vivo 1030, waseh, alot solid.
then ya, go buy bread eat. then wait then go in...
then they go cycle, i peiied shirleen, then got dono hu, say eh wear yellow colour shirt de.
i look around only got me and shirleen.
then i don care, then they shout the dono wat bag de.
lols. they siao de. dono wat they trying to do. haha.
then go to wash leg. then slack went to buy water.
then walk back they playing the dono wat, monkey.
then go eat.
sianz, haiz... haiz... y? u think i wan de meh?
dono do wat then good sia... haiz... nvm... Stupid D.. and S..
NVM!
then go eat, then eat eat, mr see came. then ya...
they go play volley ball. then me and shirleen see, wa, damn nice.
wanted to play, but nvm... then go vivo with shirleen...
erm, i got nth to say.
u like can le...
ok la... then go home myself...
haiz... go home, sis say wan run then waited.
i fall asleep. until now...
zzz, i dono he oso or wat. sianz..
then ya. going to bathe. ok bye!
tml watch match. and really i hope after tml, everything will remain the same...
haiz... ook la. bye!
i hungry, haha.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!

i didnt expect anything from u...
just wanna be close to u...
i wan it to remain the same... thats all.
nvm, wat has happen had alr happen.
LET IT BE... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wat am i thinking now?
i dono.. i felt,sad?
but y? i don even know , if its the right reason.
everytime, me... its me, hu make things worse.
once again, i am sad.
trying not to. but...haiz...
y everytime, ended up like this?
all blame myself... haiz...
nvm... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, on phone. wa... my prepaid finish.
talk until erm, 4?
then 5 sleep?
talk abt damn lot things, like, last time....
haiz, nvm. but i still enjoy talking with him.
today 10 my phonne alarm ring, wake my sister up.
every five mins ring one time, wake her up , she 12 plus then wake up. then press off for the alarm..
then sms, then continue sleep.
then 2 plus wake up, got message.
hmm, reply. then ya. sms sms. then bathe.
eat, play. then go OG. then blah.
then buy, then go the opp kent ridge de shopping center. wa, there de SB cheap leh...
then go clementi, buy KFC.
then go deposit money.
go home, i totally forgot my mother outside, i just close the door, hit her head, wa, damn funny.
then found out i forgot to buy my prepaid top up card.
then go down again, then i stll laughing, haha.
then walk one round, 2 round. then buy, haha.
then go home...
then ya. use com...
ok la bye!
tml going sentosa, hehe.
go find me there! haha. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, first:
tml :
15MONDAY- FREE(night:pack bag)
16TUESDAY- 2e3 class gathering
17WEDNESDAY- watch match
18THURSDAY- leave sg (not bring phone)
19FRIDAY- not in sg
20SATURDAY- not in sg
21SUNDAY- not in sg
22MONDAY- not in sg
23TUESDAY- trg, but not in sg
24WEDNESDAY- come back to sg
25THURSDAY- trg
26FRIDAY- DIE (chiong hw?)
27SATURDAY- DIE(chiong hw?)
28SUNDAY- DIE (chiong hw?)
29MONDAY- sch reopen
FCUK! MY HOMEWORK!!! HAVEN DO.
English- compo
Chinese- practise paper
Math.E- hey math;worksheet
Mathe.A- hey math;worksheet
Science.C- Blog thingy
Science.P- err, forgot.
Com.H- wikispaces
Com.S- dono
POA- worksheet. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd 3plus 4 sleep. haaha.
then today 10 plus wake up 2 message.
then fall asleep again...
then 2 plus wake up got 5 message.
lols. then sms sms.
then eat. then snoopy came. hahah.
then ya. play. barley scratch me. ):
nvm, now blogging. ok bye!
sianz. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
just came back from imm.
lots and lots of solid...
went to the sky park, wow, a group. got pac de leh...
they wore bball pant. woohoo, sad never ask their number.
wahahaha, go wait cab saw, the twins.
then go home...
bought lots of things, cost 405...
hahah, actually counted cheap le...
now blogging. ok bye!
hw, sianz.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
on 120609..
wake up got 7 message.
then ya, slack awhile.
went bathe.
go take ic photo. idiot, hate it.
then reach home, watch tv, 330 then start to prepare, which i am suppose to leave my house.
reach around 4 plus.
see got wat movie, nth.
then go walk walk.
then after that to 61 to eunos.
so damn long can.
then ya... blah, so damn sianz.
then last match finish go home.
Freaking damn mrt, so many ppl.
then reach home abt 10 plus.
then didnt wan to eat.
started sms. many many, found out many of them are sleeping. opps , sorry
haha, then oder mac.
i dono y i force myself.. i eat mac wing then fish burger, i alr very full, i just stuff the fish burger into my mouth.
abt 4plus?sleep. 5 plus wake up. then slack...
7 wake up, slack. sleep again. 10 wake up.. sleep. until 12...
wake up... then ya, sms... then bathe. then ya, eat. damn full.
then now blogging...ok bye!
i will continue my hunting... hehe.
ok bye!
my hw haven do yet. nvm...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, i... am mad...
and sad...
all bcos of someone..
...
force myself to sleep. its painful...
morning,
wake up... meet jiaxi.walk to mrt...
saw jiaxi friend ck?
go mac.
eat. i cant finish, i all down.
then tired.
travel. take out stud.
do pumbing, cos wear slipper.
in 2 mins change to bball shoe.
took a very NOT CROWDED but to the sch.
take temp.
go in, blah, warm up..
then ya, didnt wan to play...
hate it.
then ya, played.lose...
after match see my phone. lols, so sweet.
then i all the way not happy.
sscolding here scolding there.
change. leave. took 63 to eunos mrt.
then they change.jiaxi and lingyi go take train.
as for my lynn py rq, we took train to changi...
then walk here walk there. the saw damn lot.
during we eat mac, i down there niam niam niam.
then go took train to tiong. walk around.
then i took the free shutter bus to PS.
so relax. alone... reach there go find them at bunk.
wa, so sianz.
slack... go home. saw the .... queensway guy. lols.
ahha... then ya, then walk home... thinking lots of things.
i wan to sit on the bus, so peaceful.
nvm, reach home... blah. think. did i eat? yes i did.
then use com. settler everything.
OMG, u should thx me for being so nice.
if u r others, i will make sure u be famous in my blog.
hahah. ok la. i now more happy. but no friends only.
bye!
tml... i dono wat to do.
ya. ok bye!!!
sianz. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
happy bday shaun
ytd 3plus sleep
2 plus jiaxi sms me, lols so random.
today 7 plus wake up...
i...
slack...
on my bed..
bathe.
go down find my mother eat.
go blah.
go clementi. blah.
i am damn tired.
after then go arcade.
then go kentridge.
haiz..
abt 730... go home. 8plus reach home.
use com...
suddenly tears just drop down.
which i don even know y...
then ya, now blogging...
I DON WAN TO BE SAD.
tml i don feel like playing, can i?
it will only cos the team to lose.
tml 645 at inter.
730 at mac.
8 leave.
i don wan to play match...
aiya forget abt it!
FUCK! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, let me see. now is 1:17
still not sleeping.
hmmm , just now talk to zw.
abt our result.
haha, he say i can buy 4d.
i say 1243, hahah
damn funny, i was like laughing infront of the com la.
ok. hmm, tired.
my friend say don sms my friend.
so i got nth to do... lala.
very tired, but my sister still watching tv. so i cant sleep.
tml mandy and nelly going gym, i see first. seee wat time i done.
tired, i go gym oso no do anything de. sianz lor...
ok la.
now is 1:25
now is 1:27
very tired.
very very.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, ytd.
wrote a damn long message. 6 message altogether.
then wake got 6 message.
fall sleep.
wake up by pk de phone call, wtf.
then reply my message.
fall asleep again.
then got call , answer. lols.
then we both went back to sleep again.
then he cant sleep. but i damn tired.
so i sleep.
then quiting call me, she was like asking me, ni yao qu you yong ma?
then i am like... thinking... errr.
should i? i ask hu got go, shirleen not going cos she got gb.
cos i say no.
abt 12 plus? i wake up?
reply my friend.
then ya...
wake up blah.
cook maggie mee.
then eat. then ya. blah. go cut hair...
then bathe. then go down buy bubble tea.
then ya. asked my friend to go swimming too. tml my friend give me reply.
yeah. ok la. hmmm, hmmm.
tml not going out, once again, guai bao bao.
then ya. ok la bye!
sianz... lata, dono wat time will sleep.
tml dono wat time will wake up.
ok la. bye!
haven start my holiday hw...
haah
k la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ya, u said u intelligent...
but... u know wat?
nvm..
i have alr hinted u soo many times. but u still wu dong yu zhong.
nvm... i will tolerate...
i hope, u can think... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sleep at 12 plus...
today... over slept.
wake up at 810.
go bathe... reach there is alr 913.
late 13mins.
walk to bus stop.
wait for 100 or 145.
145 came. took.
reach vivo. go gv, buy ticket.
NAM2, 1120.
go arcade... $5 for 5 mins.hahah
go slack... blah.
watch finish, go slack.
): cant held myself.
then go in lots of shop...
then ya, slack...
then go sky park...
then ya 7 le...
go slack? until8...
go buy things to eat...
then go play xbox...
then walk to bus stoop.
wait for second 100.
then ya, walk home.
reach home. com...
ya. ok tml not going out.
i dang guai bao bao..
ok la bye!
my hw, i haven even started...
anw , nvm i don care too. (: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Wat am i thnking right now?
I am tired, i cant sleep.
I am like just forcing myself to cry.
But y? Aren't i suppose to be happy?
I wonder if i think too much.
Or is it i am not thinking the wrong stuff.
Or maybe its wrong to even start this.
I am sure, i will take up smth which some ppl think its not fun, but for me fun, again.
I trust, trust hu?
Myself, i have no confident.
So can i even trust anyone.
I shall wait and see,
If really, once again.
I blame myself.
I will sleep soon, cos really, tml 730 wake up...
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
idonoisittruebutalliknowisicanttakeitseriously.fromallthisidonbelievewewilllastreally.
ihopeiwontgettoointoit.itisjustasteadiwilltry. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd,
really, haiz.
went out after bathing.
my father went out for drink.
i take barley walk walk.
F up man!
11plus... go home...
i finished it.
at home. sms...
until 4plus...
today in the morning, woke up at 7 plus.
then wait until 8 plus. sms him.
9 plus sms kevin.
not going out with him le, cos benson still sleeping.
so went out with him.
go bathe, starting to rain...
in the bath room... wa, i cmi.i dono wat happen.
like going to faint... nvm
then come out started to rain.
then meet him at commanwealth there.
took 196 all the way to bedok. actually wan to alight at suntect de. but nvm.
walk walk. took 196 back to clementi...
walk walk. go devil. see see.
go imm. go buy things eat. then sit and eat. then go exit slack.
fall asleep. wake up 8 plus le. omg.
then go home... reach home below 850...
lols. stayed, reach home 9...
eat.
tv.
now com...
ok bye!
today damn tired. ok la.
tml still need to wake up at 730. ya. cos meeeting some one at 9...
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today, i am a total pig man
ytd 2 plus sleep.
today 2 plus wake up.
no no no, b4 that i got a call, think is from pk.
he say smth like... erm, ta mei you shi. i think...
then ya, wake up 24 message.
got one message from friend. he say he leaving, lols, everytime leaving...
nvm, then ya.
blah.... go eat...
i eat damn lot man.
-ye jiang fan.
-ohne ohne.
-bo bo cha cha
-bakerzin de cake ^^
-sugar cane drink.
lol, going to fat le.
use com.
watch tv.
while using com,
drank 3 yakult at one go.
played viwawa.
then go youtube.
ya, now, blogging.
changed my blogsong.
ya, now listen to classical music.
ok bye!
tml any plans?
i dono.
hmmm, i am again... loner...

Labels: GOOD girls gone BAD...

♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wake up.
go sch. lucky never late.
ya, sit... hmmm,
wa, u gu yi ask me the qns infront of my mother ar,
but i am not scare to say, i am single.
ahhaha...
i bu shuang my mother after that.
when to dono where.
blah... eat mac...
blah. took cab to clementi, meet nelly.$12
saw sf...
hmmm, i dono...
i dono is u treat it as never see me or wat.
u wave, but to hu?
i know u just ignore me, cos.totally not us, cos never will be me.
nvm, i dono wat am i talking.
but just, i dono y must u be like that.
maybe, i am just not getting wat i wanna thats all.
haiz.
go imm.
walk walk. blah. blah...
go home change
go out.
suntect. arcade. marina square. pool. mrt. eunos.
took 61 . go vivo saw sister. bought 3 cake from bakerzin.
home.. tv. bathe. com.
blah. today 5.
i think i going to sleep. goodnight. bye!
tml i think i not going out.
i dono. anw bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wake up go mac.
go sch. go starting still awake...
but slowly... i fall asleep.
when i wake up, he say goingt o break, its 930.
break.
go in again. totally never listen.
blah, greg they all at tiong. lols.
then we go tiong...
walk around. go the where eat. then blah. walk around.
go pierce. go back sch.
change... trg.
blah. t-net.
blah.... finsih. find for cindy de thing.
go back sch. change.
go back tnet find.
go home.
bubble tea
homed.
reached, use com
my mother saw.
ok la. tml PTI!
nvm, haha.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
i am sorry.
once again...
i did smth wrong and i dono wat i did...
y is this repeating?
i dono.
don think too much can,
and, all i have to say .
I AM SORRY. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
wake up. raining, mac.eat, sleep.
go sch. blah. he go home...
then finish still raining. go tiong.
watch them eat KPT, i go mos burger.
then mandy they all go pool.
nvm, then slack at tiong.
took mrt to jurong east.
go imm, didnt know jurong center clase down le.
blah blah...
430, walk to bus stop.
wait for 105
go home...
tution. fall asleep, damn sleepy.
finish, sms...
on9, chatting, i dono wat to do.
i dono, i m sorry.
ok bye!
tml got lesson, and trg. f it man.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today go sch.
waste of time sleep.
go bm mac, slack.
go tiong.
took mrt to woodlands.
wlao, damn lot man.
walk around. took 187? to west mall.
slack. eat. sit down... talk talk, sleep sleep.
until 6? go take 61? to holland.
walk to the mrt, father say take 92.
so walk to wait for 92.
sit. talk. blah.
reach, go home.
eat, tv.
play barley. bathe. now using com.
ok bye!
tml got tuition, idiot!
blah. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today go sch trg.
go home.
use com.
now going bathe.
ok bye!
lata i dono.
tml got lesson...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, my blog skin. kns.
haha, nvm.
hmmm i don care liao waste so much of my time
zzz.
lalal. ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm,
on 29may,
went for das...
then eat pizza, 4 pieces...
then took cab to bm inter.
meet steffi and nelly.
i go bm inter they say they AT CK.
so i went ck find them.
took 5... wow, wat a SHORT journey!
abt like 1 and half hour.zzz
then reach... go ehub.
meet huiqi, walked the long walk.zzz.
reached... saw lot yeah.
then they bought pizza.zzz.
didnt eat. but went to meet wp.
then pei him go eat. then ya.
go beach. walk here walk there.
sit down kan hai.
then ya... er go toilet.
then sit down kan hai again.
12am, walk out took cab home.
he send home. then reach home is abt 1245?
then SI smsed me..zzz.
nvm, btahe.
fall asleep.
next day, 30may
wake up.
bathe. go huiying house downstairs.
waited. go orchard. eat...
travel to pasir ris.
waited long time for the bus...
then wanted to take cab so walk out.
saw got shutter bus. so take lor.
reached, walk there. they go DTW.
so i just took one.
then walk to DTW.
then ya, meet them buy this buy that...
then i am like isolated... nvm.
some went back, some go eat.
went to buy yogurt, ewww. nvm...
still ok ok la. walk back...
blah... they slack...
time to set up. went out, they all doing so i stayed in side.
then ya... done
go out cook. starting the chicken wing...
wow, damn nice. maybe cos hungry ahah.
then slowly, pc, don feel liek doing. so not nice. and all chaoda.
then play, cos they like all donwanna eat liao.
ya, but the food like very nice. haha
blah. forget le... then tw come. lols.
then ya, i dono y ...
i stayed outside. then cook, eat.
eat finish go in...
cool, washed my face cos damn oily.
then 10 plus le.
so go to the beach...
hmmmm, secret cant say much.
then go sit... blah -.- (:
then again, 12 go wait cab...
12 10 on cab.
sms wp, called him talked all the way.
cos i scared i fall asleep. haha.
then reach is er, 29...
lols.
go home, bathe, sms.
fall asleep.
today 31may
wake up
tired, and too noisy to sleep.
cos pi pi come our house.
then ya. go out. blah. see damn cute man.
then ya. blah.
eat now using com...
lata i don think i going out.
tml still got trg. sianz.
sianz! stlll got lesson in the morning sia.
IDIOT!
nvm.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Today never go sch...
hmmm, ya.
lata got das.
after go chalet.
ah peng is mad again.
there is nobody can help.
i am scared.
poor barley, i pity u.
u shouldnt have come to our house,
and met the mad big dog.
wat can i do?
i am schooling
but not u.
Its a holiday,
i alr said i don not wan to leave sg in this holiday.
y cant u three go tgt.
I am not sec 2 or 1 alr.
i got lesson, got trg.
i am different.
not like u all,
so free.
u staying at home bully barley,
tot u will take good care of her.
and now wats the problem with u.
and u, wat? change to 9th u free. but do u ask me if i free?
so wat for change,
i alr said i don not wan to leave sg.
and june hholiday is such a short holiday, and
i still got hw.
WTF la, i don care anymore.
all blame it to me la, hu call i got this kind of Family. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd.... hmmm.
blah...
today go sch,
go RP. blah...
then ya.. go sch.
blah.
go dono where.
blah...
then go sch
then blah
go mac.
go wait 147
go home.
eat. on phone...
now blogging...
ok bye
tml trg....
ya. blah...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
WTF, haiz. nvm...
so scary...
)': ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm,
i am tired.
and he go play bball.
wth, nvm...
sianz ...
tml going the RP.
ya... ok la bye!
just shouted at my mother.
ya, jia chang bian fan...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, damn fucking hell whole idiot.
nvm...
today wake up.
go mac.
eat. go sch.
blah. trg.
changed. go SDC.
blah. go back sch.
go opp.
took 147. homed.
now blogging.
ok bye!
tml go RP.
ya, then go back sch collect can food.
i still dono hu my group members. ahha. only RQ i know.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now is 1149.
chatting with WP
hmm...
i dono y am i so stubborn.
i am sry .
all is me, trying t make things worse.
thats it, got to blame myself...
i try to, k?
i finish wat i have now...
And thats it.
I reflect on it, i will...
i am sry. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd forgot...
today wake up...
go sch early. go class.
amth, blah blah...
sleep. pe.math.phy...
recess, chem, poa.
both teacher never come but got give work.
i mean is like wat the hell.
my hand hurt...
pain....amath go hum. room
then chem oso...
then take 132.64.145.100.92.
home...
tv. eat. sms. blogging...
ok bye!
now on phone. ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
i expect too much alr....
from my 'friend'
i dono wats my feeling now... but just...
all i can say i very long never emo le...
i wont mind taking up emo again...
i dono wat to say,
it will just get worse, if i cant put down wat am i thinking now...
NVM, wat ever it is, just.... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, just now wake up and sleep wake up and sleep...
hahaha, then sleep until 8 plus.
then go bathe....
ya now blogging.
ok bye!
tml go to go sch early cos kx.
yeah, hmmm, cannot late...
ok bye!
i am scared by dono y.
anw, ya... bye!
-
i don wish all this to happen...
really. i dono y ...
always i am the one causes all this problem...
all blame me bah...
i cant blame anybody...
but how would i know will fa sheng this kind of things.
actually i should be xi gaun.
cos everytime oso like that, its ok de...
i dono wat to say.
-
today teacher ask me, hu do i tell things with.
i found out, no body. no body really understand me at all...
actually, i myself don understand myself, how could i expect pppl to understand me?
i dono wat i wan, today teacher ask me, most i oso say dono.
but seriously dono,and cant expect me to anyhow say right?
very funny, i just say out everything, including i nevr study...
i dono wat do i wan for my life.
IT SUX! i know...
frineds are just leaving me, one by one...
nvm, my lonely life, is coming back. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, err forgot.
today wake up.
bathe, eat. go inter.
go sch, class.
dan fei. haha.
go pac, watched the bejing ou yun hui kai mu ...
half. then go for english, fail my english.
blah. got the pupli conference.
i tio, then ya, say alot of things. which i know i am not suppose to let teacher know.
anw, still got alot which i never say.
go vivo. eat. walk around waited for 61. saw huini at queensway there.
took 100 home. go queensway, buy contact.
home. now blogging.damn tired.
I REALLY DAMN HATE DOTA MAN!
ya, ok bye!
tired... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
now is 1245...
ya... was told by someone to go sleep.
so i going sleep.
ya... haven do hw. haven pack bag...
errr. ya...
ok la. bye!
o.o now is 1247.
i dono will chat with my friend until wat time...
haha
ya... ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd forgot.
i dono is i really forgot or i don wanna think.
nvm, no body care anw.
today wake up at i dono wat time.
then bathe. walk and take mrt.
was like one hour? meet them at amk.
wanted to take bus, but jiaxi never reply me, which i dono y too.
anw, nvm...
one by one his friend come,
some social, some anti.
infact, 2 social only... other 3 is... i dono...
travel to tampines...
watched the uninvited...
err... was ok ok... some part got scare ppl one.
then zp friend say, i jump.then he jump, cos i jump side way he jump up. haha
overall, was... ok.
go eat. i never... actually wanted to.
but nvm, found no place.
oso cannot let zp know. so never.
go arcade. damn funny...
then 6 le... go home...
i took back to buona vista...
reach home. phey, controlled.
eat.tv.com.
yeah. hmmm. dono got wat hw...
ahha, then overall, his friend, one pass. hahah.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, was abt to sleep.
turn to channel u.
hmmm, watched ...
sleep late...
today wake up.
blah. go bm.
blah. tiong.
vivo.safra.
blah.back home.
walk barley.
home.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
My post getting shorter and shorter.
My attitude getting bad to worse.
My temper getting hotter and hotter.
My everyting is changing, i becoming a bad girl, i guess.
My heart is still guai. But my mind is bad.
Shh, ok bye!



ytd, forgot.
today wake up.
cca, trg.
go tiong.
go tiong park.
wait for bus, saw someone that just SG
then wa, scary.
go DAs.
blah, fall asleep, drop my hp on the floor.haha
go in, very slack.
finish. wait 111. go buy bubble tea.
go home. eat.
now blogging.
bye!
tml, maybe will go play pool. ya...
see first lor...
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, again. forgot.
today.
let me think ...
go sch.
fourth f9.
go meet mother,
go chinatown.
make spect.
bought smth.
go home.
blah.
bathe.
now blogging.
ok. bye!
tml ya.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, forgot.
today 457 wake up, go back sleep til 525.
go mac, go out alone.
eat, go sch.blah.. summary 15/25
history 6/25
yeah, damn tired.go clementi.
walk around. go home.
now blogging.
ok, bye!
got hw, tml ss paper.
say hello to my fourth f9.
bye!
-
wat did i do wrong again?
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, i forgot le.
today,went to sch.
captainball.e4 won.
phy,16/50
poa,26/100
chem,22/50
sleep for 30mins.
trg.my nail break.
go opp. go inter.
go somewhere near bball court.
drink bubble tea.
send nelly to 106 bus stop.
go home. eat.
starting to pc.kb ing somebody just now.
actually, 2 person. sorry.
bathe. come out.blogging.
ok bye!tml going mac. thx.
tml, got history and i haven do the history test yet, thx.
i dono y i keep saying thx, sorry.
changing my life, not a good one. thx.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hhmmm, now is 1114.
wanted to go sleep. but even since i recieve the message...
i cant sleep.
i am scared.
i dono wat i do wrong.
i... nvm... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, cant sleep.
2am still awake...
today wake up go sch.
temp., 37.3
go through paper.
chinese= 54/100
amath= 25/100
emath= 69/100
go tiong
hmmm, shh.
go ade de house.
go home.buy bubble tea.
home, play with barley.
bathe. now blogging.
ok bye...
tml trg. bye!
-
first month (: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Currently is 108.
going to sleep soon.
just edited my blog.
hmm, maybe its to plain, i know.
yeah, but... maybe soon i will change back to the pics one.
THX!
goodnight. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, slept at 2plus.
well today is a...
not bad day but oso bad la.
i dono.
830 lie on the bed until 9 go bathe.
took 198 all the way. hmmm, ya. YES!
but sorry.
took 198 from jurong point back to Bm.
took 196 to clementi.
thx eh, to PS ur friends.
wo he chang ye bu shi PS my friend
ya, i was late, ha. not bad ar.
so folo here folo there.
i was like so damn idiot la.
walk to the SP sign, walk to bus stop.
i walk one big round. ya...
took 106 home.bubble tea.home.eat, tv.sleep.
wake up. eat tv.play with barley.
tv.now blogging. bye!
maybe i will not blog so often le. thx bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd i survive with one meal, ytd don feel to eat.
had some problem with zp.sorry, if u got read my blog, but i doubt so
sleep late.
today wake up
slack.
baby sick. T.T
TAKE CARE!
go vivo.
saw hy
eat buy slipper,things.
go home.
reach home.
play with barley. cos baby haven sms me.
ok bye!
tml out.
ILJTSK.
ILY alot.
take care! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmmm, he at ecp.
i at home.
ya.
today alarm ring.
press diao.
continue sleep.
mama call continue sleep.
wake up.
got 6 message.
go bathe.
prepare. go down meet mama.
take cab.
blah.
take 147, found out never bring ezlink.
use coin. walk to rq house down stairs.
ya, took 131.
go safra, eat.
no more arcade.
go play swing.
play until, the security come say is for SMALL kid.
lols ok... although i am young at heart but still i don wan to make spoil the thing that is for SMALL kid.
hmm, go in air con.
slack awhile.
go in...
play...
until awhile py come.
play.
play play.
finish 11.70.
mao mao yu..
walk t the bus stop.
took 145.
use coin.
to commanwealth.
took 111.
go buy bubble tea.
home.
now blogging...
he wake up le.
ok bye!
today damn tired.
ok la, bye bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, went to baby de blog.
hmm, ya, u r right. i am happy. haha.
then talk on the phone with him
then, sleep.
today, sianz.
POA, die liao lor, as i expected.
Finally exam over.
go meet shirleen they all
go tiong.
walk around.
go kpt, LC.
i only eat the almond jelly.
go see wat time is the movie.
1220.
walk around.
go up. buy nacho.
go in.
ade called me, ya.
ok. then watch...
hmmm, it shouldnt be pg...
ya, but if its not pg, we cant watch.
i almost cry....
nvm, keep on hearing got ppl play music.
its from the exit there...
hmmm, haha. so scary.
finish, decide to go vivo.
took bus.
reached, play water, and took pic.
then go home. wait for 65.
wait for 147.
walk home.
reach home.
now blogging.
he now going to ecp.
ya...
ok bye!
tml, going out, but not with him.
he with his friends.
lucky rq ask me, if not i will be staying at home again...
(:
ok bye!
POA less then 10 marks
Chem less then 10 marks
Phy less then 10 marks
Amath less then 15 marks
Chinese more then 25 marks
English more then 10 marks
Emath more then 30 marks
I shuo de chu zuo de dao. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Tommorow, POA.
I AM SCARED,BUT I DO NOT WAN TO DO ANYTHING.
I...
I dono...
Just, tml seems like ...
Everything going to end...
I don wish tml faster come.
haiz.
i got headache.
i am tired too.
but, i totally never study for poa,
i am scared.
I...................................................................... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, baby never blog cos his mother don let him on com.
ya, so i went to bed.
this morning.
don wan to wake up again.
but was force to, cos aunt today bathe early.
ya, prepare.
go take 147. saw my aunt.
no sf. go sch.
wa , tired sia...
nvm, paper start . do do do.
ya, so bored. planning to get 21/40
atleast i aim for a pass. haha
finish, wait for ade they all.
go out sch.
go take 147, while ade candice, huiqi and jiaxi go mac.
watch tv, then suddenly got this man stand up, head hit the dono wat, then i turn to mandy, "arm chio"?
then nelly oso, we three ren.
then he left, we da xiao.
haha.
reach, go eat.
go drink soya milk.mandy drink grass jelly.
go eat wanton mee.
ya, then ya. talk talk talk.
go my house.
bring barley walk walk.
actually play play.
haha.
then go home, take wallet go buy bubble tea, honey green tea.
go take 111, to commanwealth.
me nelly took 100 to the holland bus stop, wait for 106.
wait damn long.
then talk talk talk.
finally. come then reached
sms with baby.
go home.
ya, baby ask me bathe, and suddenly my com auto shut.
so no choice.
(:
ting baby de hua.
go bathe.
finish, watvh tv, sms.
comb barley hair.
now blogging.
ok bye!
baby haven reach home.
ya. tml POA, haha, say hi to zero.
ok bye!
now going to eat.
bye!
lata , hmmm.
slack.
tv.
read awhile bah, but i don think i will lor.
then ya.
sleep.
ok bye!
TML LAST PAPER!!!!!
HAHA.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
i am bored.
waiting for baby to blog.
lols.
waiting for the happiness.
hmmm, haven revise math yet.
nvm. hahah
ok bye!
-
just know my supect was right.
omg, y do i thk this way ne?
hmm, cos...
my mind wan it!
hahaha, ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd night.
was like cant sleep. i still eat marshmallow.
more awake, i siao liao.
i watched the ANTM.
So envy.
baby, ytd night sleep liao, cos he tired. ya...
so continue to watch.
u know wat!
the next eps will be shown at 25 may.zzz.
nvm, i will wait.(:
so nice to watch.
Every monday, 11pm.channel 5.
ok.
today don wan to wake up
bathe until 610.
late liao.
tie my hair. i pin up! cos i guai.
meet kx, took 147.
go sch.
sleep.
take temp,37.1
then start paper.
i start my secb then i see the time, onlt 15 mins past.
slowly do. but still fiish the whole paper within 30 mins.
sleep, teacher wake me up.
so i pretend check check paper.
then sleep.
finish.
jiaxi go meet FRIEND
mandy nelly huiqi candice go eat.
i go inter.
go vivo.
eat. walk around.
took 61.
rainin.
then wait for 92.
go home.
go down again.
blah.
watch tv.
sms.
fall asleep.
3 plus teacher haven come.
ya.
then come.
tuition.
do some question.
finish, today only 1hour.
ok then com.
sms.
ya, ok bye!
lata, maybe sms, go bathe,pack bag.tv.
sleep.
ok bye!
tml MATH PAPER1! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
edited_
ytd, hmm.
sms then sleep.
wake up, see the message.
go back sleep.
wake up on phone, go bathe. eat.
sms. tv. go downstairs pass the book to jiaxi.
blah, go market.
buy bubble tea.
goh ome.
now using com.
blogging. ok bye!
-
hmm, on phone with friend.
i was like veiwing my blog.
last time those post.
hmm, seriously.
i am like thinking smth...
maybe i should just keep it to myself.
i watched the i not stupid too again.
sad... almost, i said almost cried.
but never.
on phone again.
eat tirumisu
play with barley.
now blog.
ok bye!
i am hungry.
going to eat, (:
bye!
i got the olvl science chemistry examination notes.
but i guess i wont read bah, cos i dono test on wat topic, i oso dono which topic we have learn.
hmmm, ok bye!
lata, eat finish,
watch tv.
pack bag.
read abit?
sleep.
bye!
tml still got tuition at 3...
hmmm, ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, tml... sianz.
ok la bye!
today never go vivo.
ya, ok bye!
hmm, baby got new phone!
hahah, bcos of that phone. zzz
nvm, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
HELLO!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
i am bored. yes, i am.hahaha.
Ytd!!!!
errr, fall asleep.
With com on, and with my blog page.
OMG! MY SISTER! JASMINECHUASIHUI!!!
go read, zzz.
Still go my baby de blog. BAD!
Actually , its ok!
I sleep til half wake up, then i tot i dreaming when i see his blog page.
I oi-ed her, she then close the window.
wanted to reply message, but fall sleep.
i sended a blank message.
haha...
today wake up, go bathe.
smsed baby.
go down buy cake, sended my mother a sms.
hehe. then ya.
never see fish boy.
go home.
eat, now use com. blogging. ok bye.
lata eating steam boat.
then going vivo.
ya, ok bye!
tml, going out with baby.
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
edited_
ytd baby sleep damn early.
ya, then i sms until half sleep.
today wake up abt dono wat time.
smsed baby.
fall asleep.
then just right he sms me, i wake up. haha.
then ya continue.
then er, he go out with friends.
then i go out with friend too.
actually wan go clementi.
but never took 105 all the way to imm.
walk very long.
then dono wat to eat.
in the end swensens.
O.o 50 pluus.
omg, i paid 13 dollar.
rest my friend pay.
then go dai so, i wan buy smth to made and giive my mama de.
but nvm. go take 106.
go inter, take bus play play.
take until queensway .
took 100 home.
go buy bubble tea.
then go deposit.
go home.
blah. go out again.
forgot to bring phone lucky got bring my prepaid.
smsed baby.
then ya,
go west mall.
food court, i never eat, i haelp them buy drinks.
then ya, go buy the dogs thing. then go arcade. took neo print.
then played bballl.
then play the stupid thing.
haha, damn funny la.
then go buy hair band.
blah. go cousin house.
see snoopy.
haha.
so cute.
then go home.
blah, eat.
now com. ok bye!
baby haven play finish bball.
nvm, ok bye!
waiting for his sms.
ya, bye bye!
-
i dono wats wrong with me,
recently.
think too much.
just now i go hear the bei ai de nu ren,
)':
did i just )':?
err, shh.
haiz. now ok le... (:
bye! haha
baby now in lift .
haha, reaching home soon huh.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Hmm, baby today go out with his friends.
so i oso go out with my friends.
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Hmm, ytd sms til sleep. haha..
then ya.
today wake up.
go bath until 605.
done, waste lots of time in the bathe room. wtf right
then prepare everything.
wa, cramps. stupid.
go inter, forgot to bring my math stuff. fuck right.
then ya, nvm. i oso no mood to study.
on bus 147, ade late.
he on the same bus too!
hehe, went down walk to sch.
wlao.
nvm.
walk up stairs.
idiot.
i walk slowly, kx pull me.
the dono hu, R... kao la u!
its ok. haha
go back class. wa, really cannot tahan...
give out papers.
start paper. Freak...
do...stuck, skip.
question 2... zzz. f u la.
skip whole question
qns 3 was easy.
qns 4 wlao.
idiot.
nvm, go back to qns 1, do, found out i read wrong. do again .
can... haha...
stuck!
look at the qns, haha until time up!
haha, then go canteen. stupid ma.
nvm. go back LC.
sianz.
finish.
go eat chicken rice.
go kfc slack.
go 7-11
go library
baby come find me.
go ...
leave after awhile.
go wait for 63.
go chinatown.
ppl park.
zhen zhu fang.
err, china town point?
eat mac.
bus to sgh.
walk to sdc.
say bye to baby.
go up.
wait.
my turn.
changed colour.
RED! but not the red is smth red.
actually wan pink but ya.
then do finish took bus to das.
slowly take my time.
reach there 5 le.
then ya, go in damn funny aye.
they was like arguing abt the sweet .
cos michelle say not nice valrie say nice then they ..
damn funny
then ya, ok la.
done finish go home. walked to the bus stop.
wait for 111.
talk abt my life.
haha, wa damn angry.
F u la...
kpo!
nvm, don wish to say.
baby know can le. haha.
cut hair.
go bathe.
done. now blogging.
i think baby sleep le.
ya...
ok la, tml he going out with friend..
ya...
go la bye!
hmmm,
ILY! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
OMG!!!!
A New member arrive!!!!
wooohoo!
so damn small.
cutie!
haha
ok la bye!
-----------
he is eating.
ya, I LOVE YOU! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, i think...
hmm, i am happy.
sms until fall asleep.
3 plus wake up,
sms. one message.
then go sleep.
today damn tired
don wan wake up.
bathe, very pain my leg.
nvm, its ok.
leave house at abt 635.
reach at 640.
saw khai xin walk down. lols.
took 100.
ya, go sch.
he smsed me.
i am happy.
then in class , read.
but cant rmb anything.
start.
start writting rubbish.
then ya, all wrong.
finish.
no oral.
go tiong.
KPT, LC
i did not eat.
i go buy chocolate
go exit.
slack. then say go my house see barley.
so slack awhile go.
bring barley go play.
ya, hot.
go home, go buy bubbble tea.
Fuck la, bu shang ar...
see u got wrong ar, need so bitch anot. idiot.
i dk is tao yan de ren loh or wu liao de ren log.
lols.
point point point.
BITCH!
go jiaxi house, view blogs.
play wii.
so fun.
go home.
cos got the sickening tution.
ya reach home.
blogging.
i am dono wats my feeling now.
i think i am thirsty.
sianz.
ok la. bye!
tml is math paper2 and CLC.
ya, ok bye!
tml is friday.
ya, ok bye!
lata tuition.
bathe,
study?
eat?
sms?
sleep...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Yesterday, hmmm, smsing.
Was on the phone, with my FREIND.
Went to sleep at abt 12plus.
I am sad, really is sad.
But i promise someone not to be sad.
But i cant control.
This morning,
Cant wake up.
Wake up abt 545.
Bathe until half way, raining.
Bathe until 605.
I was like all the way, taking my own sweet time.
Wear my shock, shoe and skirt.
Leave house abt 636?
Was really damn late.
Reached, khaixin not there.
So i go, go to ade de bus stop.
Waited for 147.
Went up, saw khai xin.
Went to comman wealth,
Nelly went up the bus too!
I sleep, I am very happy, cos he smsed me, with...
Haha.
Go in sch, read abit phy.
Then take temp. , 37.2
Exam start, do.
Finish, sleep.
Collect paper.
Go to canteen.
Eat.
Saw him, I am like, never see him for quite few days.
Go the fourth floor, wait.
Talk alot and laugh alot.
MY TURN!
WOOOOO~~~~~
readed.
lalalala,
TIMES UP!
go in...
Ms tan.
Hmm, she very friendly, i like.
Read the passage, i dont know y, i read like i am lplaying with my friend, those ang mos.
I read total got abt 5 passage,
abt 3 passege. got ont word, moat.
i read moa without t, then change to with t.
then she take her pen, haiz.
nvm,
PIC!
hmm, it seems like a conversation.
Then conversation,
"Have you take part in any competition?"
"Now aday ppl encourage children to join ourdoor competition, why do u think so?"
"Why do u think our parent does not need to encourage them to join more outdoor competition when they are kids?"
haha, so easy.
ok ok la.
Then talked to cindy and berverley and mei yee
abt...
nvm, then mandy came down hear cindy talk.
then walk out with mandy.
145 just go.
so walked to the bm bus stop.
pei her wait 147.
came, i go.
go find ade they all.
slack.
go tiong park play.
go tiong slack.
go home.
buy bubble tea.
go home.
haiz.
watched tv.
played wii.
started with 10 mins slow jog.
then ya..
finihs, now using com and blog.
ok la. bye!
hmm, tml ss.
and chinese oral.
bye!
think i going to bathe, then study ,and SLEEP!
i am tired.
only sleep can make me, forget everything.
(:
I LOVE YOU! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Yesterday, did i do anything wrong?
Am i the one that is making my own life miserable?
Yesterday, i asked the quesion.
Now i regret asking that.
Yesterday, i do not know wat to do.
Tears just keep dropping.
I almost made a wrong step,
But i did not.
I am like thinking to myself,
how deep will i cut.
Next i want to try, one DEEP cut,
and not many many cut that only got abit blood.
Promise him not to cut till the day with him.
Even if i cut , i wont tell anybody.
Things will be all kept with me.
Many things seems useless,
ever since i read the message.
Morning i do not even wan to wake up to go sch.
I bathe slowly, until 605.
I seems not to care anything anymore.
I just walk one step count one step.
I wear my shoe, i leave my house at abt 627.
I reached the bus stop, khai xin haven come.
I saw my kinder garden friend.
The one that is once my bf,
He very smart.
He is in dont know what sch, but just its a good sch.
Khaixin came, waited for 111.
I talking become less.
In the morning, i talk less than 20 words.
My sms, still as per normal reply, very cheerful.
Reached sch, i did not study, study for what?
I did not plan to pass, so just day dream all the way.
Took temperature, 37.3.
How i wish, i was sick.
I can sleep more, and stop thinking.
Got the history exam paper, very thin.
Exam start, i start writing rubbish, really all rubbish.
I have no more time alr, left with 3omins, and i haven do section b.
So i did section b first.
I wrote 5 lines, i am just simply repeat the question again, and not answering the question.
I did my 1b, all i write is oso rubbish.
My history, i can just go die.
After that still got time, i wrote, my feeling on the paper,
Once again, almost cant control.
Mr chui collect paper, kahixin and weiqi keep on saying abt history.
i mean is like, paper alr pass , wat for discuss.
Pass the key to andrew, walk out of class.
Walk with ruiqing.
Go canteen, waited for lingyi.
Go buy food, go back sit.
Eat,Wlao, almost... But never.
BC came over, talk to lingyi, while i stare at the space.
They Discuss abt amath, i did not bother.
But i take my notes out and read, while mandy read my book.
Waited for the time to come.
Go up hall, sit down, temperature taking, 37.1?
Give out paper.
Start exam.
Do, until cant do alr, just skip.
I finish in 30 mins, 1hour, looking at the clock. thinking of him.
Finished!
Collect paper.
GO with shirleen they all, go tiong.
Walked there.
I.... hmm.
Reached, they go kopitiam no place, KPT its such a LC place
Saw jiaxi they all.
In the end, go mac.
I did not eat, cos i dont feel like eating.
I was, low... I know, i know i should not be like this.
But, cant help it.
Jiaxi they all, come mac too.
I... nvm.
We took mrt to commanwealth, go 4o floor.
I recalled back.
I am sad, a sudden urge.
I wanted to climb over that thing.
But i did not, Cos i dono how to climb.
2 time, i was not able to control.
I lousy right?
Stupid me, everytime like to say ppl stupid,
mei xiang dao i am actually de more stupid de.
Go to 5 floor got ppl.
So went o the CC, care center.
Saw one group of new towners.
Playing lame and childish game,
Its hot and he is taking a nap at home.
I stare into the space. AGAIN!
Smth funny happen.
Go home, took 111.
Go buy bubble tea, saw my sister and mother.
Go hospital, cos... my sister... nvm.
Buy, walked back, once again, i controlled!
YES, but i am sad.
On the com, stuff myself with food.
Now blogging, he still sleeping.
Hmm, played wii, sweat alot.
Ya continue to blog.
Lata go bathe,
Wait for him to wake up and sms me.
Err, not studying my phy, cos. (:
then should be going to sleep.
Ya, ok bye!
LOVE YOU! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, aunt came down from bukit batok to help us fix.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
haha, then ya, play play play.
cos my tuition teacher haven come.
abt 5 she then come.
in side, i was like dream day and almost fall asleep.
then ya, was told to wash face.
so ya, go in, clear.
listen,hmm, now i forgot le hehe.
then come out,
smsed him.
played with wii.
haha, then ya.
eat.
played with barley!
CHINESE!!!! OVER.
haha.
ya, haven study for history yet.
ya, now going to bathe. then going to study.
ok bye!
he go sleep le.
i oso go sleep.
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sms.
then sleep.
today wake up. dono wat i dream of...
bath until half raining
go sch, hmm...
took bus 147.
reach sch, sleep.
wa, class no teacher, national anthem nobody sing. haha.
take temp. 37.2
chinese.
err... write the si han...
write write write, until left with 50 mins
for my compo.
do, all write rubbish, omg.
nvm, go for recess.
hmm, milo!
hehe...
go back class.
blah, damn funny.
take temp again 37.1
then start.
woohoo!
do do do.
tot no time rush, wlao. in the end still got like 10 mins.
my paper all crosses.
zzz. nvm, lie on the table.
dono wat am i thinking.
after that, walk with shirleen back to their home,
then i from there take 147.
i sweating like hell.
on bus home.
at bm, woohoo...
some one came up the bus.
lols.
nvm, then watched the ryan higa video.
then ya,down there laugh...
reach go buy bubble tea.
go home.
then eat.
then fix de wii.
FUCK lor
wasted 1hours plus on that stupid wii.
nvm, now blogging. lor.
4 i got tuition. now damn tired. haven study for history.
shit!
hate it... nvm...
it ok... let me plan...
after tuition, go bathe, abt 615.
start studying.
lols.
then ya... ok la. bye!
tired! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, came back from imm.
hmm, b4 that watch de hong xin da jiang.
damn funny, got the parrot fly.
then my aunt say is pigeon,
we all laught ,
then my mother correct her,
but say wrongly, she go say is peacock.
haha.
lame lor.
then go imm, eat pepper lunch.
then cost 101.70
hehe
then go buy ice cream, i eat de is 4.50
cousin oso buy de same.
then go gaint.
wa, we buy damn lots of things.
then ya, in the end spent 500 .
ahha.
go home.
play with barley.
wkao, my toe, barley de teeth.
):
then nvm
hmm, he now at jj de cousin de shop.
sianz. ok la. bye!
in the end, i really no study!
haha.
tml, i dono wat will happen...
zao ju... die liao.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, ytd sms until haft fall asleep again.
today wake up.
O.o got spam by him! haha
i read de message , down there smiling.
haha.
then ya, wake up, lie on the bed.
then go cook the dono wat.
watch tv, eat until haft then do wan eat.
play with barley.
i keep sneezing.
sianz.
then ya, now bloggging.
my aunt bring barley down walk walk.
then my aunt lost barley.
my father say my aunt play hide and seek with barley.
haha, they took different lift.up down.
haha.
ya found it.
he just woke up!
so late hor.
hahah.
not going out with him, he going study with his friend.
haha, this weekend, i never study a single thing.
wonder how i pass my mid year.
in the end, he got study.
sianz.
ok la. bye!
wa, now i not feeling well.
sianz.
everytime exam like that de...
haiz...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, just now went out with him.
hmm, i don have shoe.
cos my sister wear.
cant be possible ask me to wear high heel right.
so i wear the shoe that i bought it abt 3 years ago.
my aunt wear oso nth.
i wear then like that, maybe i not use to the shoe.
took 147 to bm, walk to the library.
then wait for him.
he came, then go in. still need to 'check in'
lame lor.
go in, no place.
but got damn lots of object.
decide to go queenstown library.
walk to tnet.
got the malay dono wat thing, omg.
nvm, just walk. then missed 32.
so wait for 145.
walk in...
my leg!
nvm, then go in, oso need 'check in'
then saw mucus, jason, hans, dong hoon. and one more girl.
walk walk. saw rachel, pk de stead.
then ya. no place to sit.
then took bus to comman wealth.
went to 40 floor.
see see look look.
go to the 5 floor.
sit sit talk talk.
blah.
go sheng song.
go wait bus.
145, walked home.
my leg really ...
he say i ti ki
lol, ti ki = stubborn
i am... hhee.
walk home.
he go to chinatown meet friend.
i go home, barley go lick my wound.
then ya, wash it.
eat, tv.
then now my wound not pain le!
ok, he now bathing,
waiting foe his sms, ok bye!
in the end = no study!
haha.
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
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ytd, hmm...
ya, i did stare at my ceiling while listening to song.
and waited.
some how i got tired.
and, closed my eyes.
mother came in, and ask me to sleep.
she see me like sick sick.
she touched me and say i abit hot, when the air con is cold.
so she go out refill my water bottle and give it to me, i never touch it at all.
she off the lights, take my spect.
i continue wait for his sms, while listen to music.
i lie on the bed, feeling really sleepy, but he haven sms me.
so i tried my best to stay awake.
but i fall asleep.
suddenly i heard my phone got sms, i wake up and see, its his second sms.
so i replied.
not u wake me up, is i auto wake up de, really.
(:
then smsed him,
i dono y he think this way, but i think things will get better bah, since he say he wanna change.
after that i fall asleep again after i replied him which is at abt 1.30plus..
at abt 3plus, i woke up with no reason. see my phone.
got his 2 message.
read and did not reply, cos he say don reply.
went back to sleep.
lie on the bed, awhile then i fall asleep.
at abt 7 plus.
i wake up. see my phone. no message, he haven wake up yet.
so i waited, and and, i dreams of smth i don wish to happen.
i hope my this dream don come true.
i dono y i dream of this dream... scared!
slowly the aircon like not working,
very hot cant sleep, so roll around the bed.
look at my phone.
slept.
abt 9 plus, wake up again,
smsed him?
should be bah, i forgot.
the again, look at the ceiling.
father wake up i pretent to sleep.
continue, stare in the the space.
sleep again.
10 plus, wake up.
this time no more going back to sleep.
but i am tired.
look at my phone message deleted some.
sent item oso delete.
i see, found out then my cousin and one more person smsed me, i reply my cousin...
in my dream, and i totally forgot, so i went to see wat i reply,
luckily i never anyhow reply.
look at my phone, see see look look.
my sister hone rang, i wake her up.
she went out with kimberly.
as for me, he haven wake up.
so decide to blog, so i on the com.
father call me, i go out help ah ma.
played with barley, and i lock barley outside
hahah, i know i very bad.
then went in the room blog.
now, blogging.
father call me, i go help again.
now continue blogging.
ya, nth to blog le, waiting for him to sms me.
bye!
--------------------------------------
i just wan a long lasting relationship!
is this to much for me to request?
smsed kevin asked if he wanna go pool.
he at SC, so nvm.
then finally.
he woke up...
(:
but.... nvm.
hmmm. now is 2 puls,
i tot is 4 plus le.
ya, now waiting for his reply.
he wanna go study, i wan to go out.
lol. study so sian.
in the end,
going study.
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, let me post abt today.
although never go out with him. but i still enjoy abit.
before i went out, i use the com, watch tv.
and i went down stairs with my mother to buy bubble tea.
b4 i went down, i eat the flu medicine.will sleepy de.
buy finsih, walked back down stairs.
saw 3 guys with one girl.
they went up, me and my mother went up too!
they say want to bring barley to my cousin's house.
so we bought it.
cab.
reach.
played with barley.
i am tired, and not feeling too well.
but still played.
played wii, after my aunt watch finish the darma show.
my age is 24.O.o
BMI - healthy 20
wahaha.
sweat man.
he said he cold, i was like so hot over my cousin house.
he cold at safra.haha.
eat. and drank jolly shandy.
bring barley home.
in the cab, wanted to sleep.
but i carrying barley, she keep moving.
cant.
reach, run with barley.
my flu like recover le.
but i now very tired.
hmm, he went to purmei play bball.
now i am at home, after blogging, i am going to stare at my ceiling.
and wait for his sms (:
hmmm, bye!
I WAN TO BUY WII! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmm... nth...
don feel like sleeping...
so sms sms. then tired le, go sleep.
then ya...
today 920 wake up...
lie on the bed, so sianz...
then sms...
actually wan go run, but sister never wake up...
then nvm, wake up wanted to folo him de. but his friend don wan.
):
then eat... i eat damn lot, dono y...
maybe cos.... ya, nvm la.
then watch tv.
now using sister de laptop to blog.
cos she wan to watch mobtv
ya, hmm... starting i abit sad la, but now nvm la.
ok bye!
lata maybe going out.
hmmm...
hiaz.
lala, so bored.
he studying, i at home slacking.
-------------------------------
many things went through my mind...
lala, lols.
don need be sry, just know ur mistake can le.
haha, lalala.
sianz...
sianz sianz sianz...
lala
ok la bye!
ILY ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
during trg sticks? in class, mr chui period eh, guess hu is this! haha trg, steffi take de.no skill trg. EXIT! ade! eating pizza!the pizza quite nice. random as soon as possible? ahah o.o haha in mrt. new de! nice right! fish boy de stall! barley while doing ss, wrote this.'rubbish' SF at the furama, my hair so not nice. ahah my smlie so fake. braces! blur de star! BKS BKS KEVIN!!! WOOO. me and benson face got cutted! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, let me think...
went to bed at abt 12?
11 plus?
idk.
today almost late, 536 then wake up.
go bathe.
dry hair.
tie hair.
prepare everything.
eat.
wear shoe.
leave house.
up on bus 100? or 111.
go holland.
wait for ade, 2 147 gone.
got sf.
ade came, took 147.
walk to sch.
asked andrew to take key.
he went,
pei-ed ade take key.
sit down.
sing.
listen to TALKS!
sleep, mr chui kick my shoe.
chua tio , wake up.
finish. go class.
open door.
sit down put bag,
take temp.
got paper.
start paper.
write name.
do paper.
did secret.
its a secret... (:
finish.
sleep.
mr chui say time up, i chua tio again.
wake up, hand up paper.
go recess.
bought the dono wat
eat. give one to cindy.
go back class.
COLD!
sit down.
start paper.
read passage a.
read question.
do question.
read passage b.
read question.
do question.
summary.
underline.
write all point in paper.
cancel until less then 150 word.
copy to new piece.
copy, 1 page and 1/5 page.
played with my watch.
mr chui walk to my table look at me.
put down, put my head on the table.
sleep? no, cant sleep. think smth.
but i forgot.
collect paper.
ENGLISH DONE!
(:
take bag.
go out.
asked RQ where she going.
she dono.
go down. smsed him.
ask him meet where.
he said dono...
ask him fast think.
he say go with friend eat.
i followed shirleen they all.
walk to bm, mac and kfc no space.
go tiong.
in bus, we damn noisy.
reached, go kfc.
saw sf and jazreel.
i... nth (:
go queue up buy things eat.
order.
go back.
eat.
finish. i dono wat i thinking.
finish go popular.
FUCK, don have...
go more than words.
actually wan to buy with him de, but he with his friends.
nvm, bought for shirleen bday.
which is TOMORROW!
everybody go home.
no no, lydia, cherlyn, shuyu, jiawen and berverley
go study.
me quiting shirleen and ruiqing go home.
i not go home, i follow them, cos i oso waiting for him...
walked from tiong to zhang de pri sch.
say bye bye to qiuting.
me shirleen and ruiqing continue our journey.
walk here walk there.
the road is MINE!
walk to kim tian say bye bye to ruiqing.
me and shirleen.
i walk with her to her block down stair de lift.
cos i am waiting for him to finish.
i continue the journey MYSELF.
reach de bus stop.
wanted to sms him
wat time he finish de. thinking to go home myself.
jiaxi called me.
answer .
aske me where is khai xin. i said i dono.
then ask her she in sch ar.
i say i go find her.
took bus 147 to the bus stop b4 mac.
in bus sms him i go home myself.
walk to sch.
sweating.
he still with friends.
sms tell him i in sch slack.
walk up to 4 floor.
see wat they doing.
go toilet.
went up.
take out amath book, which i am suppose to study with him...
to read.
sit on the stairs.
finally they finished.
put back my books.
sit on the handle there.
finish.
take bag go one floor down.
put bag at stairs.
from there climb the handle up to the 4 floor.
then sit on the other sit de handle.
finish.
walk out of sch.
wat am i thinking, seriously.
go kfc.
bought milo.
drink... DAMN COLD!
finish waited for 147.
come. sit .
change place .
sit alone.
jiaxi and ade sit tgt.
i slept.
reach.
walk home.
say bye to jx.
walk.
took lift.
go in house.
played with barley.
phone rang.
replied sms.
play.
watch tv.
now blogging.
ok bye!
-------------------------------------
♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, again. fall asleep.
then ya.
today wake up
got 3 message
then go bathe.
then reply.
then my ezlink not in my pocket.
then nvm, took my aunt de card.
go mac. eat.
then go sch.
then go class room.
sleep. blah blah.
then take the temp. then back to sleep.
then chinese.
then blah.
then english.
i damn tired..
but i still listen.
then recess.
then blah.
then history.
0.o
i gave the keep to Jx and ask her to pass it to Xj.
then Xj got duty.
the whole class waited outside.
hah.
then the class too noisy
go outside que up in 2 then go in class again.
haha.
then blah blah.
then is phy.
but do math.
haha.
then arrange table and chair.
then lunch
then eat eat.
go the watever room again.
then ya.
then do do do... then ya...
cold!
finish. return keys walk out with mandy.
then at bus stop
i start my journey to meet him.
then ya wait at the inter ...
wait wait.
then took 198 go comman wealth.
then took 105 to imm.
105 very long then come. lols.
then reach imm. go popular. don have! WTF.
i not happy....
in the end buy other, and i bought a pen.
then go eat mos burger.
then ya go home.
the 105 very fast come le.
then ya...
reach . walkt o shop and save.
then buy new paper.
then walk to deposit money.
then go home.
then ya, reach home. barley followed me...
haha.
then forgot to sms ...
haha. then ya sms sms.
then go bathe.
done sms ...
he now eating.
i 8 got tuition.
OMG! TOMORROW!
english pp1 n 2
haha.
sup sup sui.
cos... u should know la...
WAHAHAH
then ya...
ok bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
i dono WATS wrong with me la...
but its true Wat, my life....
OMG, its just like that...
Wat i said to my mother is all true.
pls la... no one understand me...
Wat i can say, si jiu si la.
whatever... no one cares.
right?
i dono y i think things way. maybe that is my personality.
wat i can say abt is.
i am hot temper...
that's it.
but i can tolerate.
sometime i am angry but just did not say out, cos u treasure the relationship.
and i don think its worth for my sudden anger to destroy it...
haiz. nvm... bye!
------------------------------
wat i wan is trust and truth,
thats all.
(: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, sleep damn early de.
cos i did my hw, actually oso never finsh
haha. then went to sleep after my hair dry.
then ya, sms sms.
then go to bed at 10 plus? or 9plus?
idk
then today wake up got 2 message
from eunice.
say wat i never reply. pls la. i sleep liao leh.
zzz, then blah.
go sch. in 147, sleep.
then in class sleep.
then ya, pe sleep all the way.
then is math, then phy but we do math.
then recess. du zi tong, i dono wat happen. after i wake up like that le.
then eat eat.
then chem...
hmm, got back test paper. 11 over 30.
ahaha.
then ya, do correction.
then POA, errr....
poa again copied!
i really think , how can i pass my poa like that.
nvm, then lunch.
during poa was liekt hinking wat to eat.
hmm.
lols,. then eat. then math.
did phy.
lols. totally dono wat he teaching.
know abit, but do wrong haha..
then chem.
hmmmm, got the 'test' so do do do.
then ya... more is comman sense and text book.
then finish. i slowly... cos ...
ya i not meeting anyone...
i am sad, yes. but nvm.
fist time in my life i felt so lonely.
but its ok.
then wait for everytbody to go out, i lock the door.
return key.
go canteen say hi to lynn.
go toilet change to fbt.
then walked out...
with my the other phone.
i press press press , press dao xia yu tian.
"ai shang ni wo zhong zai xue hui ji mo de zi wei."
"yi ge ren chen san" lol i never open my yu san, haha.
then go 147 bus stop.
at the traffic light saw 2 147 go liao.
then wait wait wait.
147 came.
then go up. then go buy bubble tea.
i walk , my skirt keep come up, don like.
lols. then go home.
then reach home. eat.
drink . tv.
then tv tv.
then now com.
hmm, if got trg, i now then reach home.
haha.
ok la. he now sleeping, should be
then ya... ok la. bye!
now finding ai ru caho shui this song.
lol. haha.
bye!


there is this friend of mine. some times i really wanna just tell her,
FUCK OFF MAN!
i got one more friend,
just really, i would like to rant abt him.
omfg, u... u... idoit...
i knew it... u are just like other guys.
isnt it?
oh, watever.
eh eh, LAST LOONG HUH!
MORON! and i am right to not choose u...
n, now u got stead never tell me.
F u la...
i don wanna talk abt u anymore...
stupid.DESPO!aiya anw i oso dono u.
starting alr know u are a flirt le lor!
BYE flirty! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmm
did de ss.
more the 2 hours.
lols. then do do do.
sms sms sms.
then someone called me, so we chat chat chat.
was like doing summary. actually haven started but going.
then put down, continue.
blah.
then sms sms.
do finish pack bag
sms sms,
fall asleep.
then ya.
today wake up...
then bathe.
bathe finish
got sms. o.o
then i see,
hmm, he wake up so early.
then sms sms .
then i leave house. then took 147.
got sf.
then ya. go sch take key.
then blah blah blah..
then chinese. i forgot do wat le.
english, hmmm, i oso forgot do wat...
math, hmm. really i totally forgot.
then recess. blah eat.
then math. hmmm, let me think ...
erm, blah blah.
then reading. never do ...
haha.
then alife go halll.
then sit...
abt 130 plus got one flying thingy
then wkao, infront of me and mandy then we shift back
then blah blah.
then after that go inter.
then ya.
blah blah blah
then took 147 home.
then ya, eat pizza hut then now using com.
ok la bye. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, ytd sms until fall asleep.
haha.
abt 7plus
wake up got 4 message
one from Yq
one from JX
2 from him.
realied.
then when back to sleep. then wake up again see phone.
kevin smsed. ask mi when i go home early.
lols. cos he wan see barley.
then when back to sleep.
then i read the message the yq send me, lol
i don understand all. haha.
then lie one the bed.
think think think.
i think i think too much le.
(:
then go bathe
then finish eat. then blogging.
then ya. ok lor.
sms ing. then ya... ok bye!
got ss, math? english?
just got damn lot of hw . haha.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
oh freak it!
i dono wat happen.
dono is too long never drink or wat.
i don like peach brezzer.
i think next time i buy lime de better!
haha,
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, sms sms.
then sleep.
today 6plus wake up. see phone 6plus only!
go back sleep,
then wake up again, 9 only still no calls.
then forced myself to sleep.
then 10 plus wake up thinking y haven call.
then damn tired but cant sleep alr.
then finally , sms.
yes!
then sms sms.
then go bathe.
then meet at the 147 bus stop.
then the tian qi really...
then sit there dono where to go.
147 go 105 go 106? go
lol. then decide to take any bus to go to the holland bus stop.
then 147 came.
then decide to go suntect.
then ya. took 196.
blah blah.
then go walk walk.
o.o i dono got playground outside.
then de play ground further in still got the place for ppl sit. lols. then ya stay there quite long.
then ya...
its not counted!
haha
then go to orchard?
cinelesure eat?
then walk walk.
then go dono where.
walk walk. go the car park.
at top de...
then ya...
stay there quite long too.
then go walk around...
at takashimaya.
then ya, took his phone and read message.
err, actually...
if got sms girl, i am ok with it now...
haha.
ok la... not jealous.
then go find bus stop to go furama.
walk damn long.
then walk again.
then finally.
then wait for 123
then go there. wait for cousin they all to come.
then ya, go find them.
then wait wait wait
aunt came.
go in . sit . eat . sms . talk . go home. wait cab.
reach home. now blogging.
then ya... smsing too!
ya, need to edit my blog.
(:
ok la bye!
tml i not going out... sianz. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, PPL i deleted smth from my blog ACCIDENTLY!
haha...
tml will edit it! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd....
hmm, u!
sleep for the damn whole day!
nvm.
today wake up damn tired.
lols.
then bathe.
blah. dono so late le.
then go inter.
took 147.
go sch!
then err... forgot wat happen le...
many things happen
then trg.
hmm, tired!
tired!
really tired!
and my wrist pain!
nvm. then recess.
never eat, cool right!
haha.
then go hall. go the denist.
then ya. damn cold in hall la.
then blah blah.
then go ps.
then eat swensens.
then ya , i like the green with envy!
woohoo!
then took bus back to tiong,
sleep sleep.
then ya.
walk to the opp tiong de bus stop.
then took 32. saw that gess person.
ade de senior. he talk like china...
lols.
then alight.
sms...
then go in... sms... then ya, i was quite once again.
nvm, then got the oral pic is i got see b4 de.
lols.
the dono is wrap present or open present.
lols.
nvm, finish le.
then go home.
not home. when to market.
then buy lots of things.
then go home. now blogging.
ok la bye!
hmm, go hw!
alot but nvm haha.
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Are you single –Shh…
2. Are you happy – YES!
3. Are you bored –ya, thats y I do this quiz right?
4. Are you fair – O.o no.
5. Are you Italian – NO!
6. Are you intelligent –erm, nope!
7. Are you honest – white lies only!
8. Are you nice – to ppl that I like
9. Are you Irish -? NO!
10. Are you Asian – Yes.

10 Facts
1. Name:Chua SiXuan
2. Nick: hmm, Idk
3. Birth place: NUH
4. Hair colour: not sure, but I know its pure
5. Natural Hair style: a little natural curl
6. Eye colour: black?
7. Birthday: 27 july 94
8. Mood:happy
9. Favourite colour: BLUE
10. One place you want to visit: dunno

10 things about my love life
1. Have you ever been in love: yes?
2. Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes.
3. Do have currently have a crush - yes
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart – not sure
6. Have you ever have your heart broken – yes
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them –yes
8. Are you afraid of commitment - no
9. The last person you hugged - ^^
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to – ^^

10 This or That
1. Love or Lust - love
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard liquor
3. Cat or Dog – DOGS
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – a few best friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy - crunchy
6. Pencil or Pen - pencil
7. Wild night out or Romantic Night in - Wild night out
8. Money or Happiness – BOTH...happiness more important
9. Night or Day - night
10. IM or phone - .phone

10 Have you ever
1. Been caught sneaking out – NO! I am guai
2. Seen a polar bear – zoo?
3. Done something you regret – yes?
4. Bungee jumped – wish to
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – er, sweet?
6. Finish entire jaw breaker -??
7. Been caught naked -no
8. Wanted an ex gf/bf back – nah.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – my mum did. haha
10. Wanted to disappear –YES

10 preferences in a partner
1. Smile or Eyes - BOTH!!
2. Light hair or Dark hair – dark hair
3. Hugs or Kisses –both
4. Shorter or Taller - taller
5. Intelligent or Attraction -both
6. Topman or Zara -topman
7. Funny or Serious – funny
8. Older or Younger - older
9. Outgoing or Quiet - outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad -sweet

10 Have you's
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd -ya
2. Ever talked on the phone for more than 1 hour – Yes…
3. Ever walked on hands – siao.
4. Ever been to a rock concert –O.o er. no
5. Ever been in a cheerleading team – no
6. Ever been in a dance team – yes
7. Ever been in a sports team - yes
8. Ever been in a drama play –yes
9. Ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley –no
10. Ever been in a rap video –no

10 last's
1. Last phone call you made –mama
2. Last person you hugged - ^^
3. Last person you hang out with – mother?
4. Last person you worked for – don have
5. Last person you talked to – mother?
6. Last person you IM – err, forgot
7. Last person you texted – ^^
8. Last person you went movie with –someone?
9. Last person/things you missed – ^^
10. Last website visited – www.pearlynchuasixuan.blogspot.com ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sms until sleep.
lol. then i was like typing rubbish.
haha.
today wake up.
go inter.
hmmm,
see no jia xi, and not khai xin.
i tot they left.
smsed jiaxi
she say she go sch fisrt.
then khaixin come liao.
lols. smsed ade ask she meeting us anot.
then ya.
then er, up on 147
yeah then got sf.
then go sch.
then blah.
tired...zzz...
then english.
sleep for like 2 period.
then last period wake up then do watever she ask us to do.
then ya, chinese, get back paper.
hmm, disappointed.
nvm, then recess.
hmm, then math.
then sianz...
then ss.
o.o
i standed for 2 period.
wth right.
lols. i am miss borrow book get caught.
lol. smth like that de la...
cos of last week borrow book , then she saw.
lols.
i got answer her question leh.
nvm, then lunch.
blah blah.
then POA, err. copy again.
i am like thinking,
exam wat will happen to me...
wat will i do?
lols.
nvm.
then ya, took my time to pack.
mandy go meet mr tan.
then ya.
i slowly walk.
the sun so big.
then blah. blah...
WAHAHA...
then 6 walk to bus stop.
then wait for bus .
then walk home.
then reach home...
ok, then bklah.
then now com.
fucking damn hell whole phone.
zz.
nvm.
then now deleting messge.
ok la bye!
damn tired! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, sms until half fall asleep. haha.
then today...
i very damn tired.
so i smsed jx i not meeting her go mac le.
then i 630 wake up
blah.
then i not going to mac, cos i late.
took cab to sch.
all alone!
u, sleep until so late.zzz
then reach sch.
go class. err... take out amath book read.
woo! i am so guai.
then lynn came and sit with me
then cindy came, pei her go eat.
then i sit there read.
lols. once again so hardworkiing.
then go back sit down.
lols.
then damn hot cos i never go mac.
haha.
then go ack class chinese.
hmm, do the zuo ye.
then english.
err, i sleep. until 10?
i wake up and start to write rubbish.
then recess.
milo sew mai.
then is history.
totally sianz.
then blah
er, phy.
dono wat he teaching again.
haah. then lunch.
mee siam.
then go the wat room.
starting damn hot.
then ending damn cold.
wtf, the test is no longer a test le.
wlao. actually nvm la.
haha.
then finish.
go out of sch.
then 'pei' mandy wait for 145
haha.
walk to inter.
took 198
then take to the 92 bus stop.
then took 92 to pandan valley.
then took 156 to clementi.
the 147 home.
walk to the dono wat block. lols.
sit there damn long la...
then hmm , 640?
found out that tuition teacher alr reach.
lols. then go home.
then ya. blah. tuition.
finish sms ...
eat.
then ya... now blogging.
ya, err. tml...
hmmm nth much...
omg, poa. i hate it.
nvm, then ya. ok
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmm.
ya did math only and did not finish it!
hehe.
then go sleep le.
today wake up.
damn tired really.
then go bath, i wan cut short the bathing time.
then in the end same time come out, cos i don have my watch.
then finish, prepare everything.
go back sleep.
then wake up, eat abit.
then go inter.
then go ade de bus stop.
then ya. blah.
go sch. hmm
go back class.
then er, see everybody sitting outside.
i mean is like, oso not i take key...
is andrew take leh. wth.
nvm, sms while copying phy?
yes.
then sing finish.
sleep.
then walk to hall.
sms sms.
then blah.
then go to phy lab?
yeah. blah. sms sms
then do the experiment.
so boring, but its cool.
then got math ws.
then blah. recess.
did not feel like eating.
so buy milo and sew mai. lols. in the end oso eat.
but lesser then last time.
then chem, hmmm.
ms chin angry!
she tear the paper.
lols, he own paper la.
cos we never do her hw.
lols.
so she say do finish.
she not going through.
so copy copy. hehe.
then poa.
hmmm, this period oso copy de...
u know wat? i am going to fail my poa!
yes i m..
then he tell me he go toilet, then i go see.
lol did not see, then i look down saw him downstairs talking to his friend.
lol. peng you man tian xia.
lol. then lunch.
bought milo again. and a sandwich.
woohoo! A sandwich.
hahah
then go back. is math.
did the emath paper 1.
freak it!
ppl is do question, i am down there clearing my answer.
fuck right.
nvm. ding dong ding dong.
chem!
go through paper.
then test!
haha, dono how do again. hehe.
then do do do...
i all write rubbish.
then done.
go trg.
lol.
do warm up.
layup.
passing layup.
break.
5v5.
me, lingyi, mandy, nelly and cindy
huiying, steffi, lynn, ruiqing and peiyu.
play play play.
hmm, i miss lots of rebound.
then miss lot of shooting.
then ya.
and i fall...
its ok,
then continue play.
then i got the ball.
LAYUP!
miss it... my hand bang to the pole,
fcuk.
nvm.
then play again, wrist starting to pain.
then blah, again a left hand layup.
miss it, Fuck right...
then finish...
go rest. then second time, coach ask me rest.
with steffi and nelly.
then ya. talk talk talk.
saw gary come.
aww, so sweet.
lols.
then they play finish.
do the jump thingy.
then ya, jump. i dono how many time, but i think its fun.
then stretching.
my leg, ache.
now don have le.
then go blah.
fuck leh, no body take the ball.
then my hand pain, poa books, water bottle, shoe bag.
then i still take one ball.
idiot!
then go up.
change. then blah...
then walk out of sch...
alone!
no la, i am isolated!
nvm, and YOU! fall asleep. make me so lonely.
lols.
then go mac.
blah.
wait for 147.
then go up. sit.
again... isolated.
walk home.
then ya...
reach home.
on com.
go eat.
then finally u reply!
then sms sms. eat finish.
blog.
ok then ya.
tml got Amath test...
i dono wat chapter.
if i not wrong is, actually i dono.
haha.chapter 7?
nvm, not studying anw.
got hw!!!!
nvm, gtg bath.
lols.
ok la. bye!!!!
------------
its over aye.
(:
hope everything will be better!
yes!
haha.
^^ ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd cant sleep.

cos really very hot.

he sleep liao.

lols.

nvm. then force myself to sleep.

sleep.

today mother woke me up.
pull me up
then never wake up.
then call again. wake up.
then bathe!
no watch, lose it.
nvm. blah.
hair dryer oso cannot make it lols.
only drink milo
then go inter.
then ya...
took 147.
read the ci yu shou ce
lols. then ya, go sch hmm, i forgot wat i do le.
then go find shirleen.
ask her abt the question 15.
she oso dono how do. in the end found out is not i wrong is the answer behind wrong.
lols.
nvm,chinese...
hmm. test.
lol. dono how to read. haha.
ask ask. ok then all rubbish ...
then do do do...
finish. stare at the space untill bell ring
english.
hmm, forgot wat we do le...
do situational writing...
then blah.
math do do do... i know how do.
but if u just give me the question i dono...
i now hate math le.
recess
eat the janpanese stall.
cannot finish...
sianz.
then math. do do do.
then reading say wan do oso never do haha.
then alife. sianz do ws. then take out math.
dono wat reason.
keep the ws , then dono do wat.
then after sch go toilet.
then saw hy and mandy go fins nelly and hq.
then pei nelly and mandy go dnt de toilet...
then walk out with shirleen.
then blah.
lols.
go vivo. then walk wlak. then
go to the top. sit down.
blah. hmmm, ^^
lols.
then go home.
then took 145.
saw hongmeng at queenstown
then saw andrew and enshuo at holland.
then ya. walk home.
then reach home on com.
go eat.
then use com. then now blogging. lols.
hmmm, hw. tml still got chem. test. sianz.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm,
just now went to do hw.
i was again pc.
which i dono y.
then do the ss, wtf 2h plus. do finish.
simply thinking and planning i took 1h30mins.
then rewrite i took 1h.
freak right, nvm.
then do math.
hmmm, stuck at first question. cos i do extra. wth right.
then nvm do do do. until question 15.
i got 57.4
i tot correct leh.
then the answer is 54.4
then i do again, my answer correct leh. then i don wan to liao.
haha.
then pack bag.
tml i am not gonna carry the stupid fila bag.
lols.
btw tml oso not alot of books, haha.
tml chinese test.
hehe, never learn again...
lol.s
sianz. hope tml not in a sleepy mood.
if not sure die.
but now i cant sleep leh...
lols. how?
sianz...
la la la...
sianz...
the tian qi so hot...
so hot until cannot sleep.
lols..
i must cut away my lols le...
i will try my best not to reply lols.
haha,
hmmm. sianz..
tml, reading must do liao. cannot sleep.
haha, hmm. tml will be a light day if chinese test is over.
i scare i not time lor.
sianz...
but tml after sch!
haha.
lols.
ok la. i should go force myself sleep le ...
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd sms sms until fall asleep.
haha, damn stupid.
i didnt press send.
lols.
abt 3plus mama, take my spect then i wake up.
my phone still on my pillow.
then see, never send.
haha.
then see 2 message .
replied.
lols.
i cant fall asleep.
really.
cant.
actually wan to spam him, but did not wan to wake him up.
then lie down then sleep.
abt 6 plus wake up again. see phone.
6 plus only.
it takes awhile for me to sleep again.
then 7 plus wake up again.
lol. then sleep.
then 9 plus wake up agian.
sianz. smsed him.
then he charging phone.
abt 1059 sms him again.
heven done yet.
wake up to watch tv.
on le, wan lie down.
hit my head on the walk.
pain neh.
nvm, then watch tv.
blah blah,.
waited for his message.
then sms sms.
then blah.
on com.
change my blog again.
song oso cahnge.
then ya.
played with barley.
lols.
then go bathe.
come out.
now blogging...
shit, my ss haven do.
haha...
totally forget abt it.
no wonder, mandy so early do.
lol.
then ya...
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, came back..lol.
go there walk around.
decide to go white dog cafe.
then saw huiqi and huiying...
lol.
then eat damn lot can.
then go up walk water again.
then play sissor paper stone.
wa, i never lose hehe.
then go arcade.
then blah...
then played ddr.
i noob man, i dono how play.
then seee my cousin wa. pro.
then go the pet shop.
then go the opp shop..
then go daiso.
then blah.
then go the gaint.
then blah.
then que taxi.
then wait wait.
then on cab.
lol. i sit infront.
nvm
haha.
then alight.
saw byan and brandon
dono how spell their name.
the twins. haha
then go home.
then on com.
then find song for my blog.
then cant find.
decide to blog.
lol.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd... hmmm... dono wat to say.
nvm
today
wake up at 10 plus.
saw message did not reply.
then lie on the bed until abt 11 plus.
then sms. then lie on the bed watch the D.I.E
then it was, quite nice.
then eat.
blah.
then err, its time for the maid to pack room so get up.
play with barley.
played soccer.
lols.
so damn funny.
oh ya, actually i am suppose to be out. but did not feel like going so stayed at home.
then go bathe.
lata going vivo.
lols.
ok la, feel like playing pool although i am a noob. hehe.
ok bye!
update lata. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
edited!(last part)
ytd night.
sms sms.
wkao...
i just miss a chance.
nvm.
haiz...don be so zu dong.
then go sleep. again cant sleep.
sianz.
today wake up .
hmm wat happen?
my mother.
tell me 640 le.
then wan me wake up.
i don wan ma...
then my sister oso don wan to wake up.
then fuck la...
my father down there don say wat think.
if i am not wrong i slaped my mother.
nvm.
go bath
then blah
then leave house at 628.
saw my primary sch bus.
then she say three years le.
then i say ya three years grow up le...
then blah. blah.
not happy with her,
cos she say come out work then is not kid.
then i tell her lot of da dao lie.
then go take 147.
then go sch.
du zi tong f la.
then trg. then go eat.
then go hall.
then go tiong.
then go buy the $2 ice cream
played swing.
then go sch.
then blah. refree.
then blah.
then go hall.
played floor ball. which is like.
err, nvm,
he played all game in the hall. lols.
then go home,
took 147.
tell steffi abt jiaxi de thing!
lols.
don wu hui hor jiaxi!
wo men xu yao shou qing chu.
then walk to buy chicken rice.
go home.
blah.
used com to edit my blog.
very ugly .
but i lazy to change liao.
then ya just leave it.
then go make the rice and eat cos is 530 le.
then now eating which blogging.
ok la. bye!
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♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, changed my blog skin.
lol. actually just the photo...
haha...
dono which one to put then nice leh.
haha, but hor all de pic got me all not nice liao...
haha, lols.
cover my face de!
hehe ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd did ss while smsing was like saying abt the chalet thingy.
then 11 lie on the bed.
i cant sleep.
really.
i was awake.
but i know i must sleep.
so forced my self to sleep.
i dream of....
a flower.
its like damn real. really.
on 147 bus...
i look at the flower deeply with my eyes.
and i smile at the flower.
the flower smile at me.
i shy then turn away...
haha...
today wake up at 530
bathe.
628 leave house. i am early.
yes, i know.
then wait for jx.
took 100? or 111.
i dono.
then 147 to sch.
no flower.
then i think i sleep the whole journey.
then damn tired.
take key.
english.
go through the paper.
then test.
and woah
i did not sleep..
i do finish. i oso never sleep.
see around.
all writing some head on the table.
i most guai de!
then collect paper.
i never do the table cos i don think there is a need.
and if i do.
i cant finish in time.
nvm, then stare into space for quite awhile.
started to take out my foolscape. and the paint pen.
colour.
chinese!
hmm, never do the paper, i totally forget abt it.
then yeacher say na chu lai ni men de watever.
i say lao shi bu yong zuo hor.
she give me a diao look.
haha.
then copy copy.
then blah.
she go through the zuo ye
then i am like oso staring at the air.
lols.
then my music player on.
i tio scared sia...
haha. off it.
lols.
then finish.
recess...
math.
blah.
then ss.
f, never bring ss tb
so go e4 borrow suay suay mrs pang saw it.
then sw go say suay very loud.
kana scolded.
then nelly oso kana say...
i am sorry!
lol.
back to class she did not say anything.
then go through the hw.
lols. then lunch...
then poa.
lols i did my hw. but wrong haha.
then blah...
did some of the work myself.
then q3 is got TB all these.
i dono so never do.
then go return key.
then go toilet .
then ask jx i return key le ma.
lols.
my brain...
then go queensway. buy contact.
then go cold storage.
push the trolley.
i put my bag, damn heavy.
then walk walk. nth to buy.
then bought the tiramisu.
then took bus home.
then walk home.
then blah. eat
alot...
then now using com.
on the phone....
then ya kbing.
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
fine la...
now after reading someone de blog!
FCUK LA!
now more pc.
idiot!
stupid.
u think wat ar!
i now more dl liao lor!
kb, go die la...
-
just now tell u smth.
don comment on it
i call my ma ma wati and fatima.
kb...
she got back up which is my father so wat.
zzz, everytime get me in to trouble.
everytime get me scolding.
scold la, scold all u wan!i not scared!
fuck!
idiot!
kb... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm, saw the blogger website.
said scheduled outage at 2am on thursday 4/16
lol.
ok, ytd.
lols, when to sleep
cos he sleep le.zzz
then cant sleep.
i dono y.
but fall asleep after 15mins or so.
then dream of mr chui teach finish.
then its time to go home, but saw some ppl carrying ss textbook.
walking out of the class bag still in class.
lols.but its was time to go home.
in the end, i lock the class room and go home.
hehe.
today wlao, my sister siao liao...
she pull me up at 517zzz.
wth. nvm go bathe. do everything slowly.
really very tired.
i am like sweating can...
lol, go inter.
was like damn dl with my ma ma.
nvm. took 196.
go mac.
eat wanted to do hw.
in the end found out all do finish.
lols.
then sleep.
then actually no sleep just resting.
then got message.
telling me he not going to sch.
lols.
then go sch.
balh blah.
take key.
blah blah.
then chinese.
english.
recess.
history.
phy.
lunch.
math.
go to the wat room.
damn cold can.
then me and mandy was like laughing.
cos i dono wat. just ya...
and someone fall off the chair, mandy was like laugh la...
so bad, i got laugh but not so much.
haha.
then then when peiyu throw de zuo ye, i was like laugh even harder.
lols.
second time more hard. lols.
then never pass up de phy notes.
haha, cos didnt even touch it.
then saw mrs mark.
hand up the poa with only half fill
haha. pass to her, run away...
hehe.
then go wait for 147.
saw lynn. lol. walk tgt.
then she go mac.
we wait.
then erm, saw singwai. blah.
keep laughing.
then took 147 tgt.
its single deck i don like. but kana force.
and if i don take i will be late.
then blah, go buy honey green tea.
actually don wan to buy this de. but cant think of wat to buy.
then walk home.
then blah.
eat drink.
tv.
tuition teacher 530 then come.
then tuition. i fall asleep. hahah...
then damn tired all the way.
then all she ask me to do, i all dono.
cos i forgot hoow.
haha.
finish...
erm, now using com.
then ya... just now was like talking to my ma ma abt the chalet thingy
again.
no point talking to her.
u know y?
shh, cant tell u.
in the house, my di wei is bigger the my ma ma la.
zzz, hate it.
haha, btw if my ma ma de di wei bigger then me...
i cant talk to her like that.
...
then damn dl her.
then ya now posting...
ok la bye!
still got hw, damn lot.
i must start to study le!!!
actually i oso wont. haha

hmm.
haven tell mandy if i wanna go anot.
should i?
u know wat.
actually there is some reason.
i not scare will happen anything bad.
i not scare i will be left out.
i not scare nothing to do.
i not scare abt no money.
is just...
i dono...
there is really smth i scared.
but i really dono.
if i know. i will tell de.
or maybe...
is bcos, of smth...
idk la.
haiz...
nvm.... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm,
ytd in the end 12 plus then sleep. i think.
erm, ytd said goodnight. i cannt sleep.
really... i dono y.
then ya, after awhile sleep.
today woke up late.
555. then wa, rush. then i was quite early,
i think...
then go sch.
blah,i was like waiting for his message.
nvm.
then blah.
i hate my stupid bag.
then find ruiqing for chem, ended up getting poa from jiawen.
then blah.
er, pe.
go hall.
floor balled.
i don like.
infact now i don like sport.
i like relaxing in water.
like spa.
lols.
then math.
zzz, haiz...
then recess. chem...
got back my test.
WOOHOOO
2 over 20.
i tot i will get 0 de.
lols. buay pai buay pai.
haha
then poa.
lols, copy oso can copy wrong...
haha, mandy got full marks for the first question.
then i copied, lol.
i got some wrong cos i copied wrongly.
i got 21 over 30.
then got quiz, copied again.
lols.
then lunch.
then math.
erm, got it abit.
ya... blah.
then chem...
so slack.
got through the paper.
lols.
that paper is my friend help me de.
lols.
haha.
then blah.
then trg...
zzz, sianz...
hmm, played 5v5
then got ppl fall.
then i accidently hit huiying de hand.
lols.
then blah.
my wrist very pain. dono y...
then ya...
finish.
coach de spect went missing.
then ya., help to find. when starting to find, found it...
hahah.
then coach wei le gan xie wo men,(not we found de spect de.)
then blah.
go wait for bus.
147.
saw darren chau.
then blah.
he reply damn sow can.
zzz.
then reach home.
today no buy bubble tea.
then ya.
using com,
and i eated
lols.
and eat alot.
haha.
then ya...
sianz.
hiaz. got hw...
haiz
i go ea chocolate cake le.
my sister de bday cake that her friend bought for her.
lols.
i have tasted it,
nice!
lols.
ok la. bye!

♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, hmm...
lol, think he is angry bah, cos never talk. hiaz, once again my bad habit...
then put down continue my gong han.
then some one called.
talked. pack bag...
go sleep.
then ya.
wake up, woke up at 545.
erm, then blah..
go sch take key.
got the thailand student. so cool.
then blah.
go class. with my stupid bag.
open door.
chinese class. forgot wat we do...
hmm... lols. then english teacher never come.
wa, all so noisy.
then go trought the summary point.
lols. copied the real answer.
then blah.
math.
zzz, mr chui.
then go recess.
then math again...
then reading...
me and mandy was like laughing like hell.
then lol. alife.
wa, togong...
again. like siao zha bor...
no no no, should say only mandy, i am normal.
then finish go inter. then use my nets top up. she gave me 5 dollar.
then took 198, saw chua poh kiat.zzz.
then go queensway.
smsed some one.
bo reply.
then walk around.
then i hate my stupid bag...
then go mac, see see. didnt see him.
then manyd saw .
then waited. mandy asked her "baby" to come.
lols.
then walk different way.
me and him stand there...
then go out...
down there stone,
then go stair case sit.
lol.
then i very tired.
then blah.
then everytime when is left short time
then talk de
lol.
then he ask abt the sat thingy.
then i am like thinking should i or not?
cos is really very weird.
in the end didnt.
disspointed. lols.
then walk to the bus stop.
waited for 147.
eh, if u really so good, send me home la. lols. jkjk
then ya, on 147, i dono wat am i thinking seriously.
then walk to the book shop.
almost, but didnt.
then go buy honey green tea.
then home. then drink finish
go down. saw huiying
behind her is da pan?
lols so long never see liao.
then go shop n save
then buy. then go home.
then blah.
then ya, now using com.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, i deleted 3 blogs.
i don have any Private blog liao...
then some still got but i am not going to post any more.
then ya,
now haven do my hw.
haiz...
just chatted with someone.
then was like asking each other got stead not.
then i said no.
he say i reject all off ar.
then i say no la..
he said then?
then i say i just break not long ago...
then he said psps
lols...
haha.
ok la. nvm
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, went to blah. then eat. then go buy bag.
WTF. nvm...
hiaz...
ok then cab home. play with barley...
then went down buy honey green tea.
then ya... i dono y i walk so fast. and i walk like a ah beng=_="
lols.
then ya. now blogging.
smsing
then ya...
hiaz...
tml... i think... hmm...
i dono leh...
lols.
hiaz...
lols.
i hope got the talk then will slack.
lols.
ok la. now i am watching some video. haiz...
thinking that i am really stupid. and there are lots of girl had did the same mistake as me.
haiz.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, let me tell this to myself...
they are just simply living so happily.
so y must i so sad alone here.
yeah, so i must try to be happy oso... haha.
actually i don have to care them la..
i oso don care.
lols...
how they wanna live is their business.
yeah,
and now i am listening to 宝贝对不起
this song is like...
erm, so bad lor...
if u really love the girl y must u leave her?
right?
aiya... nvm, haha
going out!
lols, sianz.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd again, sms until half fall asleep.
hiaz.
wake up got five message. haiz...
then read but never reply.
go back to sleep.
then alarm rang press then go back sleep.
then rang go sleep.
until 11plus. when i am suppose to wake up at 1030?
nvm, sms sms.
then sis say 1 then i use com.
then ya...
MSN, cannot use.
idiot.
currently listening to 他 不 准 我 哭
this song is abt...
hmm, break up song la...
a girl and a boy break up.
the boy don wan the girl to cry.(where can like that de)
hu say break alr must be happy, like as if just had a fun hoilday(that is inpossible)
hu say wan me to faster learn wat ever things oso must not take so seriously.
he don let me cry, how can i cry. break up must put a smile on the face.
the tears can hold. but soon it will harden like stone
he don let me cry , how can i. but just don wanu to say sorry and go hug other girls
i know that he wan be good,
in the end everyting will be alright.(this part i dono wat she mean)
the girl de temper... became bad, then relize she shouldnt be like that.
to be continued, don wan to type le...
aiya, go youtube see urself.
hiaz...
its ridicuslous.
i don like ...
hiaz. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, simply got lecture by him
lol.
then erm, ya... then ya... sianz...
dono wat should i do...
tml must do hw le.!
sunday liao.
lols.
chinese got
english don have
math don have
reading don need
then alife.
lols. ok la...
then monday must really do all hw, if not tuesday damn lot of hw de.
lols
ok la. bye!
lalala, don treat me so good,
you qi shi zai zhe ge shi hou
so ya, i abit siao.
lata i take ur words as real.
wa, then really going to hurt more
so yeah... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, viwawa-ed
keep saying EYWZ...
then ya, the fan, uncle.
lols.
so funny.
then chat on msn.
then blah.
no chat liao.
then wa, so random huh.
lols
then on phone.
then go mt sinai de secret recipe.
then bought a cake.zzz.
walked home.
thewn eat cake.
then use com
then ya...
go eat again.
on phone again.
then ya...
then find songs.
then i see the username.
samuellee1991
so familiar.
lols.
nvm
then blah.
then ya... now blogggin.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today...
i actually wan to wake up damn late cos i got nth to do.
and ytd sleep at 2 plus.
then ya.
but i think i 10 plus wake up...
look at my phone.
i dono y i so sad.
then wake up.
blah blah.
then watch tv.
eat chocolae.
cos i don feel like eating...
then balh.
use com.
then blah.
then ya...
ok la. bye!
-----------------------------
i am like just wondering,
boys are different huh?
one is like, don wan me to worry,
so don tell me anything abt it.
then the other one,
is not i don care, is ...
how i care, i dono how to express out only.
then u say i don care.
u don do so dangerous de things la...
then wat if u really get caught?
then wat u wan me to do?

then u wan me to care, but u don seems to care me?
aye, told u got ppl give me chocolate, wat u said was, good lor..
i mean is like...
then u told me abt wat happen i say oh ok, lols.
then u say i don care.
then wat u wan de to say.
i am not someone that will like care ppl by asking them question de lor.
haiz.
i really dono wat they thinking la.
hiaz...
confused.
---------------------
♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, sleep damn early.
sms someone. then wth lor.
he say he waiting for me to sms him. then i say i waiting for him to sms me... in the end no sms each other, but i really very tired so i go sleep.
then today, 7 plus wake up.
then go back sleep.
915 phone alarm.
didnt care.
then sms, see didnt reply. again one more sms reply say i going to wake up.
then 930 wake up...
in the end meet at 1040.
lol.s. prepare eveything...
he late.zzz
actully ok la. cos never miss any bus.
then he got me the white one.
i don wan.
lols. took 100 to vivo.
go take money.
then go see got wat show.
don have...
then go vivo mart buy the black one.
heehe, i got my chocolate!
then i take...
go walk walk.
no la, actually is go see got wat thing to eat.
then walk abt 40 mins.
finally, pasta mania.
lol.s
than. blah.
eat. go take bus to plaza sing.
actually wan see his phone, then never get it...
then in the end...
err, i dono wat shoould i say.
don u think, abit weird?
reached
then go walk walk...
then 2 leave cos i got to go safra.
then took bus...
then meet pei yu and RQ
then he go.
we go in saw kenley and co.
did not went in.
go play arcarde
zzz, no more parapara.
then play the lousy time crisis
then st. bball
then blah blah.
walk around. raining...
wanted go eat but no space...
then until 4 plus. go in.
lols.
then i dono how play.
but soon i got the feel.
but still noob.
then play play.
then er, angus come lisiao.
oh, the light blub!
haha.
then no light.
losl.
but we still enjoy
play until 6 plus.
19.40?
lol...
then walk to inter change....
then at the bus stop. py tell Rq got bus.
then we walk. walk until half way, py then think is wrong way.
lols.
so we walk back and actually we can call.
our leg very pain and tired.
lols.
then walkw walk walk.
saw jia jun at the inter.
then took 198 home.
walk my self.
to buy honey green tea.
then bought durian.
then wa, costs 72 dollar.
wat the hell right.
and let me count only less then 30 durian.
lol. so ex.
haha. nvm la...
then now using com.
ok la. bye!
-----------------
i think i have to get over u...
and i can, i believe in myself...
yes. haha...
i hate to go sch.
really.
i don like...
can i quit sch?
i hope i can.
but if i quit sch where can i go?
when i grow up wat will i do?
i dono...
maybe i will die tml...
haiz...
(: ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, dream abt him
haiz...
wake up. blah blah.
go take 147 go sch.
got sf.
lols.
go sch...
then balh.
english. do the test.
WTH, i fall asleep.
then i all write rubbish
then fire drill
then balh.
go back class..
then chinese.
got the gong han.
stare in the space.
never do.
then recess...
blah.
then math...
ss.
sit on floor....zzz
lunch...
poa. WTF, copy again...
then blah.
test copy.
lols.
go tiong.
look around.
but ice cream go slack.
go exit.
go buy take away pack.
took cab home.
walk home.
blah...
now using com.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd 1117 sleep liao.
then 3 wake up see my phone...
i dono y...
haiz
today.
wake up go bathe.
think abt lalala
then prepare.
615. i ok... slowly...
leave house.
reach at 623.
then wait.
saw 111 and 100 go...
lols.
then took 100? or 111 i dk
then took 147
go mac.
bought the fish burger, i last night wan eat le.. haha.
oh, yes, i last night never eat. ahha
then blah blah.
i never sms anybody zu dong.
lol...
sure they all sleeping de lor.
then eat eat then go message. lols. he never go mac.
haha
then eat finish
i very tired...
really dono y, i sleep very early leh
then go back sch. i like the sun. so warm... love it...
it gave me warm that i don have
then blah blah. i today guai.
but he don wan let me guai.
i say i after sch then sms , but he say recess.
losl.
then sms sms...
finially... after recess... i put phone in my bag...
losl.
then again... sleep... haiz...
dono y so really tired.
then...
blah blah.
after sch.
go home ALONE, FCUK man.
nvm... go make consession.
then wlak to 147 bus stop.
took 196...
i hate it... haiz...
saw on FMSS sleeping. a boy...
lols.
actually wan take pic. but never...
then go comman wealth. yes. bought it...
green colour de...
so little lor..
then go wait for 111 or 100.
111 came took
saw guo heng.
i didnt know he stay at ghim moh.
lols
then walk home.
eat bin gan
then teacher come.
zun zun 1700.
lol.
then blah blha.
heard my phone.
then 1830 finish...
check my phone.
1 miss call 10 sms.
lols.
reply...
then blah.
go use com
blah.. then ya..
ok la...
bye!
haiz...
----------------------------
♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
tdy, i sleep damn early leh.
abt 11.
cos, did not do much of my hw.
then 1144. my phone rang.
ask me to talk i am like so tired.
then i i dono wat i say he put down...
i scare i said smth wrong lols.
then mornings once again.
don wish to get up.
then go bathe.
i am dreaming again.
then faster
almost late.
but not cos saw sf.
then go sch.
sms sms.
i forgot wat i did .
then pe. played touch Ruby? i dono how spell.
then finish.
go up. math zzz.
hate it.
then once again.
dono wat he talking.
now i all forget le lor.
then phy...zzz
same teacher. oso not listening. sms sms
then recess.
i eat.
dono y...
finish. go up.
chem. teacher never come.
again the mr lee.
hmm, wat was i doing...
forgot.
then poa.
OMFG, totally in sleep.
mrs mark call my name.
lols.
then this topic.
balance sheet.
i know!
omg!
then first time do finish.
hehe.
then lunch.
eat mee siam
go back...
math.
YES, mis lio.
i understand
but is amath.
haha.
then chem, do fileling.
but not for chem.
for math.
do poa hw.
then xizi.
ya... blah blah.
then finish. go trg.
go gym.
zz.
in the end go skipping.
then go court.
then train...
lay up 100 100 each L n R
the 3 side thingy.
then 5v5
then run 10 rounds
then cool down.
go up then blah.
change.
then go mac.
then wait for 147.
then go buy bubble tea...
zzz no more honey green tea...
then bought mango milk tea.
walk home.
reach home use com.
suddenly got car crash sound...
then go out see...
found out is a taxi and an old lady the old lady was lying on the ground.
then no blood.
and the old lady can move.
so poor thing.
hiaz...
then my father down here KB, say the taxi driver dono how to drive
blah blah.
then link until then quarrel
cos, my aunt tell my ah ma, better not crosss there.
then my ah ma say she never. then blah blah.
lols.
then ya... changed blog words.
then suddenly got ppl call me, its a diverted call. answered.
lols... is a ah neh. eeee....
then ya...
erxin.
then i am like, erm y do u ask my name when i don even know u...
and i say must i tell u my name...
then i just say any name
haha.
then ya.
got hw.
tml still got phy test.
tml got tuitoon...
then ya...
ok la. bye!
haiz... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd?
haiz. 1 sleep.
morning wake up, late.
i think.
should be no, cos the 147 got sf.
go sch . no kx.
nvm, i dono wat i do.
totally forgot.
go back class. chinese.
texbook.
hua mei niao.
LOL.
then english, group discussion.
jiawen and weiqi doing.
i got do, 1 question.
then nelly mandy and cindy?
was like talking abt blah,
which i dono how to join in.
cos, haiz, nvm
then math.
mr chui, i don understand,
i really don wna to fail my math.
tried to listen but i fall asleep.
then mr chui called my name.
haiz.
then do work.
then recess.
i don like, cos... haiz.
then math again.
once again. dono wat he talking abt.
then reading, after mrs seah go through
i really wan do de, but in the end fall asleep.
then mei yee woke me up, ask me cover..
then mrs seah coming she will tell me.
lols.
so got awake awhile.
then fall asleep again.
hiaz.
then until alife.
was watcing the video.
i dono...
i dono wat i thinking...
then after that go tiong.
to treat huiqi.
then all when seperate ways.
me and jiaxi go exit wait until 3.
got half an hour.
haiz...
walk around.
go eat sakae sushi.
we budget.
then i eat 11 plates. but dessert.
haiz...
i dono y i eat so much.
then suddenly think of one phrase
'hua bei fen wei shi liang' itis? i dono... i am not sad alr.
smsed shaun, he say he got soccer.
then ok lor...
then go exit find mandy they all.
haiz.
once again, wat i don wish to see
has appear infront of me.
i am not jealous.
i am just...
sad...
then after that took 32 home.
fall asleep again.
then took 111.
i dono wat i think. really.
then go buy honey green tea.
reach home found out, got one message, i miss it.
then reply.
hiaz...
then drink finish, go use com...
i am doing rubbish...
i am alr infront of the com for 2 h...
and all i did was nth...
then suddenly, my friend called.
answer, i dono y i feel like that...
no mood.
i am just simply feeling bored.
isit all bcos of u?
i hope not.
i think everybody is leaving me...
really.
haiz...
nvm...
be happy.
got damn lot of hw.
FCUK.
lata then do... i will be lonely.
haiz.
nvm, ok la... done.
tml still got trg...
i don like...
last time use to like alot, but now. ever since it linked to smth.
change. all changed.
haiz...
i now, dono y so moody.
can some one brighten up my life!!!?
haiz. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmmm,
erm,
tml de hw, i think i finish le.
should be bah.
Erm, reading
haven=_="
tml huiqi de bday
hmm, lols.
tml got chinese, english,
math, reading, alife.
lol. i dono if tml need to hall anot.
tml i think i must do my ss, chem and phy.
lols.my chem thx marcus.
lols. was like typing the question
then he answer, so smart
lol.
he say i do finish hw then sms him.
zzz.
then i do lor.
finish sms him'
he busy, zzz
then WX came back le.
sms, then now blog.
ok la. bye!
com. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
edit-
i dream abt him come and talk to me.
in my dream, i deleted his contact.
i tot it was real.
i am so happy, but all ended up to be a dream.
-
still got one more dream i forgotten.
but is oso smth ...
blah blah blha.
ok la. i have change abit of my blog.
yeah, next week try change again...
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd, on the phone.
then sms sms.
until my mother wake up...
went to bed, sms until sleep.
then reply.
then sleep.
morning wake up got message reply then sleep.
then wake up again got message then sleep....
then wake up sms, stay awake.
asked smth, but did not get my answer.
its ok...
then wake up , he say raining heavily.
i look outside, not raining but going...
lol i think his side rain first then my side bah.
then go eat.
now com...
i am not sure abt the feeling.
really, i could be maybe just lust, like i said.
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Tagged by Jiaxi
` 10 are you(s) ?
1. Are you single? - Erm, ya
2. Are you happy? - Should be…
3. Are you bored? – Erm, currently nope…
4. Are you fair? – U mean skin tone? No.
5. Are you italian? – NO, I am proud to be a Singaporean.
6. Are you intelligent? – NO, I am stupid…
7. Are you honest? – Me? Haha, u should know la hor… haha. YES, to relationship…
8. Are you nice? – Lol, Idk.
9. Are you irish? – Huh? Lol, no…
10. Are you asian? – Yes.
`10 fact(s) ?
1. Name surname – Chua Si Xuan
2. Nick – According to shirleen, lao ge ge?
3. Birthplace - NUH
4. Hair colour – Should be black, I didn’t dye it. It’s pure.
5. Natural hairstyle – A bit curve
6. Eye colour – Black?
7. Birthday - 270794
8. Mood – I am not sure.
9. Favourite colour(s) –Blue?
10. One place you like to visit – Anywhere with my love ones.
` 10 things about my love life?
1. Have you ever been in love? – Idk, haiz.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? – Yes, I think.
3. Do you currently have a crush? – Yes, I think.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? - YES
5. Have you ever broke someone's heart? – Erm, no.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken? – Yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone, but never told them? – Like? Idk
8. Are you afraid of commitment? – Depend. If school stuff, yes.
9. Who was the last person you hugged? – Erm, EYWZ.
10. Who was this last person you said i love you to? – Jiaxi? If I not wrong. If not then is him lor.
` 10 this or that(s)?
1. Love or lust? – Depends.
2. Hard liquor or beer? - Liquor
3. Cat or Dog? – Dog.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends? – Idk.
5. Creamy or Crunchy? – Crunchy.
6. Pencil or Pen? – Pencil.
7. Wild night out or Romantic night in? – Romantic night.
8. Money or happiness? – Happiness.
9. Night or day? – Not sure.
10. IM or phone? – Phone la…
` 10 have you ever(s)?
1. Been caught sneaking out? – O.o, no.
2. Seen a polar bear? – Yes, zoo?
3. Done something you regret? – YES.
4. Bungee jumped? – No, but I want try.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor? – Yes, cannot waste. haha
6. Finished entire jawbreaker? – Eee, wats that?
7. Been caught naked? – zzz, NO.
8. Wanted an ex girlf/boyf back? – YES, haiz.
9. Cried because you lost a pet? - ? No.
10. Wanted to dissappear? – YES!
`10 peferences in a partner?
1. Smile or eyes? – Smile.
2. Light or dark hair? – Light.
3. Hugs or Kisses? – Hugs.
4. Shorter or Taller? – TALLER la.
5. Intelligent or Attraction? – Attraction.
6. Topman or Zara? – Topman.
7. Funny or serious? – Depend.
8. Older or Younger? – OLDER la, around my age.
9. Outgoing or quiet? – Outgoing?
10. Sweet or Bad? - Sweet la. But better is only treat me like that.
`10 Have you(s)?
1. Ever perfomed in a large front of a crowd? – Yes.
2. Ever talked on the phone for long then 1 hour? – Ah bo then.
3. Ever walked on hands? – Lol. Scary sia, no.
4. Ever been to a rock concert? – No.
5. Ever been in a cheerleading team? – No.
6. Ever been in a dance team? – Yes.
7. Ever been in a sports team? – Yes.
8. Ever been in a drama play? – Erm, yes.
9. Ever owned a BMW/MercedesBenz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley? – Lol, none.
10. Ever been in a rap video? – No.
`10 last(s)
1. Last phone call you made? - --- ----
2. Last person you hugged? – EYWZ.
3. Last person you hunged out with? - --- ----
4. Last time you worked? – I don work.
5. Last person you talked to? – Darren.
6. Last person you IM'd? - ???
7. Last person you texted? – Darren.
8. Last person you went movie with? – Mother, sihui, sumay.
9. Last person/thing missed? – Him?
10. Last website you visited? – Www.blogger.com
tag 3 people to do this,
Everybody can do! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, now is 1216.
i dono y am i not sleeping.
i am tired, yes i am,
maybe there is smth in my mind that cause this to happen.
but wat thing could causes this to happen, i wonder.
i dono wat to do, i dono if it was just lust or wat.
at that time , i dono when, i felt smth.
but i know i feel it wrongly, i dono wat u said is true anot.
actually, its ok for us, cause it haven happen yet.
but if really got this day, i hope and wish...
that i wont be wrong.
altot we said that , but i still got one feel
telling me, that i am forcing u.
u said no, but just, as usual
my thoughts...
u keep saying that i don believe than nvm,
but how u wan me too?
i wan, yeas i really want.
but, i scared.
this will be another heartening thing to me...
i don wan it to happen to me again...
i wont promise,
i hope, if u promise,
make sure u keep ur promise.
for me, i wont break a promise so easily...
yeah, suddenly
a sudden tot came across my mind,
thinking the day will not come.
i shouldnt think so much, maybe like i said, a lust.
treat as friend , everything will go right...
yes, let nature take its course...
---------------------------------
in my mind, i still got him...
but y?
ever since that day...
i never contact him, or watever.
keeping abt other things, doing other stuff
that will not link to him.
but just anyhow link
still will link to him...
altot its just 3 short days,
but, manythings happen.
i dono if he thinks this way too.
but for me, really, it seems lots to me...
i got to forget u ...
ever since u told me not to cut.
i never alr...
everytime, i feel like.
i told myself, wat for?
altot its fun.
but... really i promise u alr...
i am trying very hard to not break this promise...
u may alr forgot me, but...
i cant promise that u will always in my heart.
but i am sure, i my mind there will always be u...
and my other friendS...
* heard jiaxi said
u are out of the team...
thats good.
i don wish u get into trouble again
i care as friend.
i bet all of ur friends oso don wan u to get in trouble bah
and pls don harm ur body.
anything u can come talk to me...
lols, lending u a helping hand.
(:
hope u lead a happy life forever. ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today, fk lor...
phone rang. cos, haiz.
nvm... then mother called. to ask me do smth
then woke up...
saw 4 message.
then reply to one.
then go do smth.
30mins, sianz. smsed WX
then bo reply, think he still sleeping.
then go bathe.
bring barley go walk walk./
then someone come find me.
go walk walk, sit down talk.
then walk, smth happen damn funny.
then almost walk to holland, but barley donwan to climb the stairs.
then walk back he left.
go up, saw paul, and one of the twins.
reach home. go down again.
buy bubble tea
saw the other twins.
lols.
then then bought orange juice
and wanton.
then raining, go up.
rain stop.
then eat...
balh watch tv, delete message.
sms. then go clementi...
then smsed shaun . bo reply.
then go there blah blah.
then saw huiqi.
bought ice cream.
eat on cab.
then reach home.
usse com now blogging.
then ya...
haiz, should i be sad?
i dono... haiz
ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
edit-
hmm, someone call me
starting i dono should i answer anot.
then i answer le...
lol...
then ya, now talking...
lol... planning to sleep de
now nvm le...
ok la, bye ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm,
ok just came back from vivo.
actually awhile liao
haha.
first went to vivo.
asked him wan come, he say he go orchard
wth.
nvm, actually wanted to go the white dog cafe
but see, wa so many ppl.
plus nelly they all.
lols.
so decided to walk one round then go the kim gary.
then they not queing le.
i saw them , no face sia.
i turn walk the other way.
go harbour front.
eat, go walk walk.
call sis. she at crystal jade
WTF
go to the dog shop.
see see.
i sit outside.
saw sister and sumay
walk walk walk.
they didnt even see me la.
nvm, deleted some message.
then finish
decide if wan watch movie anot.
bought tickets for coming soon.
need ic, but pass.
haha.
still got 2h...
go up slack.
then sis and sumay came, then go toilet .
lol., do smth.
damn funny can.
then go out...
my sis talk to my mother oso funny.
got 4 boy drinking smth.
then my mother look at them.
sis said: ni kan , bu pa ta da ni.
mum said:ta he seven up
sis said: nan dao he seven up de jiu bu hui da ren ar.
we all laugh
then i see he drinking heniken(watever, i dono how to spell.)
lol.. then we go arcade.
i forgot to bring my the card holder
WTF.
nvm... then sit there see my sis play.
they played ddr, lols. so cool man.
actually wanted to play pool, but cannot.
then go gv, sit sit.
go toilet.
then my sis forgot to take her wallet.
losl.
then after that sumay found out that her 89 dollar shoe missing.
should be in the arcade...
lols..
but now close liao.
they tml going back and take.
then go in movie...
blah blah blah.
start le, DAMN scary de...
freaking scary...
scare the hell out of me...
wa... then sumay and my sis shouted ...
omg...
lols. actually i oso got ls, but lesser than them.
then finish.
go take cab.
finding exit...
OMG, the door cant open...
zzz.
then got one dono hu, go make the sound. wat the...
then finally...
got out.
took cab... lols.
reach home....
lols.
then now blogging...
ok la. bye!
now is 2 11 am le...
hehe
going to sleep bye bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, got to make this fast.
cos i going vivo...
meet sis and sis de friend.
-
today same thing.
147.
wa, sf is in behind de 147.
nvm...
then go sch blah.
trg.
finish.
eat played with steffi
go take key.
classroom. listen to mr chui de story.
finish. go blah.
ne square.
talk haiz...
then go play batminton.
fun.
then the refree thingy...
fun oso...
then go DAS...
then very tired.
then finish
waited for 111.
so long.
then go buy honey green tea.
then blah.
go home.
now blogging.
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ok, hmm...
ytd i blog differently.
but i don like. so i think i blog my own way.
--
ytd sleep at idk wat time.
actually is sms de...
but fall alseep.
then wake up , reply say i go sleep.
then i went back to sleep
--
today once again, did not wanna get up.
lost my watch...
almost late
then go meet kx.
then took 147?
i forgot le leh...
i think got sf...
ok ok, i rmb le...
got nelly.
kx forogot to bring her stuff.
but pull her go up 147, if not i will miss my sf
then go sch take key.
copy chinese.
shit la, did not copy finish...
then i today never sms ppl...
hehe...
then ya...
but during ss, got sms shaun
ask him got zuo ye anot...
losl.
---
morning.
go open the door, then go e3.
English.
teacher sscolding,
i down there sleep. half dead.
then group work.
chinese...
erm, did the dono wat.
then watch the news in class.
blah blah.
recess.
math.
once again.
i sleeping...
i cant get myself awake...
haiz.
then ss.
totally awake but got yawn
blah blah.
lunch...
after that poa
FCK man...
copy copy.
i was like totally really dead.
then i slowly... mandy go first.
jiaxi outside. actually inside.
haha.
lock the door.
return key
go staff room find mr cheng
not in, got math room.
then i walk away.
they talk talk.
then go mac...
eat wat leh
not hungry. so eat fries and apple pie
so long no eat apple pie le.
eat so slow, until cold liao.
took 147.
go buy bubble tea.
honey green tea.
idk wats wrong with me
... walk home,
reach home...
play with dog
then she bite my sock...
lols...
then i take out, throw , then ask her go take.
she take, don wan give me...
then nvm, watch tv. sm sms
then blah.
then now on phone...
then ok la... bye!
-i dono wat i thinking whenever i am day dreaming...
haiz... i don wanna care so much alr...
haiz... ok la, bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
morning
don wanna wake up
go bathe
545 finish prepare everything...
609 leave house?
smsed jiaxi, she say no recieve. nvm.
then go bus stop. 100, 147 to mac
at mac
bought 2 set of 250 meal, alot hor.
in the end never do hw.
planned to do.
in sch
take key
sing the national anthem
almost fall, cos i fall asleeep...
then readed the passage abt self in blah blah, dono how to spell haha.
cutting de, damn cool can.
walk back to class open the door.
chinese
i forgotten wat we did,
i did not bring ke ben...
shared, i was like half dead.
did not use much hp, cos i alr very tired.
english
did not do comprehension.
copyed.
pass.
teacher asked hu know anyone hu cut themselve
ha, me mandy belly and cindy rise our hand.
then teacher ask hu cut themselve
nobody rise up, only few lisiao boys.
talk abt it.
recess
go back class, put things.
go out, wait for everybody to go out.
lock door.
walk down,i don like it...
not i wan like this.
but cant help it.
bought lor mai kai.
and 2 sew mai. chilli not enough...
but nvm, still eat.
pass the key to berverley.
slowly walk back to class.
history
i still very tired.
was like doing nth.
got new ws,
go through.
do...
finish...
phy
did math.
actually copy math,
hehe
really, totally give up on phy.
sleepy...
lunch
go eat the meerebus.
then buy sandwich
lingyi u good, make me like a pig..
eat finish, walk up.
go toilet.
math
teacher never come...
hope u get well soon!
take care!
did math...
miss lio...
teach understand.
cos i am used to it alr.
do work...
next is mr lee
there, that time i saw him at harbour front.
with EY.
i did not do the work, i do other work.
done finish, pass bag.
prepare to go home.
pass the key to michelle.
after sch
go 7-11
147, walk to SnS
kx, help buy bubble tea, honey green tea again.
i go withdraw money.
pok le...
go buy the 128 top up card, actually i dono how top up.
cos i first time buy top up card, lols.
walk home...
reach home
eat, drink. com.
then shuan smsed me.
lols.
so late.
got tuition.
teacher haven come, now alr 603
gtg, father kp ing...
bye bye, lata then post...
hehe
edit_
hmm, tuition.
do hw.
damn lot can.
during tuition,
phone keep on zzz zzz zzz.
lols.
my phone almost drop...
heard my tutor said,(on the phone)
'ya lor, mr yeo oso.
same as me 1 april.'
end of story
moral of the story...
MR YEO
haha...
lol. ok, i am lame.
-
i dono wat am i thinking,
but whenever i read ur blog,
a sudden sadness...
i dono y i feel like that,
maybe bcos of some reason that me myself know only.
hiaz, maybe..
i shouldnt be serious in all relationship.
even if friendship maybe i should just keep it as friend ship,
no more than that...
-
i haven bathe yet...
i think i now go bathe.
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, did not do finish my hw...
just now talk on the phone...
then so scary...
then ya... he got t put.
so put lor. decide tml then do hw...
goodnight...
lols.
and and, saw him on9...
shouldnt go talk to him, cos...
he oso don wanna talk to me...
hiaz...
nvm, its gonna be fine soon...
i hope so...
goodnight!
bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm,
ytd slept at the watever room.
cos did not wan to move here move there.
then i scared...
so i on the da bei zhou...
lols.
was peaceful.
haha.
then morning, my sister go wake me up,
at abt 4 plus,
i mean is like omg, wth...
u wake me up at this time to ask my y i play da bei zhou...
nvm,
reply one message
when back to sleep...
5 phone rang...
very noisy...
then 530...
mother wake me up...
did not wan to get up.
haiz.
then go bath.
come out got one message.
he ask me , wat is blah blah blah...
then i say in sleepy mood.
lols. he say can tell lols.
then late le...
saw my sister eating the laksa...
omg, i tried...
nice.
but cant eat too much,
cos got pe...
then go sch...
with kx and ade...
losl.
i think i never late bah...
haha...
then when up 147,
don have sf.
then go sch...
i very damn tired.
sms sms
then go take key...
lols.
then erm, haiz.
pe...
did not do much...
took my phone with me.
then played captain ball with my phone.
its so fun, so long never touch netball le, its so light...
haha.
then ya... of course my group won.
cos, got 4 bballer 1 active player? or maybe 2?
saw michelle run here run there like a mad women...
then xiujing and me like stand there pass the ball.
then so damn funny.
then we down there laughing..
then suddenly say until
'khiaxin xia tai!
khaixin xia tai.'
damn funny la...
lols. we were like so high can.
shount here shout there...
lols...
i dono y i will call ppl baby...
haha...
i am like, comeon baby... here baby...
lols.
then got flu...
very tired...
then then math.
mrs low will not come for a month...
hiaz, alot of damn friggin hw.
then phy...
i fall asleep.
no la, actually not excatly.
is cant hear wat he talking...
then i dono wat i doing oso...
haha, then recess.
wait for everybody go out,
lock door.
then go recess with mandy...
cos, lingyi there all different recess time...
lols.
then go back class
open the door..
go toilet...
then go back class ...
miss chin in side...
did not greet her, cos everybody oso haven.
haha, then very sleepy...
then go throught ws.
then test.
omfg, all dono how do...
then do until; half sleep wake up.
then i sure will get zero de.
then do the ws...
fun doing it...
then poa.
FCUK lor...
i dono...
haiz...
then haiz...
copy copy...
then go mark...
then give key to xiu jing
then go lunch...
then blah.
all chilli sia...
then go class.
then math...
still tired...
sleepy...
then chem...
wa... cannot take it...
then go trg...
sianz...
lingyi go home.
then train train...
then finish
go change...
then go mac...
then go wait 147.
then so damn cold...
then go home...
then go buy bubble tea...
honey green tea.
hiaz...
then go home..
then then go eat.
then blah ...
he ask me if update le ma.
then i tell him i blog finishthen tell him
in the end...
he offline liao.lol
then now blog...
then i think i alr blog along time...
then alot of hw.
sianz...
ok la bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
if u n me were tgt,
tgt will be forever.
i got to believe,
that the sun will shine another day...
-
can i ?
should i?
may i?
-
haiz... ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, ytd talk on phone.
quite tired...
lol.
then today almost cant wake up.
ahaha.
then blah blah.
then sms...
see the bus got SF, WAOH
go up
then sms sms...
then reach sch, sms sms...
lols, i lose ...
nah, its just playing...
haha,
then chinese sms.
english sms.
english i got do, i guai.
math...
damn tired. sms, didnt wan to do it..
then recess.
eat sew mai.
then go up...
open the door.
heard mario they all = sec 3 bball boys
all change cca.
WTH.
then math...
wa, cannot make it... was like half dead
then reading,.
oso mrs seah.
then go trough.
then read the passage.
fall asleep.
lol. then wake up dono where i read until then did not continue, sms.
then go hall.
got SEX talk.
eew, didnt see all pics, its so gross.
then go vivo with eunice
saw andy wong,, starting i see, eh, so familiar.
then i smsed him
he say he going out,.
lols.
its him, he attitude me.
then go vivo,
asked shaun to come but he got soccer.
then ya...
i dono like ppl to reply slow... and ppl that did not say anything then don reply.
lols.
don like...
lols.
then ya...
bought a bag, and a hp strip.
than hmm, 3.4o plus 15
hmm. wth.
haiz...
then buy eunice a sunglass and belt.
lols.
then go walk walk.
then hmm, today not much aye.
then go to eunice de bus stop.
then waited 4 147 bus single deck.
domn wan...
then when up to 196.
haiz... although its remind me smth...
but its good hui yi...
haiz...
i still cant get over u...
haiz..
then go commanwealth
waited.
100 came...
then just alright shaun sms me...
lols...
then they replied...
then wlak home. slowly...
actually wanted to take 92... but...
because of him
haiz...
my 92 journey is gone...
then reach home.
go make pan cake.
haiz.
then blah...
com...
then ya...
now blogging...
then ya...
erm, got damn lot hw...
sianz...
and i am tired!
ok la. bye! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, played mahjong...
won 2 dollar.
haha.
didnt sms during playing , cos will lose.
haha.
then ya...
after thet sms...
then go one...
saw shaun de blog, so emo...
lols...
and cool.
i wanna learn...
then ya...
go eat chees cake!
nice...
nice time go vivo must try leh
bakerzin nice!
the tiramisu
oreo cheese cake
..
then ya...
not blogging...
hmm...
lata should go do hw, cos haven do
i wont be lonely...cos...
wahaha.
ok la...
ok la, bye!
i dono wat will happen tml...
IMY ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
fine, i don wanna care anymore...
really, i don even wan to go ur blog and see.
only make myself. sad...
wat for...
u two happy, can le...
nvm, no one will care abt me...
fine, if like that i rather in the first place we don stead...
fine, u r happy this way, i don mind.
and u stop it k...
all ur erxin stuff.
u wan to da qing ma qiao can, but not in front of me...
FUCK la...
kb...
i am not going to care, so in love with each other Get tgt la...
one emo, one dono wat.
idiot...
-------
u! u! u!
eh, stop acting i tell u..
i know u happy, don need infront of my de ma...
so wat, like it care!
F u la!
-----------------
no matter wat u do
ILY, still ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
today...
i dream of my sister prank me by calling my phone when she is in the room
then after then really my phone ring.
by my sister, tot she prank...
she everytime like that de..
then i did not pick up.
see my phone, 9plus.
saw one message.
NOT GOING MIA LE AR!
good lor , then no one will EMO le lor!
then after that i see my sister not in the room,
i tot she outside at the living room.
so i called her
she is outside with sumay, her damn rich friend.
WA! lol,
they at tiong baru.
then i forgot wat i said.
then i cant sleep le...
sms alot of ppl ...
slowly one by one reply.
then sms sms...
sis came back...
ask me to get up...
she wan show me smth...
sure is lame stuff...
then i get up go out,
she show me the strawberry she bought...
very big, so?
like i will eat like that...
lol. then blah blah
my sis saw my hand, so suay.
didnt know she got cut b4.
and my father saw it.
then tell her
"ni yao ge mai ar, bu yong.
cong zhe bian tiao xia qu ke yi le..."
i tell u ar, if my father tell me this
when i am pissed, i will do it,
since he say like that...
ok ok, don say abt this...
hmm.
then sms sms...
now com, blogging...
then ya...
i sms wrong person,
i should have sms him,
he alr got his PIG
really a pig...
omg, i am so bad by saying this...
then i send liao, omg.
then i send one more
'shit, ps. send wrongly.'
anw, he ---- ----- oso
haha...
haha
then ya.
erm, i think i am back ppl.
but just a bit more, for me.
i just need time...
but u know wat, wats broken is broken.
cant fix it, even fix it, it will still be cracks.
nvm, i am use to cracked heart in my body...
i reall dono should i put this anot...
IMY
i put de...
hiaz...
nvm, enjoy urself...
in the farm!
haven do hw...
sianz...
dono got wat test.
oh ya, exam time table is out...
should i study?
nvm la hor, even if i study, i will still not pass...
so its ok for me!
i drop oso got 3e3?
nah... cannot . my poa cannot make it!
FCUK LA!
knn.
i dk la... everything dono is the best
RIGHT!???
omg, pissed one more time
haiz...
got to control...
ok...
then ya...
lata maybe playing mahjong.
i scare i get pissed then i give attitude...
hiaz...
eh, u don even wan to be my friend, so be it!
u know how i treat u hor, alr very good.
now i say i don wan u, not u don wan me...
go farm good, got fresh milk drink...
STUPID!
and, if u stead.
LAST LONG HOR!
idiot!
omg, i am pissed again...
haha.
relax.
so shok.
just sms someone wat i wanna tell him.
but sure in real life i wont tell him like tht dee...
its too bad alr...
and i will feel guity
cos he really treat me very good.
haha
ok la, all past tense liao...
haha.
now is present tense
hope to die tml.
lols.
ok la, bye!
thinking of new place.
to ---
haah...
thinking...
but then hmm, i think the ankle is the best leh...
hmm,haha.
i dono...
losl.
ok la. bye!
IMY ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
EUGENE YEO WEI ZHAO
U MIA AR????
JIAXI TELL ME DE, LOL!
GO MIA BAH!
MUST MISS ME.
LOLS, JIAXI MAY BE WRONG.
IF SHE WRONG THEN OSO MUST MISS ME.
HAHA!
HAPPY MIA-ING!
LOVE U! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
hmm, ok let me see.
go vivo...
wa, alot leh
damn lot...
(ppl i am back!)
hahah,
then my PC started, shout at my aunt...
then relax
wait for cousin to come.
then come le...
go find place to eat...
sms sms...
then go secret recipe.
eat the 12 plus stuff
then esprit...
then cheese cake...
then cheese cake the bottom not nice...
but still ok la...5 dollar plus lols
then go play water.
then play xian dao shi tuo bu.
then i lose, as usual.
then go arcade...
played bball...
wtf. very tired, my hand
then blah blah/
go the pet shop.
i hate that place.
haoz, make me thing of him
then go giant
on the phone...
on the way saw derrick...
lols.
2nd time at vivo...
lol.
then buy stuff.
go the dono where bought cake...
wa...
damn ex... but then the sshop like very small some more at the corner.
losls.
one piece 6 plus.
lol... ok la. oso not i pay.
we bought like, 6 piece?
i three piece, sis 1, the 2 is hu ever wan eat go eat.
losl.
then waited for taxi,
so long sia...
thhe sms sms.
then on cab, very tired...
sms sms...
then got home...
change, com, sms.
then ya...
now msn.
ok la... bye!
-
hmm, i dono wat to say, i wanted to forget u,
and trying very hard now...
so should i?
nvm,
IMY
-
now aday i get pissed off very easily.
BCOS OF U.
i am sry to all my friend and family...
i will try to change.
SORRY ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd,
use com.
until 2plus.
then off com.
sms sms...
then fall asleep.
today wake up 5 message
then reply all.
then on the bed...
was like think abt him.
sudden sad...
then sms sms.
go out watch tv.
then blah blah blah.
then now use com...
suddenly scare of barley...
dono y...
than ya...
they should b talking balh.
i guess.
ok la.
bye!
ILY ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd...
wat happen?
off my com...
go out...
barley...
so lonely like me...
stay with her awhile...
then i cried
then go in the room.
cant sleep.
think abt him...
really, think very deeply...
i cant take it anymore...
then ya...
very long then fall asleep.
morning wake up
go bathe...
wat the hell am i doing...
wasted 15mins. doing nth...
maybe day dreaming bah
then omg, look at the time... i will be late.
then rush...
then done...
sms jiaxi...
then go bus stop.
then waited for kx.
and the bus...
then take 147.
FK la...
then go sch...
HATE IT!
idiotic freak...
blah blah blah...
then trg..
go down...
finding place to put out bags...
then train...
warm up- do pair thingy- shooting- running- shooting...
i try to not pissed off.
i try to control.
i try to laugh and play.. and i did it
go up...
didnt eat.
although hungry...
thinking that, he don care me le, y should i care myself
stupid right!
then go class.
take report book.
erm,
my math A1 fly away!
fly tgt with him...
far far away!
english-49(D7)
chinese-72(A2)
A.math-32(F9)
E.math-57(C5)
science[phy,chem]-46(D7)
Com. human[ss,his]-59(c5)
principles of a/c-66(b3)
haiz, not a single a1...
sianz...
nvm
.
MYE=
C5
A?
C5
C5
D7
E8
F9
my result will become like that.
haha
nvm...
then go canteen.
change.
then actually don wan to eat.
but bought a sandwich
then go library
nth to do.
go oout.
bought another sandwich...
sit there lucjy got jiawen, if not i alone...
then go back...
WALOA,
FK la...
knn...
listen to songs cannot ar!
i wan emo, u where not happy!
no la no la, i never emo...
lols.
then they finish.
go out...
once AGAIN!
i am left out...
went to buy mocha, since they are all talking...
then sit there drink...
think abt him
FREAK LA U!
y no reply her!
now, i don even know u alive or dead!
haiz...
then go play captain ball with NCDCC
then we let water leh...
losl..
then time for me to go!
so i left...
walk...
i am thinkning abt u...
if u never leave me, i wont be walking alone...
haiz...
nvm, wats over is over.
but i don wish its over...
haiz...
then waited for 32...
came...
go up...
think think think
haiz....
then walk in...
oso think...
haiz...
sit there think...
haiz...
then go in... think...
haiz...
wat happen to u...
don like that leh...
hiaz...
then do compo...
abt wat did i do to make ppl upset, and how i settle it...
say abt smth... then i link to him again...
haiz...
out of topic liao lor.
nvm.
next week get scolded only...
then finish le...
walk to queenstown bus stop...
think again...
this time the bus very fast come...
then sit...
then thnk again.
wats wrong with me!
stupid damn hell whole idiot!
then walk home... think again...
then reach home...
cook egg, potato...
that my dinner.
i eat egg white with potato...
and orange juice.
although hungry, but nvm!
then now com...
haiz...
y?
nvm
i am trying to cool myself down.
then ya...
now is 950.
going to 10...
ok la.
bye!
tml dono where should i go
haiz
sianz..
ok la... bye!
I LOVE U! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
u know wat?
ha, i bet with jiaxi...
i am going to win!
i will get my 2 bottles of drink...
let me think wat i wan...
hmm...
tml then tell u!
this only me and jiaxi know... hehe...
mean. if i win i can not listen to u?
lol... i wont so bad de...
i promise him not to alr...
ok la, bye i dono will i break my promise.
since he did..
ahha...
ok la.
jiaxi sick! jiaxi sick! jia xi sick!
take care!
EYWZ, u see this^^^
jiaxi sick leh!
don make her pissed!
lols.
ok la, bye!
I LOVE YOU! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd?
erm, i forgotten at happened
then today dono wat time wake up.
bathe until half see the time.
525 ... lols...
then i slowly...
damn cold...
then prepare eveything...
was early.
kx late.
lols.
then go take 147.
sleep...
then sms.
then sms...
then copied chinese.
then english class...
then blah.
then chinese.
recess.
math.
very tired...
thinking of him.
ss.
was clear.
i dono y ss i everytime so clear.
then lunch...
then poa...
OMFG.
nvm...
lols.
then go wait for ade...
bused to clementi sport hall...
then walk damn slow...
i have no interest...
then haiz.
go home...
then ya, go shop and save.
then bought bin gan
then walk home slowly...
real damn slow...
saw 92...
i don like...
then reach home, com.
then ya...
hungry, but don feel like eating...
waiting for his message...
then ya...
tml cca day.
i am sad, cos...
i will think...
hiaz...
everytime i walk pass the block that he waited for me that time...
i don like there...
i don like 196,92, 153, 156...
i dono like, queensway, ccab, vivo, bishan...
i hate...
hiaz...
nvm, ok la...
bye bye!
I LOVE U! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
eh, i really miss u...
in the whole tuition, i was like thinking of u...
i am waiting for ur message.
i recieve one of ur message i am very happy le..
just one...
one will do...
i will be very very happy...
i miss u!
i love u! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd...
nvm, i don wish to say.
then wake up.
go meet jiaxi.
go mac.
then i think janon there oso...
then... blah...
starting good...
then not good le...
not in good mood ever since walk out of mac...
in fact i in mac, alr not happy...
then i damn kao bei...
fuck la...
is like.
nvm, i don wish to say anything...
i got two mosquito bite.
very pek cek le...
then chinese...
KB la...
go play wat LOVE thingy
FUCK LA!
i know u alot of love, ppl love u!
huhuhuhuhuhuhu!
idiot...
purposely play de i know...
u see me no love right!
fuck off la...
then almost cried...
then first part of the video...
then after listening to the da bei zhuo...
then english.
really, almost...
teacher suddenly call my name ask am i alright.
luck...
my eye i can feel water le...
but never drip down only.
then i attitude everybody...
recess...
not happy alot of things.
even bc talk to lingyi i oso not happy.
pls la...i kow u two very happy.
but don need infront of me right?
KB!
then history...
i am sorry...
i played...
i just took out and...
then after that i dono so deep, i only wanted to play play.
then phy.
got test.
dono lor.
as usual...
then all the way sianz...
think abt him...
then lunch...
think abt him...
all abt him...
go toilet.
almost cried in the toilet.
i go wash it, damn pain la...
then math...
go avt...
got test...
i cant listen...
all is him in my mind...
i dono wats wrong with me...
just...
haiz...
wrote his name...
then new topics....
i . all think is him...
then go home...
go toilet again...
ha, this timme...
also almost cry.
but never but more worse de...
then but i control...
i again, KB.
sad...
walk out...
saw gary...
i am ok...
i more and more attitude with kx le...
then i know the limits...
then 147 go liao...
then wait for one more...
got a group of BM ppl...
then blah blah.
then in the bus listen to xia yu tian...
i am sad...
then started to rain...
i am sad, really sad...
then miss one 100...
then wait for 111.
then walk home...
haft walk haft cry...
this time got abit...
cos nobody...
then control.
go up...
then ya,
i KB my mother and my dog...
i anagry with my dog...
then now com...
i am thinking that...
do u really love me?
i am thinking...
all i wan is be with u...
i know i cant force u...
and that time i and jiaxi in the mac...
sayiing all stuff.
then i never accept ur break...
so do we really break le?
i dono...
but i think yes...
i wotn force u to be with me,
cos u wanna break, i will agree.
although i don wna...
but no choice...
so just telling u...
i will wait until i no chance...
i love u! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
ytd.
go sleep.
hiaz
i was happy ytd.
but this morning.
i woke up...
i feel there is smth wrong.
then go bathe.
then go meet kx and ade.
slept in bus.
going to reach recieve a message.
then reply...
then blah.
go sch.
ask jiaxi wat she wanna show me.
then pe.
played abit shooting.
then sit down.
i dono wat am i thinking...
i am not emo...
just think abt him.
then go back class...
haiz
math,
i dono wat i doing.
then phy...
i sms ed him
he bo reply...
sms jiaxi ask he got reply.
rain?
i miss him.
xia yu tian le zhe me ban, wo hao xiang ni
blah blah.
then recess.
almost...
in the toilet.
but never
then chem...
i dono wat i doing... really.
then poa...
copy copy.
all copy. poa all i can do iss copy...
then lunch...
drink and eat.
i listen to u, take care of myself...
and i did...
i love u!
then math....
i... totally blur..
then chem....
this one.
i still can make it...
i like this chapter.
hehe.
then pack bag.
go trg.
we walking down i see the court...
all boys-_-"
they say i see wrongly...
wth.
then in the end is boys.
they in sch.
lols
then trg
then blah.
finish...
all bag got ants.
losl.
kill it!
then go change...
then go mac...
bought ice cream
which i shouldnt...
then wait for 147.
wait wait...
thne hiaz...
in 147...
think think think...
i not emo!
hiaz...
i... almost cant control.
but they did not know.
hehe...
then wlak back
saw a gang...
lol.s
haha, they waiting for jiaxi.
haha jkjk...
they waiting for i dono hu.
then jiaxi sms me, say blah blah blah.
losl then go home.
now com...
sms...
buit not with him
i waiting for his sms....
i am sad...
haiz....
i miss him!
haiz...
i love u!
now du zi tong, i should listen to u...
haiz...
i miss u! ♥____________________________________________________PearlynChuaSiXuan!
Days has pass,
Not many actually
Its short, that is why
the memories are still flooding in my mind
all i can do is to cry.
not in my room,
but only in the bathroom.
Its wont be so obverse,
These few days,
i spent longer time bathing.
cos, i only can show out my true colours